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There were only 2 more girls in front of you left to go. Each fan could only go alone to the table to meet Dean, the following one had to wait behind.

“Do you wanna go first, Tara?” you asked, seeing the girl in front of you leaving the line.

“No, no. You go first!” she replied and smiled brightly at you. You nodded and turned around to see if the girl from before already left the meeting table. She wasn’t there so you took a deep breath and took a step forward but someone really tall blocked your way. You bumped into him and looked up, it was the security guy.

“Listen up everyone! The fan meeting is done, we’re sorry you didn’t get the chance but we ask you all to leave. Thanks” he spoke in a monotone way without even looking at the fans.

You heard all the sighing and annoyed sounds behind you while you just stood there in shock.

You tilted your head to see if Dean really already left the fan meeting. But he was still sitting there. Wait? Why was he still there? He looked at your way and directly caught eye contact with you. He was making gestures with his hands but you couldn’t figure out what he wanted. You just stared at him and couldn’t get your eyes off him. Then Dean called the security guy over and whispered something in his ear. He came back and spoke again “Okay, he’s only letting another 5 fans to meet him. To make it fair, only the five in the front can go. The rest, please leave. Thank you!” Dean grinned at you.

You still looked at him while the security guy made space for you to go meet him. Your heart raced as fast as ever as you got closer to the table where he was sitting. The CD you held so tightly could probably break any moment because your hands trembled so hard.

He watched you carefully from head to toe how slowly you approached him. When you finally arrived at the table your lungs stopped working. You could hear him say “Hello, sweetie” but you couldn’t reply. Your whole body froze and you just stared into him. He laughed, took the CD out of your hands and spoke “Relax, it’s not like I am Justin Bieber or something… And also I don’t bite, so you can talk casually to me.” You frantically smiled as Dean signed the CD and asked for your name.

“Y/N…” you stuttered.

“Glad to meet you, Y/N! It’s such a beautiful name.” Dean looked up at you when he finished his signing and handed you back the CD. “Just as beautiful as you.”

What? Why would he call me beautiful? Hm, I bet he says that to every fangirl, you thought.

But you blushed anyway and before you opened your mouth he asked if you wanted to take a selfie. He stood up, walked around the table as you prepared your phone for the selfie. He stood right next to you as you held up the phone and you suddenly felt a grip around your waist. You looked at him as he smirked. “C’mon, Y/N. Smile for the camera, you look sweet so don’t ask.”

“B-but why did you stand up next to me? You didn’t stand up for the other girls before?” you stuttered, couldn’t believe he was really holding you.

You felt how he pulled you closer to him but didn’t answer, so you looked back into the camera to make a few pictures. When you were done you thanked him lots and he sat back down.

So I guess this is it…, you thought. Your heart still raced but sadness slowly flowed through your body when you thought of leaving now. You bowed in front of him and thanked him one last time before you wanted to leave. As you turned around you felt his hand around your wrist. “Do you really already have to leave?” Dean pouted.

Were you dreaming? Was this real? Why was he asking you that? And again your mouth couldn’t let out any word.

“You know… I already saw you in the first row at the concert before. I also saw you at every other show I gave around here. You were so different from the other girls, you weren’t fangirling in a crazy way, you weren’t holding up your phone all the time to film me. You just were there, enjoying my show, singing along and enjoying yourself. I could see that in instant. You were so noticeable and immediately caught my attention” he said straight up looking into your eyes and your knees weakened.

Those words sent shivers down your spine and now your hands trembled even more.

All you could reply was “E-excuse me?”

He chuckled and pulled you closer to him so you were leaning over the table. You didn’t know why but the eye contact with him was so intense, you felt goosebumps over your arms. Dean noticed and stroked over your arms to calm you down. “Y/N, I am sorry if this was overwhelming you. I don’t get it either but I know for sure I am attracted to you. Please let me take you out at least once. I’d regret it if I don’t.”

You closed your eyes, took a deep breath, thinking this was all a dream and that you’d wake up in your bed when you would open your eyes again. But Dean was still sitting in front of you when you opened them. It wasn’t a dream. Heat rushed through your whole body, making your heart beat at a pace you never thought it’d be possible for it to beat that fast.

He waited patiently for a response and you gave him a smile, which he returned.

“I mean… I’d t-totally love to” you spoke and your cheeks turned red and you covered them with your hands.

Dean smiled brightly “Ah, you’re so cute. I am glad. Give me your phone number and I’ll call you.”

- - -

This happened a few months ago and you and Dean were seeing each other. Not really often, but regularly. He had a lot of stuff to do, since he’s working on his new album and he was also touring a lot. You two were really close, he got along with you very well and so was the other way around. But the thing was you developed deep feelings for him but actually didn’t know how he felt. When you two met, you could basically call it a date. You did stuff with him that couples would do. But he never held your hand, never kissed you or showed the least affection to you that could be signs of him liking you. At least not in your eyes. Maybe you were just tearing yourself down on purpose because you didn’t want to get false hopes. Every once and then he would touch you accidentally on your thigh or on your cheek but then he’d immediately apologize for it. You were so desperate because he probably saw you only as a friend. But you wanted more. You wanted him to touch you more and see you as a woman. Even though all of his friends told you all the time that he had an eye on you, you just couldn’t believe it. Why would he even?

The thing he did on that fan meeting was probably something he did to every girl just to have someone around. So you waited anxiously for the day he would kick you off and say good bye.

So that day Dean invited you over to his studio to show you a few tracks off his upcoming album.

You were surprised that he wanted to show you but you went there excited. As soon as you arrived there he greeted you with a tight hug and offered you a seat next to him.

You were never there before. His studio was pretty small but really cozy. There was a big table at the wall with a big computer screen placed on it. Two comfy chairs were standing in front of the table and a big sofa with a small table was placed on the other side of the room. He switched the lights off but the neon signs on the wall kept just enough lighting in the room. It gave you just the right mood for his music.

“I can work and concentrate a lot better with just the neon lights on. And it mostly matches my mood for the music” he said as he could read your mind.

“Yeah, I was thinking the same. So I am excited for your new stuff, let me hear” you looked at him and you really meant it.

“Wow, you’re such a child Y/N. Impatient as always. Okay so here’s the first track” he said with his eyes focused on the screen while he clicked a few stuff and the song finally played.

Dean leaned back in his chair and watched you carefully, waiting for your reactions.

It started off slow at first but once the beat sped up your head nodded along with it and you smirked at how good it sounds. You moved your shoulders and arms with your head and danced a little bit to the song. Dean chuckled at you and asked if you liked it.

“I fucking love it, it’s so good!” you replied.

After he showed you almost every song of the album he said “Wow, I already showed you everything except for one song. I shouldn’t have done that, but since it’s you…”

You looked at him and asked if you could hear the last one too.

He looked at his screen and said “I mean I can if you want to. But it’s a bit different from the ones you’ve heard by now.”

“So what? Are you scared I won’t like it? C’mon, I wanna hear” you laughed at him and stroked his shoulder.

He nodded and let the song play.

Dean was right. It was different. Even though it was still his style you could feel something else in this song. It was slower and the bass was deeper you could feel it in your heart. But what caught your attention the most were the lyrics. He was singing about a girl. Well, he was basically always singing about that but in this song it was obscener. You wouldn’t say it was dirty because it still had class. It was just more intense and the story he told was truer than any other song he ever wrote. You listened carefully and the words combined with his voice made you feel heated in your whole body. You pressed your legs closer together hoping the feeling would go away.

Was he singing about you? No, no way. It’s probably just any other girl you didn’t know about.

The song finished and you could feel him staring at you, anxiously waiting for you to say something.

“You’re right. It’s different but it’s still so good. I…” you stuttered. You would want to say that it turned you on, that he turned you on but you couldn’t just say that out of nowhere.

“Yes, you?” he asked.

“S-sorry. I really… liked the song” you managed to look up at him and give him a half smile.

He cocked up his eyebrows in surprise. “Wanna hear it again, then?”

Your eyes widened and you thought, Why would he ask me that? Why only that song though?

“Sure, why not” you nodded.

The track started playing again and as you were so concentrated on the lyrics again you rubbed your hands on your thighs. Without realizing you licked your lips and your thoughts were gone for good. The intense bass went straight up to your heart and it started beating faster. Why?

You felt a tight grip on your wrist and when you looked up, Dean was standing next to you holding your arm. “Are you nervous, Y/N?” he asked in a voice that could do nothing else but calm you down and at the same time speed up your heart even more.

“N-no, why are you asking?” you turned your head away.

He pulled your arm so you had no other choice but to stand up. His eyes bored right into yours and he whispered “Then dance with me.”

You stopped breathing for a moment as this was the most intimate thing he had ever asked of you. He took your hands to put it around the back of his neck and he lowered his own ones on your hips.

You softly swayed your hips along the rhythm of the music and with every beat he pulled you closer to him. What was going on? Your mouth dried out and you started feeling hot overall your body. Especially there where he laid his hands. They slid from your hips to your back and then to your neck. Not losing eye contact he brought his forehead on yours and his lips were as close to yours as ever. His breath brushed over your mouth and you bit your lower lip.

“What are you feeling right now, Y/N?” Dean whispered and cupped your cheeks in his hands.

“W-what am I supposed to feel, Hyuk?” you asked him because you weren’t sure what would happen if you answered truthfully. Would he make fun of you? Would he kick you out? Would this be the moment when he would tell you good bye?

He smirked and answered in a soft tone “You’re so shy. Let me show you then what I feel right now. Can I?”

You nodded and you felt his warm lips pressed against yours softly. He tilted his head to have better access as your lips found a way to smooth out with his. You felt tingles everywhere and his sudden kiss felt so electrifying. Your fingers started shaking and he slowly reached his tongue in your mouth just to meet yours. You couldn’t describe the feeling. You wanted this for so long but you never thought it would actually happen one day. He pulled you closer to him, if that was even possible. He broke the kiss and you finally got to breathe out. Your chest felt heavy and your eyes met his again. His thumb brushed over your lower lip and then over your jawline.

“You know this song is about you, right?” he removed your hair from your face and put it behind your ears. You only realized now that the song was still playing. But you were right.

Still you shook your head slightly as if you didn’t know. He chuckled and told you how unbelievable you were.

“I hesitated at first to show you the song since it reveals my true feelings but now that you already heard it… I can’t help but do what I just did. I am sorry” his voice was calm and deep.

His feelings? What did that mean?

But you didn’t want to ruin the mood by asking too much questions and talking about stuff that could wait. You wanted to feel him again so you kissed him again.

He made a few steps back leading to the sofa and you followed him. He sat down and you sat right on his lap facing him, not breaking the kiss. His hands went all over you and a rush of heat flowed through you when he placed his hands on your inner thighs. You were already so aroused before and you didn’t know you could feel even hotter. His hands gripped your thighs tight and the kiss started getting more passionate. His tongue swirled on your own and so it got wetter. His hand made its way up to your stomach and you could feel a hot touch under your shirt. You pulled away from his lips and gasped.

“Have I ever told you how gorgeous you really are?” he said in a serious tone.

Yes, you’ve actually heard him tell you stuff like you looked good and cool but he never really used the word ‘beautiful’ or something similar on you.

You shook your head and he smiled “I am sorry, I should’ve told you more often. Because you are, you’re stunning to me.”

You blushed at his words and his hands wandered more upwards under your shirt. You looked down at his movements and you suddenly became conscious because you knew what followed all of this. You’ve been there a few times but you didn’t actually go further because it didn’t felt right. Would it be the same with Dean?

He noticed the concern in your face and pulled his hands out of your shirt and smiled at you. He grabbed your waist and lifted you a bit just to lay you right on the sofa. The seats were wide enough for him to lay right next to you, even if it was a bit narrow. But you liked his closeness so it wasn’t a problem for you.

He laid on the side and rested on his elbow as he faced you. “What is wrong, Y/N?”

You quickly answered “Nothing” because you didn’t want to tell him you were afraid of him going further than just kissing.

He nodded and lifted your shirt a bit so your stomach was exposed and he laid his hand on the side of it while coming in for another kiss. You felt his chest on yours and his hand again sliding up more and more. He backed up and was close to pull your shirt off but you stopped his movements.

“Sorry… You don’t want this?” he asked in concern.

You chewed on your inner cheek and shook your head “It’s not that I don’t want it. I’m scared…” You hoped it wouldn’t sound too dumb or anything.

He frowned his eyebrows and asked “Scared of what?” You didn’t need to respond, he realized right away it would be your first time.

“Y/N… The last thing on earth I would do is hurt you. I’ll go soft, of course if you let me. I won’t rush anything, trust me. I just want to make you feel good” he whispered and looked directly in your eyes with a slight smile, showing you that he really meant it.

“Hyuk. I really want this” you replied much more confident after hearing his lovely words.

He just smiled at you and slowly pulled your shirt over your head and tossed it on the floor.

“To be fair, I’ll take off my shirt too so you won’t feel intimidated” he said and gave you a warm smile.

You watched him taking his own shirt off and you licked your lips at the sight of him being shirtless. His shoulders were broad, he didn’t have much muscles or anything but his upper body was still defined and you couldn’t help but stare.

“Like what you see, sweetie?” he smirked at you. “Oh yes, you don’t even know how much” you sobbed.

He chuckled and laid his chest on yours again and his body felt so hot. He brushed your cheek with his hand and spoke slowly “Just tell me when to stop, I won’t do anything you don’t want to.” Then he kissed you as his hands slid behind your back, trying to be as close as possible to you. You spread your legs so he could lay comfortably between them and rest on you. His lips left your mouth and wandered down to your neck, placing soft kisses and licks all over it. He opened your bra behind your back and his hands appeared on your waist again. As his head went lower your breath became uneven and heavier. His soft mouth met your cleavage and there again he filled it with lots of kisses. His hands gripped the straps of your bra and stripped it off your shoulders in slow motion. His touch was so soft and sensual but you felt it everywhere. Once he removed the bra off of you he stopped moving for a minute and looked at you carefully. He admired your chest as his hand brushed over it and when you felt his fingertips touching your nipples, they got hard and you whined. Now he grabbed your boobs with his whole hands and he groaned at the feeling in his hands. “Baby, you’re so perfectly shaped. So beautiful, I can’t believe it” he said and his mouth was right above your right boob and he gave it a shy lick. Your whine got a little bit louder as he not only licked your right nipple now but his hand moved along your stomach to your core. His hand solely rested on your clothed pussy and you started moving your hips shyly because you desperately needed some friction down there. You could see him smirk over your boob and he chuckled “Again, impatient as always.”

You looked at him just to see him going down on you and as he left wet trails on your stomach nearing himself to your womanhood, you felt a knot building up in the pit of your stomach. It felt extraordinary but exciting at the same time. You have touched yourself before but it definitely felt different than this. Was it because Dean was doing it? Was it because you felt safe with him? Or was it simply because someone else was doing it for you? Whatever the reason was, you were sure you wanted him.

He reached the hem of your pants and he unzipped them looking into your eyes. You’ve never seen that look before but you could tell it was filled with lust. It was basically written over his face. His eyes didn’t leave yours as he pulled your pants down and let them fall on the ground. Now he stood up and did the same thing to himself and there he stood in only his boxers. You never had the chance to take a look at his thighs since he was wearing baggy pants most of the time. But god damn. You clenched your thighs together in need to create a friction between your legs but Dean came back on the sofa to spread them again.

He smiled warmly at you and asked “Is everything okay so far?”

“Yes, Hyuk. Please continue” you answered shyly.

He kneed on the sofa as you felt his lips crashing on the inner of your thighs working his way to your core. Once he reached it he put your panties aside to just take a look at your pussy.

“Fuck, Y/N. You’re already so wet” his mouth watered.

Without hesitating he finally pulled your panties off too and then your womanhood was exposed too. He crawled up to you, his hips placed right above yours and you could feel his bulge growing bigger against you. He lowered himself and started rubbing himself against you. Your pussy throbbed at the sudden touch of his still clothed dick and you moaned right into his mouth. The heat from down there waved straight up to your heart and if his chest came any closer against yours, you could swear he would hear your heartbeat. You looked into his eyes, which were wide open and darkened just to watch your reactions. He went slow and you watched him through hooded eyes. The friction felt too good to be real and you could come right away.

“Hy-Hyuk…” you whined.

“Y/N, how does it feel? Want me to stop?” he placed his forehead onto yours and his eyes bored again into yours.

You probably sounded desperate but you didn’t care at all “No, please don’t stop. It feels hot. Everywhere. It feels just too good.”

He smiled at your response and whispered “I want to taste you so bad. I bet your pussy is so sweet. You don’t know how often I’ve imagined that. Fuck, I can’t wait anymore.”

As he said that he stopped his moving hips and lowered himself so he could get the perfect position to give you some oral pleasure.

He took a careful look at your pussy again. You felt a burning touch of his tongue on your clit and you moaned out loud at the unknown feeling. He curled his tongue slowly around it and licked up and down your slit. When he went down he placed his tongue right at your entrance and teased it at first. Then he shoved his tongue inside you and your hips trembled to the moving and he grabbed your thighs to place them over his shoulders. His whole mouth was working on your pussy now, he was sucking it, biting at your major lips and kissing it. He was basically eating you out. You didn’t need much more to come. You looked down at him and saw him staring up into you through his lashes. The sight of him doing these things to you gave you some extra pleasure and sent you over the edge. Your legs started shaking as you reached your orgasm and felt hot tingles on every inch of your body. Your pussy heated up like hell and you climaxed right over him. He slowed his pace down and left sweet marks on your pubic bone and the inner of your thighs.

“Wow, Y/N. You’re so stunning and so sweet” he said as he crawled his way back up again. While doing so his hands were touching you on every part of your body possible. You never felt so good, you never felt so close to someone. And you were glad it was Dean. You looked down at your chest, which heaved up and down and you tried to calm yourself down. But the high was still flowing through you. Dean placed his index finger on your chin and lifted it so you looked at him.

“I want to feel you even more, baby. Can I?” he asked so politely and caring. You knew what he meant and you whispered yes. With that he took his boxers off and his hard cock leaked, hitting against his stomach. Wow he was big, you thought. He stroked it a bit and then lowered his hips on yours again. His cock felt so hot on your throbbing pussy, it sent shivers down your spine. The pit of your stomach tightened even more and when he looked deep into your eyes you felt a sparkling feeling everywhere. Both of your breaths were uneven and he hissed when he started moving his hips against you. You could feel his precum leaking over your clit and it made you moan. He cupped your cheeks with his hands and the look between you two was as intense as ever. How could you even breathe properly? His touches were so soft and slow but so desperate. You wanted it. You were so sure.

He lifted his hips but his head still so close over yours and he took his shaft in his one hand while the other one placed next to you to support himself. He stroked the tip a few more times through your folds which made you moan carelessly. He smiled at you and he saw the look on your face when he placed his cock right at your entrance. You felt overwhelmed and you couldn’t control your feelings. Even though you wanted this you were still afraid of the pain that would come along with this.

“Sweetheart, look at me. Look at me with those beautiful eyes of yours. I will stop if you want to, you don’t have to do this” he said and gave you a questioning look.

You shook your head and told him “No, I want this, Hyuk. Just please go slow.”

“Of course I will. I want you to be comfortable Y/N. Okay, so it will hurt a bit in the beginning but I promise it will go away after a few moments. Just relax. And tell me to stop whenever you have the feeling you can’t anymore” he stated to you and gave you a warm glance.

You nodded and with his eyes staring into you he slowly pushed his hips forwards, his dick slowly shoving inside of you. You felt your pussy stretching out and it you felt a sting which went all the way up to your stomach. You could cry but you didn’t want to. He held your cheeks and you both held your breath. He thrusted himself further in until he was fully inside of you. Now you breathed out as heavy as ever and he could see the pain in your eyes.

“Y/N, are you okay? You’re doing fine. Everything is good, sweetheart. It’s alright” his voice immediately calmed you down as it sounded so warm and soft. It was comforting.

You decided to ignore the pain and focus more on him, more on the whole action itself. That was more important, and the feeling that you were this close to him was such a big plus that you soon forgot about the sting at all.

He rested in this position for a while, to let you adjust to his size. He kissed you and his hands were all over you again. You felt yourself relax and you whined into his mouth, as a sign for him to move. Then he started moving his hips, slowly thrusting in and out of you.

“Hyuk” you moaned.

“Y/N…” he moaned back “you don’t know how much I wanted this. I waited so long, fuck. You feel so tight and so warm. I swear you’re so stunning.”

You wrapped your legs around his waist as it was more comfortable for both of you. He lowered his chest on you and he fastened his pace a bit. It was too much to handle. You also wrapped your arms around his back to hold tight on him.

“F-faster, please…” you couldn’t believe your own words.

He looked at you in surprise but followed your wish. As he was pounding into you he looked you in the eyes and you couldn’t think straight. Only then you realized how much in love you were with him to actually let him do this to you. The room was filled with the sound of him clapping at your wet pussy and both of your moans. It was so intense. There were only the two of you, being totally careless. Someone could walk into his studio any second but neither one of you cared. You both wanted this so bad. And now that it was happening nothing or no one could stop you. You felt like everything around you disappeared and your heart could jump right out of your chest any moment. You never knew it would feel this good to be so close to a man, let alone to Dean.

He groaned your name over and over again and it echoed in your head. You knew it would be stuck in your head forever. Saying this moment was magical was an understatement. It was more than that, but you just couldn’t describe it.

His thrusts got deeper and heavier and you cried out in his neck as you started to tighten around him.

“God, Y/N. You feel so good. I am so close, baby.” His face looked so beautiful.

You two were covered with a thin layer of sweat but that didn’t stop him to continue.

“Fuck, I hope I’m making you feel good too. Because god damn I could fuck you like this the whole night.” You screamed out a yes and you started to feel dizzy. Your second orgasm worked up on you.

“Are you gonna cum, princess? Please do so, I wanna see you cum all over my cock. I wanna watch your beautiful face.”

Dean held you so tightly and groaned as he fucked you. Then he whined “Oh my god. I love you, Y/N, I love you…”

He stared right into you when he said that and the connection between you two was never so deep. You couldn’t believe your ears actually. He fucked you with so much passion and love overflowed every inch of your body. Your walls started convulsing around his cock, every muscle in your body started to twitch as your release took over you. You whined his name out loud and he watched you carefully. His eyes still bored into you, you reached your orgasm and you felt your walls clench so tight around him that he had a hard time to continue thrusting. As you came you could swear his eyes came with you. He had that look on his face, it was so hot. He continued pounding into you, sloppier, but tried to reach his own high too.

He needed a few more thrusts and then you felt something warm spurting inside of you. His cum filled you up all the way and you whined at the hot feeling inside of you. He moaned your name into your mouth and then kissed you with his swollen lips.

“Y/N, you’re making me feel things, oh my god. This was amazing” he whispered. “But are you feeling good?” You simply answered “Yeah, I am, thank you.”

He laid on top of you, waiting for you two to calm down. Then he lifted himself and let himself fall down on the sofa next to you. He took you in his arm and kissed your forehead. You rested your head on his chest and stroked it.

You opened your mouth just about to ask him about what he said before but he spoke first “You know, what I said before… I meant it. I know to say it in such a situation… But I swear to god I meant it. I would never lie to you nor hurt you.”

You smiled and replied “Well, I love you too, Hyuk.”

You could hear his heartbeat going faster at your words and he asked “What- really?”

“Yes. Otherwise I probably wouldn’t let you be my first one” you responded honestly.

He chuckled and hugged you tighter.