Who or what would your character die for? If she would kill to protect Saul then she would die for him too. Does your character drink/smoke/or do drugs? How do they feel about this? How do others feel about this? She does all but drugs occasionally not on a daily basis. She's trying to quit smoking because of health risks but she gets stressed out a lot so she finds herself with a cigarette in her hand. Saul stopped smoking a year ago so he encourages her to stop most of the time. Favorites? Food, color, etc. Her favourite food is probably pizza or mac&cheese. Her favourite colours are: terracotta, dark purple, sea foam, brick red etc (there are more hehe) What kind of music do they listen to? All kinds. Electropop, house, garage, rock, psychedelic rock, jazz mixed with house (adding more soon i can't think nuu) Describe their hobbies. Are they a musician, an athlete, what do they like to do? ART ART ART. She's an artist; all her vivid thoughts go onto paper or canvases or photoshop. She can sing a little too ay. Describe their personality. She is a very deep person and her over-thinking tends to make her come across as quiet even though her mind is very loud. When she's with people she's familiar with, she actually tends to be pretty mouthy and a bit rude plus full on if you ask other people. However, she wants nothing more than to be heard and can be soft spoken if she's passionate about something that she can be calm about i.e art work. That brings out her more relaxed side - she's also pretty laid back in a lot of areas. Introvert or Extrovert? Depends who she's with if i'm honest. Introvert with stangers, extrovert with friends like many others. Social or a bit socially awkward? How do they feel in social situations? Hm this is tricky. In clubs, she's fine, she can dance and enjoy herself which is all good. But small gatherings with people she's unfamiliar with prove awkward for her to communicate as she prefers to not make small talk about the weather for instance. How do they react to medical treatments/doctors? She hates being poked/prodded/touched in general. Fears? Losing Saul because of the huge impact he has on her life. Being so ill that she has to endure pain before she dies. Completing her life as a failure and knowing it. Her parents interfering with her life. (will be updated i can't think it's almost 3am ahhh) Anxiety, paranoia, or any mental health issues? Answering later, I need to think as I can't dive into these without properly educating myself. What does your character dream of at night? If they ever have nightmares, what are they about? What she has drawn in the day or what she wants to create. She has nightmares that are like jigsaws; a little piece each night that are mismatched, distorted and weird af. Mostly about dying or seeing how unaffected people would be if she did die. Has your character ever been depressed? Why? Yes because of the way she lives her life; she feels like she's in trance and she can't get out of it. Also when she was younger and her parents didn't pay attention when she needed them most (ages 12-18). Give a backstory. Why does your character act the way they do? Does this backstory affect that? She comes from a family who all ignore each other unless they have to talk which hit her like a brick because she needed someone to share her thoughts with but no one wanted to talk. That taught her to live in her head which is why she daydreams so much and doesn't have many close friends - because they don't understand her. How does your character react to loss? Have they ever lost anyone close? She's not very close to many people so she'll be a bit morose and sad but not greatly affected. She talks herself out of crying because she can't bring that person back. Only one of her friends in a road accident when she was 16 which jogged her education for a few months and slipped her up for over a year. What are some flaws/weaknesses your character has? She tends to be quite cold when people talk about relationships because she hates the thought of them but often forgets that other people do fall in love. A weakness is succumbing to her thoughts of being a failure. She can't stay away from the guys that fuck and go which feeds her commitment issues even more. What are some good qualities about your character? She gives good ass hugs, smells of rainbows and flowers(plus DKNY perfume&Daisy), (idk if i'm answering this right), she can comfort people in metaphorical ways that sound cool but no one else gets her, she has the potential to be an amazing lover. What are some of your character’s greatest achievements? Winning fights in high school? Nah um managing to secure herself a job for a year!!! What makes your character smile? Free drinks. Big dogs that think they're small. Big dogs. Friends tv show, HIMYM, New Girl. Beyond beautiful artwork. Cute rugs, old rugs, vintage rugs, rugs. Apartment lofts. People who smell good. The smell of minty breath, petrol and fresh laundry. Spotlights. Technology that's small. Anything that's small ;) Heights and danger mwahahahah. I FORGOT ART YES ART. Laugh? Misogynistic bullshitters. Dogs being silly. Funny sitcoms, I repeat, funny. Singers who can't sing. Actors who can't act. When people think reverse racism exists. When Saul does anything. What makes your character sad? Cry? Conflict in other countries. Innocent people being killed. Anything sad on the news. Injured animals from neglect or abuse. The rape culture. Discrimination. Love. Or the fact she "can't" love. Does your character have any disabilities/obstacles? Does your character overcome them? How? Legitimately getting out of bed is a struggle because she doesn't know what to do once she's up. She overcomes it by reminding herself that she will die at some point so she needs to get her ass up. Is there something they are likely to die from? What? Nah. Maybe just old age, I'm not too sure yet. Do they believe in the paranormal? Life after death? Nope she's "seeing is believing" in that case. If your character went through something that left them completely disabled, how would they react? She would beat herself up emotionally for not doing enough with her life. Where do they go when they are angry? Who do they confide in? The balcony in her apartment to cool off and to Saul's place a lot of the time. How does your character feel about violence? Depends on circumstance. THIS TOOK SO LONG BUT I LOVED IT THANK YOU WHOEVER CREATED THIS ILY AND I'VE GOTTEN TO KNOW MY CHARACTER SO MUCH MORE IN ONE HOUR. johntmustsim - moiiii
