#kawai complex

This story was so touching. It helped me heal after a major traumatic incident in my life and the betrayal of someone. It shined through and reached me.

I see a great deal of myself in ritsu. I'm a loner and a difficult person who would rather spend all my time reading. And in my case watching anime and TV and playing games. We both escape into another world, not only to avoid our problems but because it's where we are most content and happy. It's where we come to life. We both try to go with the flow but emd up overwhelmed because we dont Express our needs properly.

Seeing someone love her for her despite her quirks have me hope that I can be me and find the right people one day. Seeing her try new things even though she's scared. Seeing her open up more even when embarrassed. Seeing her decide she wants to grow and change little by little. She's my inspiration. She never loses herself, she just wants to add to herself.

I want to move forward like ritsu

Never give up on what I want like Usa

Wear my heart on my sleeve and dream like Mayumi

Be true to myself like shiro regardless of what others think

Be strong willed like Sayaka and pursue my dreams and defending those I love. And only wearing a mask that Imreflects how I see myself

Be nurturing like Sumiko, even when it hurts

Support my friends like hayashi

Surprise people like sakuma