#journal 18

Also I feel like this kind of jumped around a lot so I apologize for that but I’m excited and super happy. 

Guys I saw Paramore live last night and it was freaking amazing. The concert was outside and it was like 90-95 degrees out the whole time. I don’t think I have ever been that sweaty for that long in my entire life. Plus my mom’s car doesn’t have working air conditioning so the drive there and the drive back were super sweaty as well. But oh my gosh it was so much fun. I got my face painted with glitter and I felt like a sparkly princess, although that glitter ended up being everywhere by the time the night was over. I had bubble tea for the first time and it was amazing. 

Soccer Mommy and Foster the People opened for them. I don’t listen to either one of those groups but they were pretty good. The lead singer of Soccer Mommy had an amazing voice but they didn’t really have much of a stage presence. Foster the People was amazing though. I only knew one of their songs and then they did a cover of a different song I know. But even the songs I didn’t know were total bops. They were super energetic and amazing. They made like everyone want to stand up and dance. 

But oh my goodness guys Paramore. I was so close to Hayley Williams, my wife. I was so close to someone who has been one of my idols and crushes for the longest time. It was amazing. They were amazing. They played Misery Business, Ignorance and Playing God and they were all so good. My like 13 year old self who thought she was cool by listening to kind of edgy music came out and I lost my shit. Even No Friend was a bop and it doesn’t have words and I’ve always found it super annoying. Every single song they played was amazing. 

I just love the atmosphere of concerts. You are surrounded by all of these people that you don’t know but you all heave at least one thing in common. It is so much fun to just be there even when the artist hasn’t come out yet. One person passed out during 26 and they had to stop the song and make sure the person was okay. There was also this group of people who for some reason like halfway through the concert came over and stood by us and were smoking weed. So yeah maybe we have more differences but still. I also got come pretty cool merch which I probably spent way too much money on by its whatever. 

Celeste invited me to a party thing in the distant future. I have many hopes for it. Laws also wants to do a draft Friday. He was super excited that he had the chance to invite everyone to it, instead of having me do it, now that he has everyone's numbers.

I've fallen behind on readings. The idea that I'd do reading on Sunday what horribly stupid. Instead I spent the day napping by myself and thinking about things, about people. I got to see my dad's house Sunday. The chair I normally slept in was covered in cat shit, but at least he still lived there. 

Saturday was eventful. I spent all of Friday night cleaning the room. I could have done it sooner but I wanted to finish Psycho-Pass with Ben before we saw anything else. We watched Evangelion. It was the 6th time I'd seen it and the first time I'd seen in over 2 years. We finished around 8am.

Friday didn't have much going for it. I socialized a bit, and hung out at a Burger King.

Thursday (It could have been Wednesday), I went to Good Times with Sean and SJ. The evening was fun

Other Things: I've learned Ravyn has no taste for my sass/sarcasm when she doesn't reply to my questions. Celeste commissioned her bf to do a Homestuck drawing of her friends. A long time ago my classpect was assigned as Thief of Blood. SJ was decided to be Mage of Doom (Thief of heart was considered but she decided that a session should only have one Thief and we both agreed Thief of Blood fit me absolutely perfectly). Ben was a toss up between Prince of Time or Bard of Mind. Others were assigned classpects but most were speculative and Celeste and I felt they needed later refining. I absolutely love my new phone case Nick gave me. I met Trevor while doing Laundry. I joined Misa (LSMSA) in harassing Nathan. He hates Homestuck, so I suggested she edit his photos. She made him look like Karkat.