#k thinks

so um, as you can see all my joost fics are gone now.

i made them private since ive been feeling uneasy and uncomfortable with my works beeing on tiktok, twitter, etc. i also removed joost from my list of people/characters i write for, so with that this is the end of me writing about him. it's really hard for me, because writing was a thing that made me happy, but of course there are a lot of other things and people i can write about.

i really appreciate all of the requests you have been sending. it really means a lot for me, but i don't want to do anything that can make anybody mad or uncomfortable. hope you understand that. :)

i'm not saying this is definitely the end of me writing, but this is the definitive end of me writing for joost. i need to be a mature person that know what to do in situation like this.

i am really grateful for those who came here and followed me because of my works about joost. you are now free to unfollow me, but if you still want ot stay here, then you are always welcomed.

i really hope you'll understand why i am doing this. i also really want this statement (ig i can call it a statement) to stay on this app and not go to the tiktok or twitter. please don't screenshot this or repost just for my mental health, i really feel bad about that one screenshot already.

this is everything from me for now. hope you understand my point of view.

with love,