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"You weren't supposed to find that," I mumble, crossing my arms over my chest.

"Oh? Is this for a special occasion? I don't believe my birthday is coming up anytime soon...and it's not our anniversary...right?" he gulps, worried that he may have forgotten it.

"No...it's nothing like that," I look down at the floor, my cheeks burning up.

"Then what is it, bun?" he asks, bringing the envelope within my reach and handing it back, leaving me taking it, thankful he didn't try to open it. 

"I wrote you a letter," my tone is soft, wavering, so he doesn't push. "I just...I had some things I wanted to say to you but I couldn't bring myself to say them out loud. So I decided to write them down."

"Were you planning on giving it to me?" he asks, resting a hand on my arm, a silent form of comfort, encouraging me to continue, his hand trailing down to hold my hand. 

"I hadn't decided yet."

He let out a breath and I can tell that despite his curiosity he'll respect that he may never read the words that lie inside that envelope but before I lose my nerve I hand it back to him.

"Just...please don't read it in front of me," I say softly and turn to go but he stops me.

"You don't have to give this to me just because I found it. If it's private and you don't want to share or aren't ready to share that's fine bun. I don't need to know unless you'd like me to" a small squeeze is transferred from his hand to mine and he holds the envelope out to me again but I shake my head.

"No, I'd like you to have it," I assure, slipping my hand out of his. "I'll be upstairs" I murmur, slowly ascending and closing our bedroom door.

~~~~

I look the envelope over the front and back, sitting down on the living room couch and contemplating if I should open it. She gave me permission but something is gnawing at the back of my mind, telling me I shouldn't.

I know I won't rest until I do so I take one deep breath in and out before breaking the seal.

Pulling out it's contents I find two pieces of notebook paper tucked inside, both of which are written on, front and back in her adorable handwriting I love so much. 

The one she says is messy but I just find it so uniquely her's.

I trace over the letters, how they connect and swirl around each other before I realize I haven't even begun to read. 

'My dearest Jungkook,

I thought that would be romantic but honestly it just sounds cheesy. I don't feel like starting over again though as this is my fourth attempt at writing this...

Something has been on my mind recently and maybe it's just the cold weather that making me sentimental but I don't think I've ever told you how truly grateful I am to have you in my life. 

And not only do I have you in my life but I have the privilege of calling you my partner. The only man that I have truly loved...and loves me back.

The way you didn't hesitate to take me under your wing when my life imploded in front of my eyes. 

How you've dealt with my mood swings, insecurities, and just the mess of a person I am in general is something I don't think I'll ever be able to repay.

Honestly I'm not sure as to why you love me so much but I am not going to discourage you from doing so because I would be very upset if you stopped :(

You've held back where I've pushed and helped me keep my promise that I would only give myself to my husband...and I hope that'll be you someday.

No pressure at all but you've talked about it and hinted at it more times than once and...okay...okay I'm going to stop before I spiral...'

I can't help but smile, my cheeks hurting because I can't stop. Her adorable way of writing makes me fall in love with her even more...and I never thought that could be possible.

'I don't know why things had to happen the way that they did...but I'm glad they did.

I wouldn't have you if they didn't.

Forever yours'

I let out a contented sigh once I've finished, my fingers tracing over her signature, the name I've come to love so so much.

I fold up the letter and tuck it back inside the envelope, handling it with care as I walk over to my study and place it in a small memory box that I've put together piece by piece ever since she started living here.

A movie ticket from the first one we had ever seen together, a key chain from that ropes course park I took her to on our first date, a napkin from a special café she has been dying to go to. 

She had written a simple 'I love you' and passed it to me as if she would get in trouble if anyone else saw. Simple little things that remind me of wonderful moments we've spent together. 

They weren't monumental moments...but they were ours.

I turn a bit when I hear my office door open, her footsteps padding across the floor as she walks over and wraps her arms around my waist from behind, her face buried into my back. 

I close up the box and put it back in it's place before turning around and letting burry her face in the crook of my neck instead.

"That was a beautiful letter darling," my tone warm and rich, placing a kiss on her temple and she hums. 

"I wish I could've just told you instead," she mumbles, a smile tugging at my lips.

"That letter is special because I can go back and read it as many times as I want to now," she groans in response.

"It's so embarrassing though"

"Well," I tilt her chin up "I think it's adorable. You've made my day, hell my whole week with that letter so please, write me as many as you'd like."

I place a kiss on her forehead and she closes her eyes and smile softly.

"Who knows, maybe I'll write you a letter or two," I peck her cheek, which really makes her smile.

"I will be expecting one of similar or greater length than mine then," she teases, poking me in the chest. 

"Yes ma'am," I salute and she hums before pecking my lips.

"You could literally write my name on a sticky note and stick it to my forehead and I'd be happy," she laughs, the image amusing to us both.

"I'd write you love letters everyday if it meant that I could see you smile like that again," I mumble, placing a kiss on her palm.

"Well, then you better get started"

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I do as he ask, walking over slowly, the anticipation of what he might do to me leaving me biting my bottom lip out of pure nerves which he's sure to pull out once I get closer to him, rubbing along it and teasing me as though he wanted me to take his thumb into my mouth and make a mess of it like I always do.

"You look beautiful Darling" he says, placing a kiss on my sternum, breathing in my scent, his warm breath making me shudder with anticipation. "Did you get this just for me?" he asks, his hands shamelessly going from my hips to my ass before pulling me in by my thighs, making me straddle him.

I nod my head and admit that I got this to tease him a but also because I thought it would make me feel sexy, and indeed it does.

"My sexy wife is just screaming for attention huh? Teasing me with a swimsuit like this and expecting me to let her go swimming in it for all to see?" he says, pulling me closer to him and making me feel how hard he's gotten just from the sight of me in this.

"The beach is private though so I thought..." I trail off, looking anywhere but his eyes as he quite literally has me sitting on his dick.

"A private beach doesn't mean no one can see you Bunny. You should know better than that" he says, his condescending tone making me needier.

I'm very well aware he's doing it to make me feel just as affected by him as he is by me but when he slides me off his lap I can't help but frown, questioning his motives.

"Don't give me that face. You said you wanted to go swimming right?" he says, squeezing my pouted lips to make them even poutier making me push his hand away. "Yeah but-" "No buts" he says and stands up, placing a kiss on my forehead before choosing to whisper this last part in my ear.

"Don't act like I won't take care of you later" he peppers a few kisses on my neck just enough to get me feeling dizzy before pulling away and patting my ass, walking away and telling me he'll meet me outside.

I huff at that, shaking off the feelings he was able to conjure up in me so quickly and ignore the wetness in between my legs in favor of submerging myself in the salty oceanic waters instead.

Like he said...he'll take care of me later.

~~~~~

Jungkook gets in the water first, diving down deep before popping up moments later, running his fingers through his hair to brush it back, catching his breath making his abs and pecs contract leaving me forgetting what I was doing before he beckons me over.

"You gonna ogle me all day or are you gonna come in?" he pokes fun leaving me rolling my eyes before walking in and taking his outstretched hand with him using it to pull me closer.

"Hi" I say, admiring his beautiful face with the sun kissing his skin, a few stray droplets running down his cheeks. "Hi darling" he chuckles and before I can say anything else he's tightening his hold on me and dunking us both under.

"Jungkook!" I call out once we resurface, upset he would do that without warning me with my reward being his mischievous laugh mocking me. "Aw come on Bunny you were gonna get under eventually" he justifies, trying to pull me close again but I swim away and dodge his efforts.

"You said you wanted to swim right?" he chuckles and lunges for me, leaving me trying to get away from him again but I'm unsuccessful this time leaving him pulling me under again. "Stop!" I say once I come up and he holds his hands up in surrender.

"Alright alright, I'll stop" he chuckles and backs away leaving me huffing and swimming towards the shoreline to get into shallower water to catch my breath, making sure to kick my feet a bit harder that necessary to splash him.

Serves him right.

I decide to wade in the shallow waters for a while and watch as Jungkook swims around in the deeper ones, laughing when he tries to hold his breath underwater to "impress me" when in all actuality his gracious resurfacing results in his coughing up the water he ended up swallowing on his way back up.

"What you laughing at cutie?" I hear a voice suddenly say on my right making me turn towards him. A guy no doubt near my age if not a little bit older, checking me out since the waters I'm wading in are only waste deep now, the sexier cut of my swimsuit making me feel a little more naked than it had moments ago with these unwelcome eyes.

"I was just laughing at..." I start but Jungkook is no where to be seen, having dove underwater again for who knows how long.

"You looking for someone?" he continues to ask, and when I look over at him again I notice there are a few more guys heading over, all of their eyes trained on me, pushing each other playfully to see who else is gonna try to no doubt shoot their shot.

"Yeah my husband" I say and the guy immediately goes to look at my left hand. "I don't see a ring" he says, trying to call me out for it but I roll my eyes, "I don't swim with it on".

He hums at that and tries to make his way into the water with me but soon I feel a hand on my waist, pulling me against his chest.

"You boys lost?" Jungkook's deep voice says, making me relax in his arms. "No sir, we were just talking" the unnamed boy says and I roll my eyes again.

"Well this is private property so I suggest you leave" he says making the guy and his friends take a couple of steps back. "We were just cutting across, didn't think it would be that big of a deal" he says now holding his hands up.

When I turn back to look at Jungkook I see the glare he's giving these boys as a response and when I face forward to see their reaction they're already speed walking away to get to the public beach, Jungkook chuckling behind me.

"You really made them tuck their tails and run huh?" I giggle and turn back to face him, his glare still trained on them before I place my hand on his cheek to bring his eyes back over to me.

"Hi" I say softly, our conversation twinning our earlier one, caressing his cheek and making his hard expression soften. "Hi Bunny" he sighs and pulls me closer wading us back into deeper waters, just enough to cover my scantily clad chest.

"You okay?" I ask and he nods and smiles, placing a kiss on the inside of my palm. "I'm good, just didn't like the way they were looking at you" he says softly and I hum but after a few minutes of him holding me close I notice something in his shorts making me blush.

"Jungkook!" I scold him and he chuckles, knowing exactly what I'm talking about.

"You're the one wearing that thing" he shrugs and pulls me in by my hips, already grinding me against him, the added buoyancy from the water making it easy to do so.

"Jungkook let's go inside" I whine to hide my gasp but he shakes his head. "I can't wait that long" he says and drags me out of the water and pulls me over to the open air patio that hardly has any privacy from prying eyes.

"Jungkook please" I whine again but don't make moves to run away, the thought of doing this here making me wet...well more wet.

"You just gotta be quiet" he coaxes, guiding me to the sofa they have by the pool...yes there's a pool that overlooks the ocean here.

He sits himself down, making me straddle him and before I can protest again he's already tugging at the strings to my bikini top making me place my hand over my chest to make sure the tiny triangles of fabric don't fall.

"Jungkook!" I scold again but all he does is smile wickedly and moves one of my hands away making my breast exposed to him and whoever dares to walk past but soon the hand that was cupping it is replaced by his lips, sucking the hardened bud into his mouth making me moan, forgetting my protests making him pull back and chuckle.

"What happened to being quiet Bunny?"

When I open my mouth to scold him though I'm cut off with a mewl when he pushes my bikini to the side, running a single finger through my folds making my grip on my other breast tighten in response while my other hand grips onto his shoulder to keep my balance.

"What was that? Couldn't make that one out" he taunts, leaning forward to swirl his tongue around my nipple again before tugging it with his teeth.

"Oh fuck" I shudder when he dips a finger inside, and then two, things progressing so much faster than usual.

"What are yo-?" "Did you want me to take my time and show everyone what a pretty little toy you are?" he cuts me off, my mouth shutting immediately to which he smirks.

"That's what I thought" he chuckles darkly before he sends my world spinning and has my back against the sofa, crawling over me seconds later.

"You really thought you could wear that and not have to deal with me fucking you like this? Expected me to wait until we walked all the way back into the house? Until you were nice and cozy after taking a hot shower? Didn't think I would cart your ass over to the first flat surface I could find?" he says making me gulp.

"I would've fucked you right on that beach but I figured I'd let you be a little more comfortable because I'm a gentleman" he continues with his condescending tone making my eyes never stray from his.

He slaps the side of my thigh and and tells me to lift my hips which I do instantly leaving him slipping off my bottoms completely and tossing my top to the side as well, seemingly forgotten anyways once my back hit the cushions.

"Be as loud as you want Bunny. I'm not gonna scold you and tell you to be quiet because the embarrassment alone of anyone hearing you is punishment enough" he says and slides down his shorts just enough to pull himself out and line up with me dragging his tip through my folds, gathering up my slick that's still dripping, embarrassment mixed with arousal making everything so much more intense.

He lines up and looks at me as he pushes in, my eyes squeezing shut, trying to breathe through it, the burn from the stretch evident since he had barely prepped me at all but I don't care, wanting him inside of me immediately and that's exactly what I got.

"I fucked you this morning. How are you still this tight?" he groans, easing himself in inch by inch but his only response is a clench around him making his fingers search for my sensitive bud, circling around it to help me let up.

After he's bottomed out he gives me a second to breathe through it...literally a second before he starts thrusting, catching me off guard and making my hands immediately go to his back, trying to grab ahold of him but all I manage to do is drag my nails along his back making him hiss, his thrusts never stopping.

"You like this don't you? Like the thought of someone finding us like this? Someone watching me fuck this pretty little cunt? Seeing the way I make you fall apart" he growls in my ear, my noises reduced to choked back whimpers.

"Come on Bunny, I know you wanna let all those guys earlier hear how good I'm fucking you don't you? Prove to them that your husband does it better than them. Show them what they'll never be able to get their hands on. You want that don't you?" he continues, my breathing ragged and my brain fogging up, my inhibitions soon slipping to nothing with ever sharp thrust.

Soon my gasps and moans are anything but quiet, falling from me freely to the point where I feel him smiling against my skin. 

"That's it pretty, let them hear how good I make you feel" he taunts, soon his breathing though is shuddering, his words soon escaping himself as he's brought closer to the edge with every clench around him.

My eyes start rolling back and my nails claw at his skin when I'm seconds away from cumming and he can tell leaving him toying with my clit to finally push me off that edge. His name falling from my lips amidst profanities is music to his ears, him soon cumming inside of me after watching me cum.

"Fuck you're so pretty" he pants, kissing me senseless which is very easy to accomplish in my post orgasmic glow, leaving my kisses lazy and uncoordinated, him chuckling against my lips in response. 

"Did so good for me" he says, brushing a tear off my face that I hadn't realized I shed, his rough nature replaced with my attentive husband making me smile. 

"Didn't know you were like that when you're jealous" I rasp out, my throat dry after all the noises he thrust out of me...literally.

"You underestimate me" he chuckles and pulls out with a hiss, pulling his shorts up before picking me up and taking me inside, not even bothering to try and cover up my body making me scold him with a scowl. 

"What happened to that pretty little face you made?" he taunts, always so obsessed with my expressions during sex. "Stop pissing me off and maybe I'll make them more often" I grumble leaving him laughing and sitting me down on the bathroom counter, me hissing when my bare heat presses against the cool marble. 

"Sorry Bun" he says and picks me up off of it and helps me into the tub that he's already stared to fill with warm water and the bubble bath he bought me, sliding in seconds later behind me.

"You know I don't want anyone else right?" I finally say after a while of us sitting in silence and he hums in response, pressing a kiss to my bare shoulder. "I know, I just can't help but think of you sometimes with guys your own age and I kinda let it get to me. I didn't hurt you did I?" he asks, running his hands along my body but I shake my head and turn to him. 

"I don't care about guys my age, or even older men. What I care about is you and nothing's ever gonna change that" I say and caress his face, taking in his features before kissing him softly. 

"I love you" I mumble against his lips making him smile against mine. "I love you, so so much" he says and twists my whole body and makes me straddle him. 

"Seriously?" I chuckle when I notice that he's hard again. "You didn't think I was actually done with you right?" he chuckles and pulls me closer, his tongue swirling around one of my nipples that's gone hard at the feeling of the cool air now hitting my bare skin again.

"You're insatiable" I shudder and a chuckle is his only response before he pushes back in.

Let's just say he never left my side again for the rest of that trip.

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