#jusa

For our musical, if i dont get cast as a lead i’ll have the choice of either accepting an ensemble role or being stage manager. I dont think i’ll get cast as a lead. So ive been trying to make the decision and i was talking to RaEs about rn and i was telling him how if i dont accept ensemble my mom’ll be upset but if i dont accept stage manager then it’ll be JuSa and she’s already swamped abd RaEs went “what makes you happier?” And idk kinda made me cry. Its not a big deal. But it hit my heart for some reason.

Wowza.. i’m really not gonna see you till the end of august. I already miss you the most