#juls notes

or is it just because i have no self-discipline.

oh mY GOD IT’S OUT

MAP OF THE SOUL: 7 HAS BEEN ANNOUNCED AND I’M FREAKING OUT A LITTLE BIT

most of my ~feelings~ are excitement and anticipation for what my 7 loves in the universe are about to share with the world. but a part of it is worry because i might not support them the way i want to, as in buying the album. 

i know what i have to do in order to get one but it will take a lot out of me. i have to overcome a lot of things, face reality, and shed blood, sweat and tears (lol) for it. 

but hopefully i can do it. 

it isn’t 2020 yet until we get a bts comeback.

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i’m joking. 

it isn’t 2020 yet for me until i get my sh*t together. all i’ve done for the past few days are bad choices. the right choices are right in front of me and all i need to do is, well, do them. 

why can’t i?

i’m scared. 

buT NONE OF THAT!

anymore. please. mind, i beg you. stop being scared of everything.

i don’t know why i started this blog. i tend to start things impulsively and have no idea what to do about it after. 

and then i usually just leave it behind and forget about it. 

i want to say, “i hope i don’t do the same thing to this blog”. but i can’t really keep that promise. 

so, i’ll just do my best to fill this blog with daily rants, thoughts, and eventually see my growth throughout the 2020s.

see you soon :)