#july 02

Happy birthday, Feng Xianjun! [wiki]

Black Sabbath, Sweathog and Brewer & Shipley July 2, 1971

Viela, Musings

Sirius has a suspicion. It nibbles on him when some Hogwarts graduate fucks him in the loos of the Three Broomsticks (and keeps owling him love letters for four months afterwards, to the loud jeers of his friends at the Gryffindor table). It becomes a bit more insistent when he makes Noor Patil come between classes, and James picks her long hair off of his robes. It nearly overwhelms him when Bilius Weasley kisses him at a Party and Sirius just goes with it. It makes breathing hard when Remus confesses an infatuation and Sirius gets him off for several months. The suspicion is that this in an unhealthy coping technique. Fucking random people is not really the best way to get over his uncontested crush on James. Not that the word crush comes anywhere close to describing the absolute behemoth of feelings Sirius has for his best friend. What Sirius does know is that he is not ready to confront James with any of that. This is his problem to take care of. And he does. "So, who is it this week?" James asks accusitory when he spots the purpling hickey on Sirius' throat. Sirius shrugs and pulls over his robes. It was Diane Scamander this week, though Bilius had come to Hogsmeade to see him, so she won't be the only one. "You've become quite the slag, Padfoot," James continues. There is something in his voice that tells Sirius that this won't be the end of it. "Why haven't you done it with me yet?" And there we go, Sirius thinks, while surpressing a groan. "I wasn't aware you're offering." Even to his own ears Sirius sounds desperate with that reply. James shoots him a look that is somewhere between heated and unsure. "Well, I am. But if you prefer Noor, or Bilius over me, I won't press." James very casually lifts his arms over his head and flexes. But not even that can stop Sirius from acknowledging what a dirty lie that was. As if James had ever not pressed on a matter after setting his mind to it. "We'll see," Sirius replies, and exits the dorm. Looks like his slag days are counted.

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