Yes I will bite into you until you bleed to show that I love you, I don't understand why this isn't the norm.

I just realized it's "death person speaking" instead of "dead person speaking" well, whatever, it's not that serious anyways

first memory ramble, but it's mainly a vent.

I remember Ayano's specific smell, it was a home-made perfume, I don't exactly know how to describe it, but it smelled like flowers, but it was one of the reasons I knew it was her that stabbed me, she opened the door of the clubroom and I was gonna turn around to see who it was, but then I smelled it, her perfume... The fact all my muscles relaxed when I smelt it, I truly trusted her with all my heart, but she quite literally back-stabbed me, I wanted to scream so bad but she stabbed right through my vocal cords, the knife felt so cold, the taste of blood right after was the worst thing I ever tasted, it tasted so bitter, I'm pretty sure I had tears in my eyes honestly, my vision was going blurry staring at the blood dripping down and just questioning if it was really the end, it was so quick, but it felt like hours for me.

The way Ayano's face was so blank, she felt nothing at all, literally... Nothing, not anger, sadness, fear or even happiness, I was honestly angry about that, couldn't even have any emotions when killing me? Was I really that worthless to her? I will honestly never understand her, I didn't even like Taro all that much, my confession was probably not even going to be accepted by him, I just wanted to try.

Should I do more of these? these are painful memories but it's nice to let it out.