#jumin headcanons

A = Attractive (What do they find attractive about the other?)

❥ jumin is demiromantic because i said so (he just like me fr) ❥ he would fall for your heart and personality above all else ❥ the genuine concern are care for him and others...his trauma and him folded ❥ psychically? he loves your hands. specifically your left hand ❥ holds onto your left hand/always wants your left hand on him because he wants to feel connected to your heart at all times

B = Baby (Do they want a family? Why/Why not?)

❥ he would want a family but the term is arbitrary to him ❥ family doesn’t have to mean having a traditional child ❥ he just wants the sense of belonging a family has (elizabeth the 3rd is practically your child anyways) ❥ if you wanted to adopt a child and/or birth one then he would be okay with it (would admittedly get a little upset having to take the child with you all if you go on vacation)

C = Cuddle (How do they cuddle?)

❥ handsy (sfw way guys) ❥ he needs at least one hand cradling your head/hands/waist/shoulders to feel grounded ❥ will say he doens’t want you to fall off but his bed is bigger than ever so... (he’s sly when he wants to be) ❥ loves having you lay on your side while he is on his back, your body pressed against his with your head on his chest and your legs tangled together ❥ he tries to have a no work at home policy to respect your time together so he will probably also use this time to relax with you ❥ movie cuddles are so fun with this man but it’s so hard to focus when his thumb caresses the back of your hand, tracing little hearts onto your skin

D = Dates (What are dates with them like?)

❥ everything and anything and more ❥ any date idea you have, jumin will make sure happens ❥ he will so copy dates you fawn over, down to the smallest details ❥ will hate when you plan dates and don’t let him help because he wants you to feel loved, he couldn’t care less about himself ❥ many at home dates that he refuses to call dates because he thinks you deserve more, but he puts so much into them that they are definitely dates

E = Everything (You are my ____ (e.g. my life, my world...))

❥ you are his ❥ there is nothing that makes him happier than being able to call you his ❥ say you are his and he will gaze at you with so much adoration in his eyes that you practically melt

F = Feelings (When did they know they were in love?)

❥ as soon as you saw him for who he was, he started developing feelings ❥ he is kinda obtuse so he has trouble articulating them externally ❥ i think jumin is the type of person to fall in love quick but also falls more each day ❥ he is eternally free-falling into the ravine of his love for you ❥ he was able to be sure it was love the day of the RFA party ❥ seeing you with the people he cares deeply about? that’ll do it

G = Gentle (Are they gentle? If so, how?)

❥ SO SO GENTLE ❥ affection starts off soft but can become more rough and passionate if something is stressing him ❥ the way he cradles your head when he hugs you, making sure that he doesn’t misplace a single hair on your head ❥ the way he manages to pull you away from the paparazzi without even disorienting you? his gentle grasp on your hand as he shoves everyone else away, regardless of what it will do to his image, just to ensure you don’t feel overwhelmed. the way his fingers manage to find yours as they interlock, a soft tug bringing you closer to him. the way his hand moves to nudge your head into his chest, his fingers slipping away from yours to instead move around your waist. the way it seems like it is just the two of you as he guides you over to somewhere more private. the way he cusps your jaw as he places a soft kiss upon your temples, moving to your forehead, and then your lips as he asks “my love, are you alright?”; barely managing to get a word in between the kisses ❥ so maybe i rambled

H = Hands (How do they like to hold hands?)

❥ definetly a guy who prefers to have an arm wrapped around your waist ❥ he wants to feel like he is protecting you because he is always worried about the media/his father’s enemies harming you ❥ i feel like holding hands is a private thing for him, something you guys do when you’re laying in bed ❥ holding hands when you both are doing your own thing so you are still connected >>>

I = Impression (What was their first impression?)

❥ let’s say his first impression from speaking to you 1 on 1 instead of you barging into their chatroom B) ❥ he was shocked at how...genuine it felt? ❥ lots of people seem to try and impress him or treat him superficially because of the family he was born into ❥ that or they act like the RFA and kind of make light of his situations  ❥ the fact that you listened and spoke to him as if he was just like everyone else made him happier than he would care to admit

J = Jealousy (Do they get jealous?)

❥ no [read: yes] ❥ specifically when it concerns zen (zen is a flirt tho so i cannot blame him) ❥ also gets iffy with you around his father since he knows how his father is (not jealous but more so grossed out and scared) ❥ wraps an arm around your waist and gently kisses your temple ❥ would namedrop “love” as often as he could ❥ not above making up date plans to get you away from people flirting with you ❥ would so take you on that fake date after. he has to save face so why not kill two birds with one stone? a date with you and a way to get you away from people who don’t deserve you

“love,” jumin says, slipping his hand ever so gently around your waist, “who is this?”

the other person doesn’t miss the way jumin looks directly at them as he places a kiss to your temple. the way his eyes looked so calm yet guarded, as if he was daring them to even think about trying to flirt with you again.

“this is a new coworker! i was put in charge of showing them how everything works.”

jumin’s eyes traced back to you, admiring how well you did your job. you were tasked with helping someone completely new so it meant you had to be considered one of the best. his heart swelled with pride - that is, until the newbie interrupted his train of thought.

“yeah…so,” they trailed off, looking between you and jumin, “would i be able to get your number? incase i have any questions later on?”

jumin swiftly moved his hand from your waist to the small of your back, leading you towards where driver kim was waiting.

“y/n, my love, i made reservations for us. would it be alright if we headed there right now?”

“yeah! of course,” you looked towards jumin and smiled, “sorry, can we talk about this later?”

the newbie simply nodded while jumin couldn’t help but let out a small smirk.

K = Kiss (How do they kiss? Who initiated the first kiss?)

❥ oh... that first kiss CG WHEWWWW ❥ he always initiates it ❥ you can try but he will take control and it seems like he initiated it anyways ❥ lingers before actually committing to it, eyes flickering between your lips and your eyes before pulling your chin closer ❥ a hand of his always gently cradling the cusp of your chin until it isn’t so gentle and more so desperate ❥ will always go back for more kisses

“jumin-”

“just one more love,” jumin says pulling away even more to look you in your eyes. his hair was becoming more messy, the strands falling in front of his face. he looked desperate, as if his yearning for you could never be satisfied. “they can wait, let me love you once more.”

L = Love (Who says 'I love you' first?)

❥ he falls in love first 100% ❥ this is coming from someone who falls all at once if they fall (he is just like me fr) ❥ would verbalize it as soon as he realizes <3 ❥ would ask you to love him when you feel ready but asks that you let him tell you his emotions in the meantime ❥ he has no issue waiting for you but he needs wants you to always know of his love for you

M = Memory (What's their favorite memory together?)

❥ you wanted to surprise him at his penthouse for his birthday (you’re so lucky the guards were given orders to always let you in) so you decorated the whole place and invited the rfa ❥ everyone else was sitting on the couches and talking (zen was purposely sneezing because jaehee kept complimenting his ‘graceful sneezes) except for you ❥ you were sitting in front of the cage elizabeth the 3rd was put in for zen’s safety, meowing back at her to try and commmunicate ❥ jumin opened the door to find his closest (only) friends and the love of his life waiting for him ❥ seeing you try to imitate elly’s meows, as well as the fact everyone wanted to celebrate him ???  ❥ he was so touched he even smiled (albeit small) in front of zen... yeah zen will never let him live that down

N = Nickel (Do they spoil? Do they buy the person they love everything?)

❥ this is not even a question. ❥ if you tell him you think a certain star is pretty, he WILL buy it for you ❥ absolutely adores it when you try to convince him to not spoil you ❥ he’s so used to seeing women go to his father and try to get anything and everything, so the fact that you don’t makes him so happy ❥ he knows you love him for him, which makes him want to spoil you even more ❥ PLEASE do not glance at anything for more than a couple of seconds because he will remember and get it for you

O = Orange (What color reminds them of their other half?)

❥ lavender  ❥ seems like a cop out to use his heart color but hear me out ❥ lavender represents calmness and devotion, yet also represents elegance and luxury ❥ it’s a color that reminds him of not only you, but himself as well. ❥ he was the melancholy light blue that would be brushed over until he met the red passion you held within you ❥ he cannot think about his other half without thinking about how complete he feels, and just like lavender, his life is made up of two opposing yet beautiful differences

P = Pet names (What pet names do they use?)

❥ “love” is his go to. he wants you to know he loves you even if he doesn’t verbalize it as much ❥ “my love” when he wants to remind anyone and everyone, even himself, that you are his <3 ❥ other than that, he would stick to using your name ❥ you are so perfect to him, there is no name he can call you to fully capture his love for you

Q = Quaint (What is their favorite non-modern thing?)

❥ oh i got a list, get ready ❥ opening the car door for you, making you wait inside until he does so ❥ princess style carrying you whenever there is a chance of your feet getting wet because he rather be uncomfortable than you ❥ bringing you a flower (minimum) every time you two go on a date ❥ love notes (delivered through text because he is a busy man) whenever he misses you ❥ a kiss on the forehead every time you must depart from one another ❥ i am weak in the knees for him

R = Rainy Day (What do they like to do on a rainy day?)

❥ trips to his private garden ❥ his private garden is more of a garden inside of a greenhouse so no rain would get on you guys ❥ sitting under one of the garden’s trees as you listen to him read <3 ❥ soft classical (guys i love classical music so much shhh) music playing in the background as the gentle patter of the rain droplets lull you into a sleep like state ❥ and when you do fall asleep? jumin will lean his head on top of yours and pretend the two of you are in your own fairy tale

S = Sad (How do they cheer themselves/others up?)

❥ all he needs is to spend time with you and talk about it ❥ you make him happy just by being beside him ❥ omg if you cook something for him.... it will make him so happy that you are even concerned about his wellbeing ❥ perks of him being traumatized and unworthy of love? any positive interaction with you makes him feel loved and happy

T = Talking (What do they like to talk about?)

❥ your day ❥ his day ❥ elly ❥ anything to learn more about you ❥ this man has barely ever been listened to, please just let him converse about whatever he feels like

U = Unencumbered (What helps them relax?)

❥ reading to you ❥ something about you being lulled to sleep to the sound of his voice makes him so happy and relaxed; just knowing you feel so safe with him makes him <3_<3 ❥ laying w elly (but that’s such an obvious answer) ❥ sitting down and relaxing with both you and elly right next to him <3

jumin and you both sat on opposite ends of the loveseat, only being connected by his hand that enveloped yours. elizabeth the third was seated on his lap, purring as he absentmindedly pet her in between pages of his novel. your laughs can be heard as you messed with seven in the chatroom, each laugh causing you to squeeze jumin’s hand a little. this was what he could get used to everyday; the two of you being connected emotionally no matter what you’re doing.

V = Vaunt (What do they like to show off? What are they proud of?)

❥ YOU. ❥ jumin is affluent but he doesn’t like showing it off ❥ he may accidentally do so because he is obtuse at times but he isn’t proud of his money ❥ you and elly > everything else in his life ❥ if you work, even if it is a temp. job, he will hype it up ❥ zen wants to talk about how pretty his face is? jumin sends a photo of you with a “y/n is looking etheral” with his cat chat bubble thingy ;,)

W = Wedding (When, how, where do they propose?)

❥ let’s pretend he didn’t do it in the game already ❥ tbh anyone who says he plans it is  and follows through is such a liar ❥ he will do it as a spur of the moment thing ❥ he could plan a whole reservation for you and ask the RFA to prep everything only to get so excited that he proposes next time he sees you ❥ always has the ring on him even if he isn’t set to propose for like another couple of months because he is a loverboy at heart

X = Xylophone (What's their song?)

❥ daddy issues - the neighborhood

“And if you were my little girl I'd do whatever I could do I'd run away and hide with you I know that you got daddy issues, and I do too”

❥ i also made a jumin playlist so if y’all wanna listen click here (giggles)

Y = Yes (Do they ever think of getting married/proposing?)

❥LMAOOOOO... we all know the answer to this ❥ loves the idea of you being his and him being yours ❥ he won’t pressure you to get married asap but y’all would be engaged until you’re ready ❥ y/n han is the most beautiful sounding name to him

Z = Zebra (If they wanted a pet, what would they get?)

Jumin was working hard, too hard in your opinion. He worked until late hours, claiming he had too much work to do. You understood, but you felt lonely, set aside. Your fingers were crossed that he would be home during Valentine's Day.

"Darling," Jumin whispered, kissing you awake. "I have to go to work."

"Okay..." You sigh. You were disappointed. Would you tell him that? No, at least not yet, you didn't want him to worry too much.

"I love you." He smiles, kissing your forehead.

You got up not too long after he left. You made breakfast and started your plan for the evening when Jumin would come home. You planned on making dinner together, so you had to get groceries.

^•-•^<

"Darling?" Jumin called.

He was home a lot earlier than you anticipated. A lot earlier. Instead of coming home in the evening, he was back shortly after noon.

"Jumin," You smiled. "I didn't think you'd be home so soon."

"I didn't want to miss our first married Valentine's Day." He chuckled, taking your hand and kissing it softly.

^•-•^<

You made and ate dinner together, you were happy. He made up for time he had been gone. Complimenting you, kissing you, constantly having his hands on you.

"Everyday I fall for you all over again and I find that to be pretty neat." Jumin mumbles, kissing you tenderly, not really letting you return his sweet words. "I never thought I'd be capable of feeling things like this, but then you come along, flip my world upside down, and prove me so incredibly wrong."

"Jumin..." You laugh. He doesn't let you continue, kissing you again.

Jumin let out a deep sigh as he turned around in his bed with the bedsheets made out of the best silk in the world.

His body moved from the right side to the left, making his eyes go towards the big door of his bedroom. Behind that very door, another woman other than his fiancé was sleeping in his bedsheets. Honestly, not that he felt any negative feelings towards his own fiancé, he didn’t even love the woman he had to marry. He didn’t want to marry her ever, but the fact that you were sleeping there made him nervous. And even more because after he kissed you, you confessed that you too were in an arranged marriage and couldn’t accept his feelings, despite perhaps feeling the same. ,,Why? What’s the reason for your arranged marriage? I could support you and your family with everything,’’ he said, almost begging you. ,,Jumin,’’ you smiled, taking his hand ,,I am in an arranged marriage with a royal family from overseas. I can’t marry you,’’ you told him and then left. And of course, there was someone he couldn’t compete with - a king. Despite Jumin thinking that he would take much better care of you, you couldn’t leave and say no to the marriage your father planned, even though you knew that you were literally sold out to a bad, old, perverted man who already had more than one person to spend the night with. You were promised to him and you wanted to keep that promise to protect your family. Everyone except your father, at least. Jumin sighed again. His hands were now over his face as he tried to stay calm and think about his next steps. But first of all, the RFA party was to be held. With yours and the help of the members of the RFA, Jumin could make clear to his father that he loved someone else and wouldn’t marry the woman his father wanted him to marry. It was a big thing, the media was going berserk to know who Jumin loved, and the drama the two women made was even better. Jumin planned to propose to you, but knowing that you had an arranged marriage with a royal person made him realize that he could put you in danger, so he didn’t take the step. It was the end of the RFA Party when you talked to the remaining members, explaining that you couldn’t be part of their group. ,,I will move overseas anyway. I will marry a King in another country. The wedding is already planned. But, I enjoyed the party very much and I know that I will miss you. I got to know you for only ten days through the group chat, but I already like you all,’’ you said. Your eyes were shining because of the tears you had in your eyes. Everyone looked down, apologetic. No one guessed that you had to leave them after everything you went through with them. ,,I even thought, you and Jumin would…I thought…’’ Yoosung didn’t end his sentence due to the looks of the other members and you too were feeling even worse. Everyone noticed, you thought. You took a deep breath and looked at each member, saying the things you wished them and thought of. ,,Zen, you are such a hardworking man. Keep it up and you will achieve your dreams,’’ you said, and these words were really words of a ,,see-off’’. Jumin didn’t want to hear them, it was painful to see you hug the others and the sniffles. ,,Jumin,’’ you said, holding his hand, ,,am I allowed to meet you one last time in your home?’’ you asked, shocking everyone, even Jumin. But if he declined, he would have been the stupidest man and so he gladly agreed. Once you arrived at his penthouse, things led to something Jumin was strictly against, but with you, he had the feeling that rules were non-existent, that rules were meant to break, to rebel. ,,I want to sleep with you, feel your skin on mine and love you. I want you to take me to the stars, make love to me for the first and last time before the old man in that other country will…’’ you couldn’t end your sentence, as Jumin’s lips were once again pressed on yours, his hands on yours before the two of you had a night he would never forget. But the night ended as quickly as it began and when Jumin woke up in his bed sheets made out of silk, your body was nowhere to be found. You only left a message which told him how much you loved him and that you would miss him. Jumin was devastated and everyone could see it. ,,I think we should find out who she has to get married to. I mean, she did confess, didn’t she?’’ Zen asked in the group chat. This was the first time Zen was actually feeling bad for Jumin who looked as if he could die any day. ,,I can. I am the super-intelligent 707 after all, the hero of the heroes, the one who will bring back Mc to her Jumin. Who needs a king with a kingdom when we have a black-haired man with a cat?!’’ Seven said, making everyone in the chatroom desperate. But he indeed found out a lot. After all, you had been gone for three months now. To everyone’s surprise, there was something you didn’t share… As soon as Jaehee saw the files the hacker illegally sent her, she knocked on the door to the room where Jumin Han had a conference. Ever since you left his eyes were colder and for the first time in her life, Jaehee wished she had waited. Nevertheless, she approached him, went down a bit, and said that it was something concerning you, making Jumin’s eyes immediately soften. He was crazy for you. If anything could change your fate, he would accept everything that was needed. He excused himself before he left the room and together with Jaehee, he opened the file. ,,A princess? She was a royal herself?’’ Jumin asked, noticing that her father was Korean and that her birth mother, a royal, died after you were born. Your father, in order to be seen as a royal, married you off. Jumin felt sick, disgusted by your father. But whatever news came afterward made him feel even worse. ,,A medical file?’’ he wondered, making Jaehee fumble with her fingers. That’s when Jumin and Jaehee found out that they had to take you away from that place as fast as possible. You were pregnant and Jumin knew perfectly well that he was the father. The whole RFA was ready to travel to the country none of them ever saw, just to break off a royal engagement. It was dangerous, it was something between life and death, but Jumin needed to save you, no matter what it was, and the RFA totally supported him.

,,We look like a gang,’’ Yoosung chuckled as the group approached the guards in front of the cathedral. ,,Your names!’’ the guard yelled and the RFA hoped to come in, hoping you put their names on the list, even though they weren’t invited. Indeed, Yoosung Kim, Hyun Ryu, Jaehee Kang, Luciel Choi, and Jumin Han were on the list, among all those that were invited. But apparently, you didn’t think they would come because as soon as the doors were opened, you turned your head around and made big eyes seeing them. Your heart was beating like crazy as your eyes met Jumin’s. Your hand was holding your other, just to hide the trembling. The king looked annoyed ,,SIT OR GO OUT!’’ he hissed. With a smirk, Jumin answered that he would go out immediately, ,,But I first need to take my fiancé and my unborn child with me,’’ he said, making everyone gasp, even yourself. Jumin approached you. He walked up the aisle alone, the black smoke made him look so handsome that you thought the air would miss breathing. ,,You look so wonderful,’’ he whispered as soon as he arrived. He took your hand and then in a bridal style in his arms, the white dress made you even heavier, but he had to hurry and since he didn’t want you to run, this was the best idea. ,,START THE MOTOR!’’ Zen hissed to Seven, and quickly afterwards everyone was settled in the car. The guards were behind you, but no one could stop you anymore. After all, who would have wanted a woman with another man’s baby anyway? Jumin at least was happy now that he had you and you were just as happy.

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