honestly reading about buddhism gives me so much existential angstÂ
like pls
even though denying the self is a step towards removing that very existential suffering??
the focus on absence of self and general transience has me like D: please dude I exist. the possibility of complete annihilation in death is bad enough
saying that that doesn’t happen because i don’t actually exist as a self in the first place doesn’t really exactly help with that!!!












