#joshlog

So, out of curiosity - I’ve certainly heard that it’s common for systems to grow significantly after realizing they’re plural, but how common is it for systems to grow significantly long after? That is to say - we’ve been kind of the opposite. When we realized we were plural we stayed the same for years, and our growth in numbers has been... well, generally quite gradual. Until recently that is, and it seems to be “getting faster” if you want to call it that.

A rough timeline, to illustrate that: there were two of us from the beginning until about 2016, which saw one new of us; then in 2017, perhaps two? Three? 2018 maybe one of us showed up, but in 2019 we got 3 more and in 2020 another 3. And 2021 saw another, and quite a few ‘questioned’, and we’ve had another already this year.

>post-ex Josh felt weird and conflicted about things all the time and really struggled to understand his gender and felt weird all the time

>try a new form of communication

>Josh is fronting

>why does it feel like Josh is trying to front . Despite fronting already

OH.

Me: lol, same

Josh: am I the blonde guy in question

-we went to a bar where women eat for free, the gimmick is that if you’re a woman who goes there you have to talk to any men who come while you’re there (who are paying for the food). We.. well we don’t really pass as a woman at all anymore even trying to, but the staff let us in and let us eat off the free menu probably because we were a weird androgynous foreigner who came in with two clearly fem-presenting people. But Meis was enjoying it she really liked the concept and even though I was just like “fuck yeah I’ll do anything for free food” she was like “we should come back here when we have a better outfit.... I want to come back”

-went to a different bar and Goro got annoyed very quickly at people trying to teach him how to play pool

Josh: Hm. You look like you stepped out of a VHS tape.

Hunter: I don’t know what that is. (Accesses memory) Oh. Well I’m not old enough for that :/