I wonder if fallen angels are angels or if they are demons. I think I'm fallen angelkin because I don't feel like I'm an real angelkin. One reason for this is that it doesn't feel right if I think of me as angelkin. For the same reason I don't think I'm demonkin. My problem is that the same feeling that tells me that I am neither angelkin nor demonkin also isn't entirely happy with the idea of being fallen angelkin althoug this seems to be right. It's like "Yes, I was an fallen angel (1/?)
past life but there is still something else..." But I don't know what it is. I feel like fallen angelkin describes me but it feels as if my kintype was something that is also a fallen angelkin but has an own expresion for what it is. Like a leprechaun is a certain kind of fairy.I hope you know what I mean and I'm sorry if I'm expressing myself in a strange way. I'm not a native speaker. (2/2)
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I think I understand what you're asking, anon. I'm honestly not certain i can be of much help here. The only thing I can think of is maybe you're a demon but not necessarily a Christian demon. Or you could be a jinn. In Islam, there are angels and jinn. Angels have no ability to disobey Allah but jinn, like humans, have free will and thus have the ability to be good, evil, or neutral.