#jvstincs

003. Do you regret anything?

“Absolutely not. I’m not a regret type of girl.” 

019. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

“I mean not really. I’m all for living in the moment.” 

052. Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

“I think so. But I have no idea why my dad felt in necessary to be a stereotypical pig.” 

062. What makes you happy?

“A Dungeons and Dragon marathon, video games, romantic comedy movies, and action flicks. Oh, and reading law books. That last one was a bit of a lie, but I have to pretend they make me happy.” 

066. Do you have a friend who you can act your complete self around?

03: Do you regret anything?

“I try not to. Like, what’s the point, you know? I’ve done shit that ended badly, obviously, but why regret it? It was a good idea at the time.”

26: What are you craving right now?

“Dick, pussy, maybe cheetos.”

56: How many people have you fist fought?

He laughs, running his fingers through his hair. “Boy, this one’s hard. Um... there were at least five a year in high school, but not a lot recently, so... shit, maybe forty? That sounds like a lot when I say it out loud.”

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

“Kissed? Or made out with? ‘Cause for me, those are two different things. I’m gonna go with made out with and say no, since he was good at it.”

70: Is there anyone you would die for?

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

“I... yes, sort of. I know they just want what’s best for me, but their vision is skewed by their generation. They think professional gaming is an impossible way to make a living, no matter how many examples I give them of the contrary. But I digress, mostly, yes.”

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

“A lot of stuff. Anger, depression, and yet... numbness? If that makes any sense at all. But... determined. I’m going to get the fucker that did this to Carlson.”

66: Do you have a friend who you can act your complete self around?

She responds stiffly, without emotion. “I did.”

70: Is there anyone you would die for?

closed ; late night self reflective asks

⭐ galaxies: what are three things you want to do before you die?

the first thing would be — you guessed it — make a movie. it doesn’t even have to do well in the box office; if it does well with the critics i’d be more than thrilled! second would be is to travel, as generic as it seems. i feel like i’m missing so much of the world and its beauty already. i can’t just stand still and live with my mother forever, y'know. the last thing would be is to forgive my father. i’m not in a good place with him at the moment but i know people change and i have hope he would.

⭐ ponder: what do you want to do with your life?

woah… tough question. something i made that would make people smile for generations, honestly?

⭐ soothe: what’s one thing that always makes you feel better when you’re upset?

eat a tub of ice cream or nutella, whichever is conveniently in the fridge or pantry, and have a movie night with my best friend.