He knows my love
Jon Rua x Alyssa (my oc) warning- angst, swearing, mentions of sex, mentions of anxiety, fighting (not physical), mentions of self-harm, suicide, and abuse summary- Alyssa and Jon are in a secret relationship. Alyssa being Thayne's little sister isn’t allowed to date his friends no matter who it is notes- so this is based off of my Wattpad book but I won’t be using this idea for when thayne finds out:)
Alyssa’s pov: I laid in Jon’s bed with my anxiety high. Thayne decided he would stop by Jon’s. It had been a year and a half since Jon and I started dating. This also meant that Averie and Thayne had been dating for a year and a half as well. He thought I didn’t know about them but I did. I laid completely still and tried not to move a muscle. My whole relationship with Jon had been based around lies, sneaking around, late nights, sneak always, family visits, code words, different languages, and just secrets. Of course to Thayne. Boys would try and hit in me and Jon couldn’t do anything about it. He had to sit back and watch. It annoyed the shit out of him. Which meant late-night fucks. No mercy, covered in hickeys, couldn’t walk the next day, Jon wearing his signature smirk the next morning. Jealousy at an all-time high because no one knew about us. Thayne included. Going to Nick Jonas’s show and performing songs with him. Jealous and Chains. Made Jon so jealous to the point after the show he wouldn’t talk to me. So for Thayne to be here when he doesn’t know I’m here is just peer anxiety. I heard their conversation. Thayne asking questions about when he gets to meet his girlfriend. Not knowing that he already knew her. I grabbed my phone and put it in Do not disturb. I sighed. This was the worst thing ever. Jesus, I wish I would die right here and now. But no I’m being put through this anxiety-ridden game of when is Thayne going to find out that his little sister is sleeping AND dating his best friend. Also that it’s been a year and a half of it behind his back. I looked and my phone and saw that Jon had texted me. Handsome My love come out he knows My heart sunk. I got up and walked out to the living room. I saw Thayne who was red in the face standing up. Alyssa why? I looked at him not wanting to meet his eyes. I can’t help who I love Thayne But it had to be my costar? My best friend? Thayne, I love him I said trying not to have my voice. Trying to stay strong. Alyssa you know the rule that I have for you Like you can talk I said. I have never dated your friends So you aren’t dating Averie right now? How did you know about that? Thayne she and I are really good friends. She was the first person to know about Jon and I even getting together I said. Jon stood up and got behind me. Putting his arm around me. Get your hands off of her Jon No she’s my girlfriend She’s not because you guys are done Then the same goes for you and Averie I spat. No, I am not leaving her Thayne said looking at me. Then I’m not leaving him I said backing up into Jon more. Thayne was staring directly at me. His face red. He was fuming at the fact that I wasn't going to let him destroy this relationship that made me better. You should leave Thayne No. I want you to leave him Thayne for the last time I am not leaving Jon. You are going to have to deal with it I said to him. I saw my phone vibrate and I grabbed it. It was Jon’s mom. Great just fucking great. Hola Mama! (Hi Mom) Alyssa, ¿por qué Jon no contesta su teléfono? (Alyssa, why is Jon not answering his phone?) No está en la misma habitación que él en este momento. (It's not in the same room as him right now) Bueno, necesita conseguirlo (Well he needs to get it) Mamá, este no es el mejor momento (Mom this isn't the best time) Te llamaré de nuevo m (I'll call you back Mom)
I said hanging up. You really call his mom, mom? I do. They also knew about us I said motioning between Jon and me. Right after Averie. Remember when I went on that “trip”? Yes I went to New Jersey with him for birthday stuff. So those post on both of our accounts was us together Thayne looked at me. He was straightened. I was trying not to cry. Alyssa please just tell me is he the one you really want? Thayne for the love of God! Yes yes, he is! I never thought about marriage until I started dating him! I felt the tears start to fall down. Jon looked down on me. I felt his eyes on me. I looked up at him. You didn't think about marriage until you started dating me? Dating, marriage, settling down, kids was something that wasn’t in my cards until I met you I said looking at him. I love you He whispered. I turned around and faced him. I love you more Gross I turned around and faced Thayne. Thayne, I would be dead right now if it wasn't for him What? Thayne said. His face softened. Thayne if I had started dating Jon I would have committed suicide. I was doing self-harm. The abuse from Alex when we were together was still haunting me Abuse? Thayne Alex abused me while we were together I said. By now I was crying. Alyssa, why didn't you tell me? I didn't want you going crazy and blaming yourself for not noticing the signs Thayne reached out his hand to me. I grabbed it. He pulled me into a hug. I love you sissy I love you Thayne You guys can stay together, but if he fucks up he's dead He hasn't yet, I don't think he will I said with a laugh. Hey, he could go rogue. He played Charles Lee Thayne said smiling at me. It's true I do have a Charles Lee on my hands I said smiling at Jon. I mean he is your favorite True that Thayne shook Jon’s hand and left. So now we don't have to hide I said as Jon smiled at me. So you do want to get married to me? He looked at me and smiled. Don't let it get to your head pretty boy And you want me to be the father of your kids? I blushed profusely. Jon grabbed my waist and pulled me close to him. I love you Ms. Jasperson I love you Mr. Rua
