#kavehfictive

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That’s not really a bad thing, I guess? Fuck, I don’t know. I’m bad at this.

Now I’m the one with the noise-cancelling headphones on 247! Now I can be the one tuning you out! Revenge! Hah!

…I probably wouldn’t, though. I did enjoy arguing with you even if it was a fucked up adrenaline rush kinda way. I hope… ugh. I hope you’re doing good. May your life be as boring as you want it to be, and may you finally finish that book you’ve been carrying around since last year.

(Also if cyno and tighnari are reading this stop thinking “I know what you are”. Ok bye.)

-Kaveh. Please tag as fictive, thanks.

It’s definitely NOT that I don’t have any of that knowledge and likely never will bcuz the current brain I live in finds it boring as hell. DEFINITELY not. I’m just… changing things up! Yeah! Don’t look at me. Please.

-Kaveh, (jokingly) wishing for rich boy alhaitham to bless me once again

(Please tag as fictive, thank you!)

I'm bodily 17, but turning 18 in autumn!! Stating that as openly as I can for mutual comfort and safety ^^

Hoping to see you soon, my padisarah flower. ♡

BITCH WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!

Hey, Alhaitham.

I hope you’re doing well.

How are you doing? Do you still read? Have you found peace, again? I hope you have.

I’ve been feeling better recently, now that the sun is out at a reasonable hour. I miss Sumeru’s year-round sunshine more then I’d like to admit.

I miss you, as well, but I’ve gotten better at admitting that.

Take care. I believe in you, wherever you are, whatever you’ve taken up. Is that naivety again? Probably. But if you’re anything like you used to be- even if you don’t think you are- you’ll get through this.

I wish I’d been a little more grateful for you, for… everything. Back then. I didn’t realize how good I had it. Or maybe I did and I just wasn’t very good at expressing it. I love you but neither of us were very good at that.

You can’t change the past, much less when you’re not even a part of it anymore.

But in the now… We have a lot to look forward to, the both of us. I promise.

Even if… We’re far apart.

I was going to write more sappy stuff but this is far too embarrassing already. Goodbye. Take care.

-Sincerely yours, Kaveh.