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IS IT SUNDAY YET?!

my dream come true fr 😭🥹

So, we started off the day with meeting Jake Abel and getting a selfie. Total sweetheart, he almost dropped my phone.

Then we moved onto Mark Sheppard, absolute gem. Smells amazing.

Next, while Jensen and Jared had their Gold Panel, we got in line to take photos with Baby (Well, Lil Bro since it's Jared's car). And when we were just about to get photos, the one BABYsitter, Deb, turns to me and my friend and says "don't freak out, jensen and jared are coming" because they just finished their gold panel and had to walk through where the car is to get to their next thing. Well, I looked directly at Jensen and he WINKED at us.

After that, I had J2 ops. I got one with an amazing friend for our birthday celebration. Jared gave me the BIGGEST hug. And then I got one on my own and got a J2 sandwich. I took my birthday headband off for that one, and accidentally hit Jared in the face with my hair. Oopsies. But Jared told me happy birthday and he gave me a little squeeze before I left. But it was the best hug in the whole wide world. I cried after I left the room.

Next, we went and watched some panels, then I got a selfie with DJ Qualls and he announced very loudly in the vendor's room that it was my birthday and everyone cheered for me. I hate attention and wanted to curl up in a ball. But I appreciated the love I suppose. Also, DJ is a sweetheart.

Then my friend and I had our J2M op and I got a Misha hug.

Right after that, we had our Jensen and Misha op. Jensen held my face and stared into my soul. The photographer wasn't ready first, so for a couple seconds I'm just staring up at Jensen. I say "hi" and he says "hey" with a little smile. *click* photo taken. Then my internal freakout formed into words and I basically choked out, "this is the best birthday ever" and he said "aw happy birthday" and he also gave me a little squeeze before I left.

Then the J2 panel, I never laughed so hard. Watching panel videos is cool, but seeing it live, it's a whole different level.

Finally, autographs. Everything was running behind schedule, so I didn't get my Jared autograph til like 8:30pm and I was one of the last ones. I walk up and I'm like "Hii, don't know if you remember but I wacked you in the face with my hair in our photo op and I just wanted to say sorry" and he gave me his cute little Jared smile and told me it's okay. Then I made a bracelet for him so I went to give him that and my note for him, and he held his hand out and I'm looking at him like, what? and he like nudged his hand forward and i'm like OH he wants me to put it on him, so I put the bracelet on him, he told me happy birthday again and then I thanked him and told him to have a good night and i loved him.

Jensen's autograph. I didn't get for that til 8:50, and my nerves and my body were hating me, I hardly ate because my anxiety and nerves were so high, so my body finally said okay wtf is wrong with you, and before the auto I had to run to the bathroom where I ended up throwing up a little. Then I ran back to get in line for the auto and I'm the last one or second to last one for him. And he looked absolutely exhausted, I felt so bad. He was so busy this weekend between filming and then making it to NJ yesterday morning for the con. Plus they moved all of his Jensen Solo Ops to Sunday, so poor guy was in the photo op room for hours. But I said "hi" and he said "hi how are you?" and i'm like "i'm good, first con, and for my birthday" and he told me happy birthday again and i thanked him and told him i hope he has a good night and that i loved him.

Man oh man what a day it was. I won't be posting any of my photo ops because I don't do face reveal, but here's some pics of Lil Bro that I took!