#jonghyunhr

Music was pumping through his ears and the male couldn’t help but let a large smile pull his lips, his legs aching from the jumping on the dance floor as the music reached it’s peak. Flashing a grin, the lights caught the metal in his lip and eyebrow with his extensive amount of tattoos showing on his arms and though he knew Koreans were more reserved, they didn’t move away from him as the music continued to flow. Sweat and desire moved in the room, as normal for clubs and though he knew a few of the crowd goers had their eyes on him, he wasn’t interested, at the moment. It was enough to have heat running through his blood and the musician inside of him screaming out for more but he couldn’t help but glance around at the crowd. So many people were gorgeous and even some not so much but it was his second day in Korea.

Running a hand through the long hair, the dark strands dancing in his face, the male shifted through the crowd. It was almost a dance, turning to brush past a group of girls before flashing a smirk towards them from the corner of his lips. It was a subtle movement but it caught the girls attention. Korean women were so…pretty, in a sense that Japanese weren’t. It was like being in the garden of eden and he wanted to taste every single apple he could. Not that he was sure many would refuse, his body and his being nearly containing desires that humans had on a daily basis in a single being. But that’s what he had done for so long; a human doll that others used for their own selfish needs.

Chapped lips graced his lips and despite the lines of gender here, he pulled out a chap stick and quickly pushed it over his lips as he moved to the bar. Holding a single finger before pointing to one of the beers, it was easy to get liquor here even when he couldn’t understand half of what everyone was saying, he did know beer. Not even bothering to card the boy, he flashed a grin at the bartender as he chewed on the back of his lip ring before bring the bottle to his lips. Drinking the liquid quickly, he licked his lips and tasted the liquid before moving once more through the crowd.

Bodies pressed against him, his hand moving the beer above their heads to not spill the liquid on anyone but he couldn’t help but eye some of the girls so close to him. Second day in korea, he probably shouldn’t cause a mess but some of the skirts were so short, he couldn’t help but feel a slight feeling of lust move through his system. Was that what they wanted? They couldn’t. These girls were prudes. And he was ok with that, but some girls always loved a bad boy.

Flashing a smirk to one of the passerby’s, he did a once over that had the girl giggling as he turned on his toes to walk forward before his eyes landed on someone. Raising his brows, he watched the male dance, if it was considered that but he couldn’t help the small smile that pulled his lips. Watching for a little bit longer, amused, he continued to sip his drink before finishing it off and leaving it on one of the tables he shuffled towards the other.

It was hard for JongSuk to be away from SunMi as much as he was. The only thing that he really enjoyed about living was constantly being dropped off, screaming and crying because she wanted to be with her father. Her tears were another rip in his heart, almost bringing him to tears himself. Being a doctor, it wasn’t just a day time job but a twenty four hour seven kind of thing and with the recent suspension of his coworker, he was working double and expected to be just as perfect as he was with his own workload doubled. He wore a beeper on his hip at all times in case of emergencies but at most times, he couldn’t get to this day care for her to be safe. If it was one am in the morning, he couldn’t bring her to this place.

Handing her off to people, he hated it. He felt like it was him as a child, always wanting to be around his parents but being tossed aside for other matters. He barely got to experience life as a child and he didn’t want that for her. He wanted to be there for her and be the parent that he didn’t have, but the success that he had worked so hard for was now pressing his mind constantly that he was at a crossroads. Heaving a gentle sigh, he stared out the windshield as he continued the quick drive over to the small place he had chosen in the past couple of months of searching. She hadn’t been there long, but he didn’t want her to become so attached that he wouldn’t be able to remove her without causing her stress.

Glancing in the rear view mirror, the small girl was curled up in the booster seat with her head lolling to the side as the grey skies casted a soft glow on her wide set face. Beautiful. She was so beautiful. How could something so perfect come from him and such a messed up woman? Pursing his lips, it was a question he asked on daily basis as his eyes moved back to the road as the name of the place loomed ahead. It wasn’t a big deal for him because it was a simple withdrawal. The only reason there would be an issue was they’d be losing a main customer, but they had many more coming once he was gone.

Turning the silver vehicle into the parking lot, he parked at a somewhat close distance before turning off his car and glancing back at SunMi. She was no longer sleeping but looking around with wide eyes, as if she had just awoke. A soft smile pulled his lips as he reached a hand out to grab her shoe covered foot.

“Hi baby. You awake now?” The male cooed before moving out of the car, his daughters wide eyes watching him nervous—almost as if she feared he was leaving her. But he pulled the back door open and leaned down to press a kiss against her cheek, before moving his hands to unbuckle her from the booster seat. Pointing at him, she made a soft sound, and he smiled nodding in agreement to her silent words before pulling her out of the car.

Settling the small form against his hip, he moved back to the front seat and locked the door before grabbing his keys. Kneeling down, his hand dug in the diaper bag as her arms wrapped around his neck, a single thumb inside of her mouth as she looked around. Grabbing a juice sippy cup, the male slipped it in his pocket before stepping away and closing the back door. If she was to get fussy, she would want her juice especially since she had just woken up.

Black shoes carried a steady gant for the male before finally reaching the front door. Pulling it open, he slipped inside before moving towards the reception desk, the small girls head turning on his shoulder to look at the woman who waved a greeting to the small pair of eyes.

“Hello. I’d like to withdraw my daughter from the daycare program.”  IT was simple but her reaction was a couple of blinks before she tilted her head.