Sabi ko sa sarili ko noon, di na ako magmamahal. Lahat naman tayo, di ba, kapag nasaktan na, sasabihin nating ayaw na natin. But there was something about this song. Ang gaan sa feeling, like everything will be alright. It makes you feel like you're in love kahit hindi naman. Or maybe I just really love love.

Nag-message pa nga ako sa page nila sa Facebook. On June 11, 2024, I said, “I like the ‘Be With You’ song. I knew from the moment I heard the intro that I would love it, and it didn’t disappoint. I’ve also listened to some of your songs on Spotify. You have this vibe that makes me feel like I’m in a music video. Parang may memory akong nakabaon na nauungkat because of your songs. Ganun yung feeling.”

Di ko naman ineexpect kung magre-reply sila o hindi, so I sent another message: “Bat ganon, The Ridleys? Pag pinapakinggan ko songs niyo, parang gusto kong ma-in love pero at the same time umiyak? Parang ang dami kong naaalala. Paano niyo nagagawa yun ha??? Tama na kayo. Charot 😭🥹 Parang may memories akong nakabaon na nauungkat because of your songs, whether happy or sad. 🥹”

Haha. Wala lang. It would be nice to be treated with good intentions, just like the lyrics of that song, ‘no?

currently super stressed out with the fact na ang bagal ng sketch up ko i could be done with so much more stuff if my sketchup didnt lag every 5 minutes and no im not exaggerating

pero anyways here i am switching from laptop to desktop and back again trying to make the most out of tonight and trying not to get stress get to ne kasi if i just give into stress everyone will get affected

I finished Girls of the Wild's a while ago. It was about a MMA all girls school taking a step of becoming co ed. The first male student was Jaegu Song and everyone was obsessed over him, especially due to the fact that girls could get credits by being his mentor. Overall, the webtoon started off as an action packed fighting anime , but later on it became a cheesy romance. A love trio, drama, all that. I was a bit disappointed but I was also proud that girls got the mainstream stigma most of the time, though it wasn't in the best way at certain points. I would say the girls were sometimes sexualized which was ehhh. But I'm content with the 260ish episodes I read through.