There are so many things I love about Sam Winchester
His smile, his dimples, the way he hides his eyes when he gets embarrassed and the way his eyes change colors in certain lights. Ā The way his hair falls into them when he does so. Ā I love the way he always rolls up the sleeves of his plaid so we can see the veins in his arms and those stupid big hands and the way he clutches onto his brotherās jacket when he hugs him. The way heās picky with who he sleeps with because he prefers to connect with them through the heart.
I love how wholly and completely he loved Jess and still loves her even after eight+ years and how heās so willing to show people a move vulnerable side of him. I love how he cries a lot more than most people think he should but thatās okay because heās perfect just the way he is. I love how he never thinks heās good enough even though heās the most goddamn beautiful character on the show and no matter what Dean says heāll always think heās not good enough.
I love how when he kisses he puts his entire being into it and the way he puts his hands on the side of her face and just breathes a tenderness into her that no one else can replicate.
I love how heās so easy to trust and quick to forgive even though all the people whoāve wronged him donāt deserve it. Ā I love how he still loves his dad even though John pissed him off right up to his dying day. I love how heās still a child at heart and yet so badly wants to prove that heās grown up. I love how heās broken and in pieces and yet he still finds the strength to wake up in the morning and keep going. I love how heāll literally do anything for his brother, including stopping the Devil because he just loves him so goddamn much.
I love how Sam sympathizes with the monsters and doesnāt even call them monsters or creatures or freaks or anything like that because heās so kind and has such a big heart that he doesnāt know what to do about it. I love how Samās voice still cracks whenever he says the word āfreak" because he still thinks thatās what he isā still thinks Dean thinks thatās what he is.
I love how much faith he still has even though the angels basically told him to go fuck himself. I love how he still managed to pray even though everything was going to shit. I love how he can still see the sun through the darkest times and he can still feel the warmth on his face even though he can see the rainstorm approaching.
I love how he knows when heās wrong and strives to make himself better. I love how he always takes the blame even though he doesnāt have to because heās Sam freaking Winchester and if you donāt think heās beautiful than youāre wrong.
I love the way his eyes lit up when he first met Castiel, or how he looked like he was going to cry because he thought Cas was as beautiful as the angels heād pictured in his mind. I love how Sam still had faith in Cas and still considered him part of their family even thoughā even thoughā Cas had broken his wall and didnāt deserve anything in return. I love the way Sam looks at him and the way Cas is always on his mind and always ready to forgive and welcome him back with open arms even when Dean is too angry and too busy worrying about Sam.
I love how Samās good memories consist of him at someone elseās Thanksgiving table and I love how Sam took a year off after Dean went to Purgatory because he never had the crusts cut off his peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and he never knew the embrace of his mother and fuck you, Sam deserved a year off with a girl and a dog after everything heās sacrificed.
(via justaburge)












