#jerrard

Mar 12, 1989 Mike Vellucci vs Paul Jerrard

88 89 Paul Jerrard vs Chris McSorley

Jerrard is gone. I cried a lot Sunday because it was all ending. Im glad I said what I said. Im glad that his soul heard me even though I might have been saying too much for him in the moment. He said he cried about everything on the plane and wrote an entry in my journal for me before he left. Im still crying.  We talked for awhile about the weekend and his only regret was not playing guitar with me enough and sharing long moments of silence. The best moments with my favorite people are always in the silence. It meant a lot that he cherishes those times just as much as I do. Cuz honestly that silent car ride listening to all his favorite songs was the best part of going back home for me.

I miss smoking with Jerrard and going to the art museum. I miss smoking with Jerrard and just doing random shit in Detroit. I miss smoking with Jerrard and then hanging out with my family lol. I miss smoking in his van and driving to nature preserves to sit by the water.