i feel like i should be getting my money's worth with the therapist by screaming and crying more but it's just so hard to get real because they're all so fucking allo

dreams choose the most random times to be violent against people you know fsr

every time i'm in depression mode and considering talking to a friend it's like. how sincere should i be about unrequited feelings for a fictional character

having a hard time with splitting because our usual deescalation routine (hyper-idealized daydreaming) inevitably makes the rage/resentment/grief combo even more intense... sometimes grounding works but then we become aware we're still tethered to our abusers. lose-lose.

random fits of immense displaced grief over thistle & yaad

(emotionally blunted) she's so cute i could die :/

need ko ng ₱500 shuta how to?????? 🥴😢😣🤧

every time some careless fuck i'm on decent terms with triggers me in a perfectly avoidable way over some issue they're already aware of i'm going to (remembers to channel negative emotions safely & productively) become a much better writer ✨✨✨