Gosh, I miss you...
Months, Adrian... Months is too long for you to be gone. I never knew the outcome of me getting over it and moving on would be so hard yet, now I thought about it, it felt so easy. But, whenever I think back on everything we talked about and everything that we would be all hyper about seems to still be there as if it just happened a couple of hours ago, or if it was just yesterday you told me goodnight... Cause, goodnight was the last thing you told me... I remember when you would talk shit about the people who annoy the hell out of you or when guys try to get at you and you don't even know them, and you would tell me what you guys were talking about... *sighh.. I tried to come to see you that day, when Tim blogged about you dying.. I really didn't wanna believe what was happening. And I'm sorry I wasn't strong for you, I was so weak I couldn't help but cry that day... I miss you, big booty bitch.. <3 You know that right.. ? I miss you so much, that I just wanna beg god to let you down for a couple of hours, and tell you so many things. But, Highly doubt that'll happen. I just wanna say thank you so much for watching me from up there. Thank you for guiding me for something that made me stronger, Jess and Jake. Thank you for guiding me to both of them all at the same time... You're one of a kind, BestF... You always will. I love you bestfriend, I forever will. I'll see you in my after life, I'll see you when I get up there.. *MUAH.
