☜:a muse you've always wanted to play, but haven't / ☟:something other rpers/fanfic writers do to your muse that drives you CRAZY / ♊:last time you hit someone / ♐:3 things that scare you / ☹:five things that make you sad
☜:a muse you've always wanted to play, but haven't
Hmmmmmmm, this is a hard one. But I've gotta say Faith Lehane from Buffy the Vampire Slayer. I have her slayer brand tattooed on my upper right arm. She's my girl.
☟:something other rpers/fanfic writers do to your muse that drives you CRAZY
I actually don't much enjoy when Alana's entire shtick becomes totally and solely the 'I have to save everyone else and I disregard their agency' factor. I definitely think she has control issues but I also think she eventually knows when to stop back and say 'yeah, no, stop'. I'm not much for when her development keeps her stuck in the totally disregarding the other person phase. Martyr complex? Yeah. But she's not blind to what's not helping someone else.
♊:last time you hit someone
Uh. I accidentlaly decked one of my best friends in the face last night with a cupcake tin and I am sO SORRY FOR IT I SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED AROUND HUMAN BEINGS.
♐:3 things that scare you
1. I'm actually really afraid of Michelle Pfeiffer. Don't ask.
2. I'm terrified of spiders.
3. That feeling when you snag your skin on something, like a hook going in, and the tug feeling? It creeps me out like no other.
☹:five things that make you sad
1. I can't stand when my friends are upset. It makes me incredulously sad. I've cried because a friend living in a totally different state's car broke down and they were really, really upset before.
2. My birthday is always the worst day of the year. When I was 10 years old I woke up totally alone to find my yiayia had died the morning of my birthday and we were very, very close. She was more or less my mother. So I can't actually enjoy my birthday ever.
3. The ending of Moulin Rouge makes me HEART BROKEN AND MISERABLE.
4. Every time I read the ending of Phantom of the Opera by Gaston Laroux always makes me cry even though I know Erik is total bullshit.
5. Anything involving fathers. Father-daughter relationships, father-son relationships. Parent relationships. I don't have a good one with either of my parents at all, and I more or less grew up with no parental figures. But I have to leave any event involving daddy-daughter dances. Also, fuck last night's superbowl and its, like, 6 father's day commercials. Fuck all that shit.