It's been a while i wasn't active on this account here...
So thanks to someone liking my posts so much (@k0reanski i love you) i got to read my own writing again.
Funny thing is, my feelings about my writing is always the same, a cycle. And it goes like this;
- (when i don't force myself to write and actually have something to say) "oh hey, this is an exciting idea, can't wait to put it down into words". And i write, then post it.
- i hate it. Oh i hate it with all my being, 'it's so cringe, you shouldn't write again.' And an internal battle of keep it or delete this abomination lasts for a long while... Then i end up leaving it, most of the time at least. (Mature me, thank you for saving me, mature me)
- and then i find it again, either by coincidence or just wondering about what i used to write... And read it. And i enjoy it. Surprisingly.
- Not in a "wow i wrote great"- yeah maybe this but, more like "hey this person understands me like crazy-" and yes, i am this person. I know i am. But- it's the old version of me, okay? One i forgot how she looked at things or what she felt at that moment exactly... And i like it, i like what she do. I enjoy it.
Moral of the story? Idk i didn't intend on one, but, it can be “write what you enjoy, enjoy what you write”.
@k0reanski-bot-xd again, thanks. I'm happy you enjoyed some of my content