To Live a Life Thatâs Free
to: @jennywin
from: ya girl pb <3
notes: i hope you enjoy this fic as much as i enjoyed writing it! sorry about the abrupt endingâconsider it a âto be continuedâ ;)
To Live a Life Thatâs Free
For all the time he spends working to keep criminals off the streets, Ryousuke feels like the only person heâs ever really imprisoned is himself.
Itâs a dramatic way to think about things, for sure, but he does a plenty lot of thinking about things that arenât so ironic these days and if he doesnât entertain the extremities of his mind every now and then he worries heâll lose his sense of humor. (Thatâs a joke: as if heâd ever lose that sharp-tongued core to his personality.)
In all seriousness, though, working for the government doesnât exactly promote what he considers a healthy amount of self discovery. Sure, he was hired for his particular skill set. Ryousuke knows he can offer things few others can, and he can stomach even more than any of them, heâs sure. He and his team have seen the worst of what humanity has to offer and heâs seldom so much as flinched. But he didnât join Japanâs Asset Force to stagnate, and he didnât work this hard just to put away serial criminals, rewarding a job as that is.
Then his skull cracks back against a brick wall, and heâs forced to resign himself to the fact that for now, heâs just going to have to settle.
âYouâre a pretty little thing, arenât you?â The masked woman before him hisses with a smile, turning his head to the side forcefully as she pins him back against the wall. âI could make hundreds off you, with the right buyer.â
The fog in his head following the collision doesnât make it easy, but he goes for a clever quip anyway. âNot quite your demographic, am I?â
âNot my type, no, but I know plenty of people who would put you up for a good amount.â
âIâd suggest a raincheck, but something tells me in thirty years when you get out of prison I wonât be the top of your list anymore.â
The womanâs lips curl into a sneer. âYou havenât caught me yet,â she taunts, lifting him by the collar and shoving him back against the wall again.
Ryousuke lets his head fall to the side. âOn the contrary,â he says, his eyes shifting to a spot over her shoulder.
She looks back instinctively, and Ryousuke takes that opportunity to slip his second gun from its concealed holster and dig the barrel into her abdomen. She freezes at the sound of the revolver clicking into place. âYou run, I shoot,â he hisses in her ear. âYou attack, I shoot. If you understand, step back with your hands up slowly.â
She huffs a laugh, raising her hands and turning slowly, her eyes shadowed by the mask. âThat might work on your usual customers, Doctor,â she says. Ryousukeâs finger weights against the trigger threateningly; her fingertips start to glow. âBut youâre forgetting that I donât need a weapon to take out cheap assets like you.â
Before either of them can fire, an explosion of sound thunders through the alley, and suddenly the woman is gone.
Scratch thatâthe woman is on the opposite end of the alley, pinned up against a wall with her hands cuffed behind her back, gritting her teeth against a mouthful of cement as Kuramochi burnishes the side of a building with her cheek. âLady, you gotta death wish or something? What part of gun-to-the-gut donât you understand?â
She snarls in response as the districtâs law enforcement catches up to the scene, and Kuramochi hands her off to the head neutralizer. Ryousuke sighs and reholsters his revolver, walking a few meters over to where his standard issue pistol sits on the asphalt. As he bends down to pick it up, a firm hand comes down enthusiastically on his shoulder.
âCheck pyromaniac-human-trafficker off the bucket list of crazy people Iâm glad we put away,â Kuramochi chirps, shifting his weight side to side to rid himself of the excess energy thatâs undoubtedly still in his system after his impressive show of speed. âYou know, I feel like pyrokinetics always end up on the insane spectrum somehow.â
ââInsaneâ is a strictly legal term,â Ryousuke replies, looking over his coat for tears or stains. One of the too-common side effects of working a gritty job like the JAF. âBut if youâre referring to how a high percentage of pyrokinetics tend to end up as arsonists, you should take into consideration that adolescents have a tendency to start accidental fires that skew the data meant for fires ignited with intent.â Looks like his clothes have been spared this time, if not his skull. Thatâs fine; bruises heal for freeâclothes cost money.
Kuramochi shakes his head in fond exasperation. âDonât suppose you know the exact percentage, while you're at it?â
Ryousuke straightens his collar, and Kuramochi falls into step with him as he sets off down the street. âDo you mean the fact that 42.65 percent of property fires occur within an average .5 mile radius of a pyrokinetic as of 2017, or that only 67.821 percent of those were legally designated intentional acts of arson by the judiciary?â
Kuramochi scoffs. âRight. Why do I even try anymore?â
Ryousuke offers him a sideways smile. âIâm not sure what you take me for, Kuramochi.â
âMost days? A pain in the ass.â
âI think you mean the one who saves your ass,â Ryousuke quips, folding his hands behind his back. They leave the alley and exit onto the main street, slipping through the police blockade and into the throng of civilians watching anxiously. They garner a few stares; theyâre not the most discreet duo of assets, with Ryousukeâs pink hair and Kuramochiâs electric glare, but theyâre thankfully nowhere near as popular as someone like Tetsu. The âMan of Steel,â as heâs called, is a high-profile asset and the functioning captain of their team. Assets like him can barely walk down the street without someone recognizing them.
âIn what world?â Kuramochi replies with a laugh. âShe wouldâa toasted you back there if it wasnât for me!â
âYou know a gun works just as well, for disarming people,â Ryousuke reasons. âI donât need to be able to shoot lightning from my fingers to stop a criminal.â
Kuramochi wrinkles his nose in distaste. âYou make me sound so clichĂ©,â he says.
âThatâs because you are clichĂ©,â Ryousuke answers. âThe only person more clichĂ© than you is fire-hands back there.â
Kuramochi sniffs as they reach the bus stop. Ryousuke pulls out his phone, checking for any word from Kataoka. âWhatever,â he grumbles. Then he glances up at the bus schedule and groans. âWe gotta wait eight minutes just for this thing to show? You know I can get us back to base in less time than that, right?â
Ryousuke hums acknowledgement. âNo offense, but I donât really feel like getting my synapses fried right now. Thanks for the offer, though.â
Kuramochi rolls his eyes. âSuit yourself, Doc. Iâll see you back there, yeah?â He doesnât wait for an answer to bolt, burning the air with the smell of ozone in his wake. Ryousuke takes a deep breath, savoring the tingling sensation that raises the hairs on his arms every time Kuramochi does that.
Heâs relieved to be left alone. Not that he doesnât enjoy Kuramochiâs companyâtheyâve been partners for a year now, and that kind of time tends to build a codependent fondness between peopleâbut sometimes the constant jump from criminal to criminal wears him out socially, and he just needs a moment to breathe.
It can be exhausting, keeping up with assets all the time. Nobody makes a big deal out of it anymore, but when he first joined the team some people had their reservations. Itâs not every day that someone with no special ability joins Japanâs special forces, much less the distinguished Asset Force. But heâs worked to get here his whole life, and heâs not about to start complaining about things being hard now.
Itâs still debated whether an eidetic memory can be considered an asset rather than an irregularity, or if speed reading really counts as an ability. One thing that canât be debated, however, is that Ryousuke has used both to get himself where he is today, and with two PhDs to his name, he can safely say heâs doing a little better than ordinary.
He slouches into a seat on the bus as soon as it reaches his stop. Thereâs a headache behind his eyes that heâs been staving off all week, and now that the adrenaline of his encounter earlier is starting to wear off it finds itself at the forefront of his attention once again. He closes his eyes and leans his head back, enjoying the white noise of the bus in motion. He sighs through his nose. He could really use a day off.
His work phone vibrates in his pocket, and he suppresses a groan as he pulls it out to check the message.
Kataoka: Good work subduing the subject. I have Takako on paperworkâyou and Kuramochi have another debriefing in an hour.
Of course. Thereâs never a day off with this job. Well, okay, there are days off, but acknowledging that detracts from his preferential execution of hyperbole, so heâll pretend there arenât. But rhetorical devices can only do so much to improve his mood, and he knows from experience heâs better off sucking it up and getting over it. At the very least, he hopes their next investigation goes by quickly.
ââ ââ
Youichi kicks his feet up on the conference table, nearly toppling Miyukiâs coffee in the process. âWatch it, man!â Miyuki snaps, snatching the cup up off the coaster before it spills. Junâs binder isnât as lucky, precariously perched on the edge as it is, and it topples, throwing his case files everywhere.
âOh, shit,â Youichi mumbles. Jun whirls around as if on instinct, a shout of outrage already halfway out his throat, only to find the papers suspended in place. In the seat next to Youichi, Miyuki shoots him a smirk. Slowly, the toppled binder reverses its fall, the papers re-aligning themselves into their respective folders. Jun calms himself, shaking his head with a growl.
âNo matter how many times I see it, Iâll never get used to it,â he mutters.
Miyuki adjusts his glasses with a grin. âTimeâs a tricky thing,â he replies coyly. Jun snickers, and Miyuki glances down at the watch on his wrist. âSpeaking of,â he says, looking up around the office. âWhereâs your boyfriend? Werenât you supposed to be babysitting him on that case?â
Youichi frowns. âNot my boyfriend,â he snaps, âand I donât babysit him.â
Miyuki presses his lips together, raising his coffee to his mouth. âCouldâa fooled me,â he says just before taking a sip. He, Jun and Youichi exchange a series of raised-eyebrow glances. Youichi breaks the silent conversation with a huff and a shake of his head.
âWhatever dude. He wanted to take the bus back to base. Heâll be here in like, fifteen minutes.â
Miyuki glances at his watch again. âWell, your briefing starts in ten, and itâs kind of his job to be here. You know, in the office. With the intel.â
Youichiâs eyes narrow. âYeah, and itâs also his job to be out there, in the field. You know, with the bad guys.â
Miyuki gives him the sort of not-so-nonchalant nonchalant shrug that tells Youichi just how much Miyuki agrees with him. Youichi frowns, folding his arms and eyeing Miyuki across the table. âWhy do you give so much of a fuck whether heâs on time or not? You ân Sawamura are late every other day. For a guy who can manipulate time, Iâd say thatâs a pretty ironic problem.â
Miyuki heaves a sigh at the thought of his less-than-professional partner. âSawamuraâs got his own share of excuses to go around. Iâm stuck cleaning up after him half the time. Do you know how many times Iâve had to rewind after heâs blown up half the building? You should all be grateful you donât remember it.â
âIâd be even more grateful if you two would stop bickering so I can work,â Jun grumbles, turning a page on his report.
Miyuki snorts. âThatâs rich, coming from you,â he jokes. Jun shoots him a glare to shut him up.
Ryousuke shows up five minutes later, somehow defying the bus schedule and arriving on time like he always does. Miyuki shoots him the innocent smile-and-wave combo he always uses to conceal the fact that heâs been saying asshole things, and in return Ryousuke gives him the standard thin-lipped-narrow-eyed grin that says all the scathing things heâs preventing himself from saying in a professional environment.
âAny idea what this case is on yet?â Ryousuke asks, sitting down next to Youichi and pulling out a small, pocket-sized copy of some foreign novel.
âNone,â Youichi admits with a sigh, leaning back in his seat. âIâm thinking we deserve a break after this one, though. Brass has been running Squad A into the ground.â
âIt is in our job description to be ready for dispatch at all times,â Ryousuke points out, but the weight behind his comment lets Youichi know that he could use a break too.
âStill, you'd think they'd let B and C Squads pull their own weight every now and then. What are they even paid for anymore?â
âFortunately for you,â another voice chimes in from the doorway, surprising Youichi into swinging his legs off the table and sitting up straight. âB and C Squads do the majority of your paperwork, so you can be ready for action at any time.â
âR-right, of course,â Youichi says, bowing his head in embarrassment. Oh god, of course Kataoka walks in right as he says that.
Next to him, Ryousukeâs suppressing a laugh. (Maybe it's not all so bad.)
Miyuki and Jun recognize their cue to leave as Kataoka turns on the projector and leans against the table. Takako ducks in a moment later with manila folders for the three of them. Youichi opens his up to discover a copy of files from the Tokyo police department, paperclipped to several crime scene photos. Kataoka pulls the same photos up on the screen.
âAlright everyone,â Takako sighs, looking tired as she observes the gory images on the screen. âLetâs get into it.â
â â
Ryousuke wishes the mission read more cut-and-dry. Drug cartel jobs featuring poor assets typically wind up being the simpler cases: easy to find, easy to prove, easy to stop. But for all the information the collective Tokyo Metropolitan PD has gathered between districts over time, Ryousuke and Kuramochi really donât have much to go off of.
âYouâd think theyâdâve caught the guys by now with how many informants theyâve got undercover in the field,â Kuramochi says as he flips the turn signal on the government-issue SUV theyâre in.
Ryousuke crosses his leg over the other as he turns to read the too-broad list of possible offenders. âWell, if they have to call us, Iâm not surprised. You know how the police get when dealing with assets. It can be terrifying without the proper tools or training to go up against someone with unknown abilities.â
Kuramochi hums a concession, taking a right turn too fast (not that Ryousuke really notices his constant speeding anymore). âFair enough. Still, they couldâa narrowed down the suspect pool a little. I hate having to do their job.â
âMakes two of us,â Ryousuke sighs, turning to the crime scene photos. What caught the attention of the government initially were the serial murders that later became associated with the case. Three victims, two men and a woman, all lying face down in public areas without any indication as to how they got there in the first place. Takako had pointed out something that got him thinking in the debriefing room. He twists the ring on his little finger absentmindedly. Out of the corner of his eye, he sees Kuramochiâs gaze flicker toward him.
âWhatâre you thinking?â he asks, speeding up to catch a yellow light. Ryousuke stops turning the ring as soon as he becomes aware of the action.
âThe victims are all missing the little fingers on their right hands. The third victim is missing her ring finger as well.â
âYeah, I know that,â Kuramochi replies. âTakako said thatâs most likely a yakuza habit, right?â
Ryousuke frowns. âYes, but yubitsume tradition dictates that the left handâs little finger is shortened first, then the right. The left hand is avoided altogether here, moving right onto the ring finger on the right hand in the womanâs case.â He studies the bloodied stumps as well as he can in the grainy photos. Itâs no use; heâll have to stop by the coroner later. âIâd say this is more of a cheap adaptation of yubitsume, tailored to a modern-day purpose.â
Kuramochi checks his mirrors as he changes lanes. âWhich is..?â
Ryousuke furrows his brow in thought. âIf I had to make an extremely well-educated estimate,â he starts, earning a snort from Kuramochi. âIâd guess that all of these people are right-handed, and that the fingers are cut off to make it harder for them to hold a handgun, as opposed to a sword.â
Kuramochi nods slowly. âThat makes sense,â he says. âSo itâs not yakuza?â
Ryousuke shakes his head. âWe shouldnât rule anything out completely, but I doubt it.â
They fall into thoughtful silence as Ryousuke continues to look over the file for any more telling information. Itâs been a while since the two of them have worked a serial case. Every now and then Jun or Tanba or someone will ask for his input when theyâre out of ideas, but itâs a little different to be the head investigators. Not that Kataoka doesnât have his reasons for keeping the two of them on call instead of on the front lines lately.
The ring on his little finger feels warmer than usual.
Almost like he can read his mind, Kuramochi speaks up just then. âRyou-san,â he says, carefully, like thereâs something lying underneath the quiet between them that heâs worried might shatter if he speaks too fast. âYou know you donât have to prove anything.â
Ryousuke pretends not to understand him. âOf course not, Kuramochi,â he says haughtily. âMiyukiâs full of hot air, and I know Iâm good at my job.â
Kuramochi takes the hint and doesnât correct him. Ryousukeâs grateful, because he doesnât think he could get into it with Kuramochi right now.
He doesnât understand; Ryousuke does need to prove himself. Not to Miyuki, or Kataoka or any of the others, but to himself. To his family.
To his brother.
ââ ââ
They make it to the most recent dump site half an hour later. Youichi cuts the radio and turns off the ignition. The weatherâs hot and sticky out. Youichi hates summers in Tokyo sometimes. Not that Chiba was much better, growing up, but thereâs something different about being in a crowded city rather than in a poor apartment building in a small rural-ish town. Itâs like the mugginess in the air comes from smog more than actual humidity. Disgusting.
The body has since been removed, but thatâs alrightâtheyâre not here to do the investigatorsâ jobs. Well, not all of it at least. There are things that only assets like him and Ryousuke are able to pick up on, by both nature and specialty. For all of his earlier complaining, he canât really blame the standard investigators for getting stumped on this one.
âThis is a pretty big intersection,â Ryousuke notices, observing the traffic backed up along each road. âNo way anybody normal dumped a body here and made off without anyone seeing.â He compares a photo to the scene, then kneels beside the space where the body had been found. âI'm thinking illusionist or time-walker. Maybe a breacher, but thatâs more of a super-unlikely worse-case-scenario.â
Youichi nods along, trying to keep up with all of Ryousukeâs branching theories. âYeah, knowing our luck thatâs probably it,â he scoffs. The corners of Ryousukeâs mouth quirk. Youichiâs chest tightens. He clears his throat. âSo like, statistically, whatâre our odds here?â
âStatistically,â Ryousuke starts, standing back up and straightening his files in his hands, âItâs most likely an illusionist. There are about twice as many of them as there are time-walkers, and almost six-times as many as there are breachers. Unfortunately, from a reasonable standpoint, the drug cartel has a near-equal chance of employing all three, since all would make it easy to obtain and deal illegal substances, as well as get rid of a body without leaving any trace.â
Youichi groans, running a hand through his hair in distress. âGreat, so weâre back at square one.â
Ryousuke steps around him, moving to observe the shiny-new iron fence beside the crime scene. âNot necessarily,â he says, pulling a latex glove from his pocket and reaching forward to flatten back weeds poking up through the sidewalk around the base. âAlmost every form of asset leaves some disturbance, if you know where to look. Time-walkers leave temporal ripples that other walkers can sense, but illusionists and breachers both have one tell in common.â He shifts sideways to make room for Youichi to see what heâs looking at. Youichi crouches beside him, and he notices the rust clinging to the bottom edges of the iron bars. He can hear the smile in Ryousukeâs voice as he says, âBoth of them drastically raise the levels of oxygen in the environment momentarily, and most of them donât even realize it.â
He and Youichi lock eyes. Youichi grins, biting back a laugh that heâs sure wouldnât be considered professional. Youichi knows that lookâthe self-satisfied one Ryousuke gets after heâs made yet another kick-ass deduction with almost nothing to go on. It makes Youichi feel breathless; thereâs something about his unwavering confidence that makes Youichi feel infallible.
ââ ââ
Kuramochiâs reluctant to follow Ryousuke into the morgue. âHey man, you know me. Investigationâs your thing. I'm just backup muscle.â So Ryousuke mercifully leaves him at the car and turns to enter the coronerâs office on his own, promising to be out in at most a half hour. Kuramochi says something about running to get them lunch and disappears in a snap of electricity. The leftover static crawls up Ryousukeâs back as he makes his way into the building, and he flattens the hairs rising up out of their neat, organized place on his head.
The coronerâs a short man with thick glasses and a nasal sort of voice that reminds Ryousuke of Miyuki, if Miyuki was more intelligent and professional and just generally less of an asshole. He talks fast and has a habit of interrupting himself, so by the time he gets back around to his original point Ryousukeâs already got a hundred different conclusions stemming from the beginning of the conversation, but the general gist of things tells Ryousuke it was undoubtedly homicide, the M.O. is most likely a fall from a high place, judging by the pattern of scattered breaks and lesions along the bodies, and the little fingers on the right hands are all missing and unaccounted for. All things Ryousuke could've figured out at a glance, but it doesn't hurt to have a second opinion.
âDid you submit for a toxicology report?â Ryousuke asks, snapping on latex gloves and carefully peeling back the sheet on the body.
âNothing returned positive,â replies the coroner. âThough tests did reveal abnormally high levels of salt in the bloodstream.â
âHypernatremia?â Ryousuke muses. âThat's odd. In all three?â
The coroner nods confirmation. Ryousuke hums. âThat makes sense if they were detained for extended periods of time without water.â
âThough none of them died of dehydration,â the coroner points out. Ryousuke steps back, thinking as he looks over the corpse.
There are any number of assets that could have influenced blood sodium levels, and plenty more that the government doesnât have on record. The issue, in his particular field of expertise, arises from the fact that this information isnât asset-specific, and generally does nothing for his investigative purposes but suggest these people were captive for a while.
âAside from those sustained during the fall and the missing fingers, are there any notable antemortem injuries you noticed?â he asks, turning the head from side to side to observe an abrasion on the right side of the skull.
âThere are,â the coroner declares, bustling over to a desk littered with a mess of files. âLetâs see⊠There were obvious signs of restraint around the wrists and anklesârope burns, for the most part, some quite raw. And bruising, too, in various stages of healing along the thoracic and abdominopelvic regions.â
âBut no signs of sexual assault,â Ryousuke remembers from the coronerâs earlier ramblings. âSo our suspect has his captive, but he takes his time. This is either for punishment or information. Unusual behavior for a drug cartel around here,â he says. Heâll want to run it by Kuramochi. The headache at the base of his skull is throbbing up into his temples now; heâll never admit it, even to himself, but deep down some part of him knows that he's not thinking as clearly as he should be on this case.
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âYou have a bad habit of thinking the better of yourself,â the man on the video had said to him, his thick beard twitching as he laughed. The scar stretching down the side of his face crinkled as he squinted, as if peering through into the future at the man he knows is obsessing over the thirty-second stretch of grainy film.
Ryousukeâs watched it at least a hundred times by now, despite the departmentâs best efforts to stop him. They even asked Miyuki to Walk him back to before he saw it, but Miyukiâd just stood there, grimly shaking his head. âItâs not my right,â heâd said, and heâd left before they could argue.
So Ryousuke locked himself up in his office with the lights off, only moving to replay the video for even the slightest clue to giveaway a location, but there was nothing. The background was static. Other telling noises have thus far been deemed indiscernible.
Every now and then, there was a knock on his office door, the nervous rapping of Kuramochi Youichi, Ryousukeâs partner of eight months and the currently-insufferable nuisance of his conscious. But nobody came in, and Ryousuke sure as hell wasnât coming out until he got a lead on this case.
The man in the video stepped to the side, exposing the figure in the chair. Even after watching it so many times, Ryousukeâs heart still clenched at the sight.
âThis oughta take you down a few pegs,â the man said.
He leveled a gun to the boyâs head.
ââ ââ
The car door slams, and Youichi jolts out of his doze in surprise. Ryousukeâs back, holding a manila folder in one hand and reaching for his seatbelt with the other. Youichi rubs at his eyes.
âGeez, donât gotta be so loud about it,â he grumbles, stretching up toward the roof of the car.
âYouâre the one who fell asleep on the job,â Ryousuke points out unapologetically.
âYeah, well, youâd be tired too if you constantly generated static electricity.â
The argument dies there. Ryousukeâs obviously got something else on his mind. Youichi straightens his seat up and adjusts his mirrors. âWhatâs up?â he asks. âCoroner find anything useful?â
âIâm not sure,â Ryousuke admits, and Youichi raises an eyebrow. Thatâs a first. âI wanted to ask your opinion on some things before I made any final conclusions.â
âSure, okay,â Youichi replies, feeling a little breathless. Not even six months ago, Ryousuke wouldâve turned his nose up at any of Youichiâs offers to help him with the investigative portion of their partnership with a sneer and a snide remark.
A lot can change in half a year, heâs come to find out.
âBlood tests on all three victims revealed hypernatremia.â
âWhich isâŠ?â
âHigh sodium concentration,â Ryousuke explains. âIâm thinking the suspect is detaining our victims for extended periods of time. Thatâs the most statistically likely explanation, but there are plenty of assets whose abilities would enable them to trigger a similar physiological reaction.â
He pauses, glancing at Youichi as if checking to see that he follows. By the skin of my teeth, Youichi snarks to himself, but he does his best to look outwardly engaged and intelligent.
âIâm doing my best not to jump to conclusions. There were no signs of damage to the intestinesâat least, not caused by forced excretion.â Youichi suppresses a shiver, remembering a particularly foul case from his early days on the asset force. âWhich makes me think that this isnât the work of any kind of midbrain. But at the same time, itâs not definitive, so I canât rule it out, even though there are plenty of more-likely options. You can understand my frustration.â
Midbrain; itâs the colloquial term for psychics, the âmore politically correctâ term, if one asked some of the more socially-present of them. (Apparently âpsychicâ projects the image of hokey magicians and gypsies in traveling caravans and not the powerful, sometimes horrifying image that manipulators of the mind are going for these days.) Youichi takes a deep breath. Ryousukeâs doing it againâgetting that tunnel vision that strikes him every now and then since their last serial case four months ago. He wonders if something the coroner said reminded him. Youichi doesnât want to point it out though, so instead he puts on a casual front and pretends to think about what Ryousukeâs saying.
âMaybe weâre thinking too narrow,â he says, careful to include himself in that statement. âLike, maybe if we canât use that to figure out what kind of asset weâre dealing with, we can use it to find location or something. âSides, we already know itâs probably a time walker.â
Ryousuke nods along. âGood point,â he says. âIt does us no good to get caught up in what weâll be facing. Weâll just have to find them and be prepared for whatever they throw at us.â
Youichi grins, the weight in his chest lifting. âSo, whatâs our next move?â
Ryousuke looks out the window. âI hear Tokyo Bay is lovely this time of year,â he replies, shooting Youichi a sideways smile.
Youichi clicks his belt into place and shifts the gears of the vehicle, tearing out of the parking lot for the thrill of it. âThatâs more like it!â he cheers, merging smoothly with traffic and taking off down the freeway. Ryousuke holds tight to his stack of papers, making sure they donât spill out across the car. He doesnât seem to have noticed his relapse, as far as Youichi can tell.
Itâs probably better that way.
ââ ââ
The drive takes a little under an hour. Kuramochi gets frustrated in heavy traffic, so by the time they reach the bay heâs generating enough static that Ryousuke gets shocked if he so much as leans close to his partner.
âYouâd better get rid of that before we reach the beach,â he warns as Kuramochi shorts out his phone for the millionth time in his life. âI really donât feel like piling home insurance onto our federal debt.â
âRelax, would you? I wasnât born yesterday.â
âCouldâve fooled me,â Ryousuke replies without pause. This only serves to fluster Kuramochi more, so he waves a hand to cool him and gets out of the car, tugging his umbrella out of the back seat.
âItâs not raining,â Kuramochi points out as Ryousuke joins him on the other side of the SUV.
Ryousuke tilts his head. âHave you never been to the Bay Streets?â
âHave you?â
âSure,â he says, âI had an aunt who lived off-coast on my motherâs side, so we visited a lot when I was younger.â His gaze lingers on the boardwalk entrance, and a brisk gust of wind seems to throw him back in time for a moment. It was usually busier back then, when they went to visit Aunt Yukina for the holidays. There would be festival stands lined up and down the walk for New Yearâs. He had to carry Haruichi back to Aunt Yukinaâs after he fell and scraped his knees and scared himself into thinking he couldnât walk. He hadnât realized how fond those sorts of memories were.
Kuramochi clears his throat, and Ryousuke looks up in time to see him look quickly away. âGuess youâll know better then,â he says, feigning nonchalance. He starts off down the boardwalk, pocketing his keys. âCâmon, I wanna get this case over with and put in for some vacation time.â
Ryousuke smiles tightly. âIâll drink to that,â he says, but the amusement heâs going for falls short as it confronts the darkness hovering at the back of his mind. Is Kuramochi babying him? Does he think Ryousuke canât handle himself?
No, of course not, he reprimands himself, following after his partner. Heâs just looking out for you, like always. He needs to stop being so defensive.
So when they reach the entrance to the Bay Streets and Kuramochi opens the door to the glass stairwell with a sweeping gesture of exaggerated chivalry, Ryousuke takes the joke at face value and marches into the tunnel with his head held high to humor him.
It really has been too long since heâs visited the Bay Streets. Located just below sea level off the coast of the Tokyo Bay, itâs home to both a bustling community of water-based assets and upper-class retirees looking for a pleasant place to spend the rest of their days. If high salt concentration is a factor theyâll be taking into consideration, it stands to reason that he and Kuramochi would explore the underwater district first.
Upon exiting the glass tunnel, Ryousuke opens his umbrella in anticipation of the open ceiling, a vast chamber of breathable air submerged beneath the surface of the bay that, more often than not, drips with a sort of constant drizzle. For people like himself who prefer a freshly-ironed button down to Kuramochiâs less-professional T-shirt-and-leather-jacket look, itâs better to come prepared for any sudden downpour. He canât help but laugh when, almost right away, Kuramochi becomes the victim of a sudden lapse in the barrier, and a torrent of water comes down on top of them, leaving Kuramochi soaked and Ryousuke shaking a spare droplet off his shoes.
âGive a guy a warning next time, would you?â Kuramochi grumbles, shaking his hair out like a wet dog. The electricity still circulating through his system spikes his hair back up right away, and sends small currents of energy surging through the puddles around him.
Ryousuke shrugs, avoiding stepping in the water. âItâs not my fault you donât have the foresight to at least bring a swimsuit to what is essentially a massive, residential water park.â
Even so, Ryousuke holds his umbrella out to let Kuramochi take hold of it and carry it over the two of them, taller as he is. Ryousuke has to school his features into practiced neutrality when Kuramochiâs arm brushes his even as the contact sends a thrill down his spine. (Heâs not as good at separating work relationships from his personal life as he thought he was, it turns out. He just does his best to pretend he doesnât notice whenever Kuramochi goes for more physical interaction than is strictly necessary between them.)
They donât really have a particular destination in mind, so they roam the streets, screening alleyways and backstreets for suspicious action as they go. Ryousukeâs not sure what theyâre looking for; heâs just sure that eventually, theyâll find the trouble theyâre looking for. (Or, less desirably but just as acceptable, the trouble theyâre looking for will find them.)
There arenât any notably large, empty buildings among the Bay Streets. The architecture is relatively close-knit and linear, due to the obvious complications included in building underwater. Normally, theyâd look for something like a warehouse, or storage unitâstart with the standard hideoutsâbut thereâs nothing like that in Tokyo Bay. Instead, Ryousuke keeps an eye on the rows of buildings, looking for even the smallest detail out of place.
He slows to a stop as a thought comes to him. Kuramochi notices and turns around. âRyou-san?â he says, coming back with the umbrella. âWhatâs up?â
âThe city has strict regulations for the Bay Street residencies,â he remembers, having heard his Aunt Yukina complain time and again about not being able to start gardens along the (admittedly not very fertile) sand out in front of her complex. âSince the countyâs entirely surrounded in salt water, thereâs particular upkeep for making sure buildings are in functional condition. Iâm thinking, since we know our suspect already creates a hyper-oxidized environment when he uses his abilities, we should look for buildings with signs of rust, or with signs of being frequently cleared of rust.â
Kuramochiâs face lights up. âThatâs a good idea,â he agrees, leading the way down the street again. âI guess weâll have to go back around to check the places we already passed, though, huh?â
Ryousuke snorts, incredulous. âOf course not. Only one of them had a gate that was notably rusted, but the pattern appeared natural and far too gradual to be created by an asset.â
Kuramochi shakes his head. âIf you say so,â he says, shooting Ryousuke a sideways grin. Ryousuke smiles conservatively back, then turns to keep his eyes on the buildings around them.
ââ ââ
In the end, his theory only leads them to two destinations, one of which is inhabited by an old, half-senile woman that undoubtedly just forgot to upkeep her property. She asks them if theyâre the police coming to fine her, then immediately invites them in for lemonade. They go, just to cover their bases, but after a couple minutes it becomes clear that she (somehow) lives alone, and is entirely incapable of hurting anyone for how intensely her hands shake when she serves them drinks.
The second building has rust in the hinges of the door knocker. Ryousuke exchanges a meaningful glance with Kuramochi, then raises a hand to knock. It takes a minute for anyone to answer. Ryousuke raises an eyebrow at the window, where he sees the flicker of a curtain falling closed right before he hears the click of a lock turning in the door. It opens slowly, as far as the chain behind it will allow, and a face appears in the crack.
âCan I help you?â the young woman says, her gaze flicking nervously between him and Kuramochi. Ryousuke flips his badge for her to see.
âSorry to disturb you miss,â he apologizes, offering his most sincere smile. âWeâve been interviewing people about a recent pattern of murders. Would you mind if we asked you some questions?â
The girlâs eyes widen, and she moves to unlatch the door. âOf course,â she says, âcome in.â
The womanâs name is Wakana, and Kuramochi forgets how to speak when she asks for theirs. Ryousukeâs eyes narrow, but he smoothly introduces them, thanking her once again for admitting them into her home.
âDo you live alone?â He asks her once theyâre seated in the living room.
She shakes her head. âI have a roommate, but heâs not here right now.â
âIs he around often?â Ryousuke pushes, steepling his fingers loosely in front of him.
Wakana takes a moment to think. âHe comes home late, but thatâs just because he works after his classes let up.â
âAnd what does he do for work?â
âHe's employed part time at a fish packaging warehouse on the surface.â She pauses, looking hesitant. âHeâs a good person. If he's a suspect, I think you should know you've got the wrong guy.â
Ryousuke opens his mouth to assure her heâs only a person of interest, but Kuramochi jumps in before he can. âWe believe you!â he assures her quickly. Ryousuke gives him a sharp glance, raising an eyebrow. âDon't worry, we just want to ask him some questions too, since he's uh, not here right now.â Kuramochiâs eyes flick to meet Ryousuke's, then immediately away as his face reddens. âSo uh, what's his name? And the address of his work?â
They wrap up with a few questions about the building and the rusting, which she confirms happens unusually quickly to their apartment. They thank her for her trouble and duck out of the building. Kuramochi wrestles the umbrella open and grins up at Ryousuke, only to be met head-on by a knockout-worthy Signature Kominato Chop.
He stumbles backward, just barely remembering to raise the umbrella again as another excellently placed spill of water splatters down from the watery dome above. He holds his nose, looking hurt as he looks up at Ryousuke again.
âWhat was that for?â he demands.
Ryousukeâs gaze narrows. âDo the Force a favor and keep it in your pants next time we interview a woman. It makes the rest of us look unprofessional.â
Kuramochi takes a second to process what Ryousukeâs said, and then his face goes red. âI wasnâtâthatâs notâRyou-san, seriously, I wasnât like, hitting on her or anything, I swear.â
Ryousuke steps down off the doorstep and joins him, but only stays close enough keeps the better half of himself under the umbrella. âI know that, but I also know the social tells to look for when someoneâs gawking.â
Kuramochi sighs, side-eying Ryousuke under the umbrella with incredulity. âItâs not a crime to think a girl is pretty. Really Ryou-san, not everyone can be as emotionally stoic as you.â
And that sort of hurts to hear, but Ryousuke canât really contradict him. He knows Kuramochi likes girls, even witnessed one of his earlier breakups, and the fallout that followed, but itâs a little different to witness the beginning of something like affection rather than the end.
âItâs only a matter of doing our job to the best of our ability,â Ryousuke says instead, training his eyes on the end of the street ahead of them.
Kuramochi shakes his head. âMan, Ryou-san,â he says with exasperation. âIf I didnât know better, Iâd say youâre jealous.â
Ryousuke suppresses a scowl and tilts his chin back to stick his nose in the air. âWell, thereâs a reason Iâm the one with the doctorate in communication and youâre the one with a high school education then isnât there?â
Instead of getting offended like he might have back in the earlier months of their partnership, Kuramochi laughs. The sound shoots right down Ryousukeâs spine and glitters in his chest for a moment like a stupid, pointless crystal, and it makes the practical side of him want to throttle the less rational, more emotional side of himself that heâs done so well to bury up to now. âMaybe,â Kuramochi agrees, stepping closer with the umbrella like the considerate idiot he is. âLetâs grab some lunch before we hit the fish warehouse, yeah? That smell always makes me feel less inclined to eat afterwards.â
ââ ââ
People got reckless when they got emotional.
Youichi knew this for a factâheâd seen it happen so many times in his line of workâbut for some reason, it still astonished him when Ryousuke stormed out of their office after three solid hours alone in the dark watching that horrible, horrible video on repeat god knew how many times. His face was darker than any storm Youichiâd ever seen Furuya generate. He looked ready to kill.
(Frankly, Youichi couldnât really blame him.)
Youichi followed him out of the building and into the parking garage, where Ryousuke ducked into the passenger seat of Youichiâs car and commanded him to drive. Youichi got in, but didnât turn the ignition. He locked the car doors and turned his body to face his partner.
âWhat are you doing?â Ryousuke demanded, his knuckles white around the phone in his hands. Youichi looked down and noticed it was ringing, his mother calling to ask after her son. Youichiâs heart tightened, and he reached out to put his hand over Ryousukeâs to try and ease the tension, but it only served to wind him up more.
âRyou-san,â he implored him. âKataoka took us off the case.â
Ryousukeâs eyes burned at that, and he pulled his hands back. âHe canât do that. Itâs our case. Kuramochi, thatâs my fucking brother.â
Youichi winced. He felt like he was choking. He couldnât imagine what Ryousuke was feeling. Still, this was a self-destructive path to pursue. Youichi couldnât let him go any further. âRyousuke,â he said, dropping the nickname for the sake of pushing every ounce of sincerity into his words. âHeâs sent the entire force after this guy. Heâll be in maximum security by the end of the night.â
The rage Youichi could see rising in Ryousukeâs chest had no outlet, nowhere to go, so Youichi didnât protest when he punched the dashboard and clasped his hands over the back of his neck, bending over in his seat so far that his forehead pressed against his knees. After a second, he sucked in a deep breath and yelled âFuck!â so loud that his voice broke over the curse. Nausea stirred in the pit of Youichiâs stomach as the adrenaline pumping through his system picked up all over again. He covered his eyes with one hand, as if by blocking out his sight he could block out the horror of their current reality.
Not him, he begged silently, as Ryousuke cursed again. PleaseâGod, or the universe, or anyoneâplease not him.
But God had never answered him before.
ââ ââ
Itâs like, twenty degrees hotter above ground as opposed to the temperate climate of the Bay Streets. Youichi hadnât really noticed the shift as dramatically earlier, but the sunâs climbed higher since they entered the underwater district, and the afternoon heat is stifling. He groans. âGod, I hate doing footwork on days like this.â
Ryousuke snickers. âYou hate doing footwork regardless of the weather. The only reason you joined the Force was for the high-profile fighting that everyone thinks is our only job.â
Youichi canât really argue with that. âIf Iâd known thereâd be so much paperwork and investigation in between all the action, I wouldâa just gone vigilante.â
Ryousuke clicks his tongue. âAnd you were complaining about being called a clichĂ©.â
âWhatever,â Youichi sighs. He likes being back above ground. The Bay Streets are stifling in a different way, like some big room full of recycled air. How do they get proper ventilation? Ryousuke would probably know. Not that Youichiâs gonna give him the satisfaction of confessing that he himself doesnât know just to find out. Being constantly surrounded by a conductor like saltwater doesnât help his constant itch for movement, and keeping his static to a minimum for the past hour has left him jittering with anticipation for action. I hate it when the police donât do their jobs, he concludes.
They reassess the case over convenience store pre-packed lunch boxes in the car.
âWhat dâyou think weâll get out of this guy, if he is our guy?â Youichi asks, picking around the vegetables in his box.
âThere are any number of things that could happen,â Ryousuke replies, scooping whatever excruciatingly hot concoction heâs purchased into his mouth without even blinking. (Fuck people who say Ryousuke doesnât have any abilities: heâs clearly superhuman, to be able to eat the shit he does on a regular basis without searing his taste buds right off.) âThe way I see it though, he has three main options: heâll try to talk his way around it, heâll attack, or heâll run. Assuming heâs guilty, of course.â
âAnd if heâs not our guy?â
âThen chances are heâs been in contact, or heâs an asset that just so happens to fit the bill of our suspect, but has no connection at all.â
Youichi frowns at his lunch. âRight. I hate how much we get coincidences. Like, seriously, what are the odds?â
Ryousuke tilts his head to one side. âWell, considering that the Tokyo Metropolitan areaâs population exceeds thirteen million as of the 2018 census, coupled with the fact there is a vast amount of assets we still know little about, as well asââ
âThank you, Dr. Kominato,â Youichi cuts in sarcastically before his spinning head can roll off his shoulders. âBut I was being rhetorical.â
Ryousuke smiles. âI know, and I was proving a point.â
âWhich is?â
âThe chances of us encountering coincidences far exceed the chances of us stumbling upon our suspect on the first try. Especially since all weâre going off of is circumstantial evidence.â
Youichi groans, slumping back into his seat as the mere thought of being on this case for the whole next month drains him of energy. âThis is a fucking nightmare,â he mumbles, staring blankly ahead at the parked car in front of them. âI wish just this once weâd get a simple, open-close case where all we have to do is show up and kick ass and go home.â
Ryousuke snorts. âYou really should have gone vigilante.â
Youichi sticks rice into his mouth and chews aggressively in his frustration. âIâm glad we agree.â
ââ ââ
He was forced into a minimum one month of grief counseling after Haruichi was killed. For the first time in his entire life, Ryousuke didnât even try to save face, capitulated to Kataokaâs condemnation without protest like he didnât have the energy to even raise his head in defiance. So he found himself in Reiâs office every other afternoon, feeling conflicted and angry but mostly numb.
She didnât make him talk the first day, which was good, because heâd come straight from his brotherâs funeral and he didnât think he could find words that would be able to fit the chaotic roar of blood in his ears that stopped any thoughts from fully forming in his brain. How ironic. A man with a doctorate in communication of all things and an eidetic brain thatâs memorized every page of the dictionary in three different languages couldnât even manage to figure out how to say âIâm hurtingâ quite the right way.
As the month went on, he was able to find them, like his Brocaâs and Wernickeâs areas were puzzle pieces heâd found while sifting through the couch cushions for the television remote while the channel in front of him played only deafening static to distract him. She helped him define the chasm that seemed to split down the center of his chest as if his brother had been a physical part of him crudely removed in an archaic experiment involving ice picks and the brain⊠What was that called again? Lobotomy, she supplied. His mind was lined so thickly with cotton that he didnât even think to be embarrassed by the lapse in memory. He turned the ring on his little finger obsessively as they talked. It was just a cheap metal band without any actual value or appeal, but it had been given to Haruichi by his first (and only) girlfriend to mark their one-year anniversary, and he had cherished it so much. He told this to Rei when she noticed it. She told him it wasnât wrong to want to hold on to some piece of someone who was gone. He told her that Haruichi had broken up with his girlfriend only three months before.
By the end of the first week, Ryousukeâs head had cleared some. He was able to reason with himself, able to recite the five stages of grief and mark where he stood among them. Heâd denied it in the first three hours, while that video had played over and over, as if once wouldnât be enough for someone with his memory to lock down every detail of the scene. Heâd been so angry he didnât know what to do with himself in Kuramochiâs car that night, and heâd wished for some way to exchange his life for Haruichiâs when he woke up the next morning on his partnerâs pull-out couch with no memory of how he got there. He knew he was in the depression stage then, that useless, immeasurable stretch of time where there was no more fight to give life to the desperation that had hollowed out his thoracic cavity and hadnât cared to put everything back before it died. He was exhausted and restless all at once, like there was something he was supposed to be doing that he just didnât have the energy to do.
One day in the third week, Rei said something like this:
âDonât think that anyone is rushing you to feel better. Nobody overcomes tragedy like this overnight.â
And maybe it wasnât just that statement that did it for him, but it was that statement that reminded him what got him here, in the Japan Asset Force Squad A. He had a damn good streak of overcoming the impossible, and a bad habit of taking the word ânobodyâ and changing it into ânobody except for meâ.
It was the first time since Haruichiâs murder that Ryousuke felt like he could breathe.
ââ ââ
The packaging warehouse smells about as bad as Youichi expected. Sure enough, any lingering appetite heâd had following his less-than-fulfilling convenience store lunch vanishes as soon as the heavy wave of fish-smell hits his nose. He resists the urge to gag, just barely. Even Ryousuke wrinkles his nose in distaste as they approach.
âRemember,â Ryousuke says, âas far as he knows, heâs not a suspect, just wanted for questioning regarding crime in the area.â Youichi nods along, thankful not for the first time for his partnerâs steady presence beside him. He remembers the month heâd spent working soloâsuffice to say he mostly just stumbled through investigations, screwing up more than he cared to admit.
When they enter the warehouse, the room is bustling with workers in latex gloves stationed along different sections of the assembly line. It only takes a moment for Ryousuke to point their guy out to Youichi, likely recognizing his face from a photo or something in Wakanaâs house. Ryousuke leads the way over to him, weaving between workers hosing down fish and weighing them on scales until they reach the section of the warehouse where people are wrapping them in wax paper for packaging.
âExcuse me,â Ryousuke says to the man heâd pointed out before. âAre you Nobugawa-san?â
Nobugawa turns, confused, with a half-wrapped fish in his hand. âUh, yeah?â he says nervously.
Youichiâs no mind reader like Takako, and he doesnât have Ryousukeâs much-boasted doctorate detailing human behaviors, but he doesnât need to be or have either of those things to tell that this kidâs not their guy. Heâs got a round face, the kind that suggests he hasnât quite grown out of his youth. His eyes are wide and watery with a sudden cautious glint behind them, guarded like heâs worried these random people in a button down shirt and a leather jacket, respectively, are here to jump him or something. A tension Youichi hadnât noticed before eases from his spine at the realization that this kidâs just another person to interview. The adrenaline-charged electrical current surging under his skin slows and retreats.
Ryousuke takes care of introductions and has Nobugawa lead them to a more private section of the warehouse (which, unfortunately, happens to be the hallway leading to the bathrooms, but what can you do). Itâs not the most official interview theyâve ever conducted, but the whole case has been sort of unorthodox, for all the police work theyâve had to make up for up to this point.
âWhatâs this about?â Nobugawa asks once theyâve pulled away from the bustle of the warehouse. âHave I done something wrong?â
âNot to our knowledge,â Ryousuke replies, allowing the warning to slip through his tone. âWe just want to ask you a few questions in compliance with an ongoing investigation.â
Nobugawa chews on the corner of his lip, which Youichi notices is cracked and dried out. He glances sideways at Ryousuke to see if heâs noticed, but Ryousuke gives nothing away. âNobugawa-san, are you in possession of an Asset License?â
Nobugawaâs nose wrinkles in confusion. âWhat? No, I meanâI donât have an asset. Iâm normal, man.â
Youichi raises an eyebrow. Down the hall, the door to the menâs room opens and someone slips out, looking apologetic as he interrupts their conversation. They wait until heâs gone to continue talking. âYouâre sure about that?â Youichi asks. âNot even one you might not know about, or that you donât have a license for? Weâre not here to fine you for that, just so you know.â
Nobugawa looks annoyed now. âNo dude, Iâm sure. I just pack fish.â He looks between them. âWhatâs this even matter anyway?â
âWe have reason to believe thereâs been increased asset activity around your apartment in the underwater district,â Ryousuke explains. âWe also believe itâs possible that this person is involved in our criminal investigation.â
Nobugawaâs eyes widen, and he unfolds his arms and pushes up off the wall heâs been leaning against. Ryousukeâs eyes narrow.
âWhat is it?â he demands. Youichi knows that tone of voiceâheâs putting something together. It sends the electricity in his veins into a renewed frenzy of anticipation.
âIâve had a friend over a lot recently. I know he has a license, but I donât know what he does.â
Thatâs odd, Youichi thinks, and he knows Ryousukeâs thinking the same thing. People donât usually keep their assets a secret.
âCan you tell us his name?â Ryousuke presses.
Nobugawa looks uneasy, like heâs starting to make sense of however many months worth of uncomfortable or off-putting encounters with this person. âNarumiya Mei,â he says, looking down to the end of the hall. âHeâs the one who just passed us.â
Ryousuke stiffens with alarm. âHe knows weâre on to him,â he realizes, and as soon as he says it, he and Youichi take off in the direction the kid from earlier had taken. They stop once they reenter the main room of the warehouse, confronted by the overwhelming activity of the packaging company.
âSplit up,â Ryousuke says. âIâll take the east side, you take west and whatever else you can get to. Heâs got a head start, but youâre faster. If you find him, be careful. We donât know what heâll do.â
Youichi nods, and takes off towards the west exit of the building. What does Narumiya look like again? He hadnât really been paying attention when that guy walked by the first time. Heâs like, eighty percent sure heâs blonde, though, so thatâs a start. As far as he can see, there arenât any blonde people in the warehouse at the moment, so he pushes through the exit doors and out into the alley behind the building.
He puts the charge building under his skin to good use, using it to cheat the refractory period of his neural synapses and send himself careening down the length of the alley in under a second. The burst wears off quicklyâbetter to save his speed for when he actually has to fight the guy than to fry his brain just trying to find him.
âGod, I wish Iâd paid more attention in science class,â he grumbles to himself, remembering something Ryousuke had once told him about how he should be able to extend his ability to sense electromagnetic waves in the vicinity with enough practice. The only thing he ever remembered about electromagnetism though was that assets tended to warp it, not that that knowledge does him any good now.
Something about this scenario feels wrong, though. If Narumiya had known they were talking about him, why would he show himself so obviously in the hallway when he couldâve just waited for them to leave and look for him? And why would he use his asset around Nobugawaâs and Wakanaâs apartment without them knowing? And what would any of that have to do with drug cartels and murder mysteries and cutting off the fingers on right-handed victims?
He shakes his head. Heâs not good at thinking too much about these things. Tying all the pieces together is Ryousukeâs gig, and itâs best if Youichi just leaves all that to him.
But that feeling stays with him, the one that says somethingâs not right, and before he can decide whether heâs going crazy or if he should listen to his gut feeling, he turns a corner out onto the edge of some shipyard and nearly runs headfirst into Narumiya, who grins and swings his baseball bat, making skull-ringing contact with Youichiâs head that immediately renders him unconscious.
ââ ââ
Kuramochi showed up at Ryousukeâs door one night, unannounced. They squared off in the doorway for a moment, neither having anything to say. Finally, Ryousuke aimed for whatever recycled jab he could muster. âWhat are you doing here?â he said. His voice was flatter than he meant for it to sound. Oh well. Kuramochiâd seen his worst by now, had been through enough of his own struggle to understand that Ryousuke didnât mean any real harm by it.
âJust thought Iâd check in,â Kuramochi said, âsee how youâre holding up.â
âAt three in the morning?â
Kuramochi shrugged and cracked a half smile. âWould you believe me if I told you I was suddenly a psychic asset as well?â
Ryousuke managed a smile back. âIâd believe you more if you just came out and admitted you had Takako keep an eye on me for you, but Iâll humor you for now.â
Kuramochi sighed at having been caught, but his smile didnât waver. âIâm glad youâre awake enough to make fun of me,â he said dryly. âI brought some of that spicy noodle shit you like from that place with the fancy koregusu sauce. I mean, itâs cold now. I bought it a few hours ago on my way here, but⊠Stuff came up. Sorry Iâm so late.â
Ryousukeâs smile melted into a sympathetic frown. âYou got a lead?â he pried, standing to the side to let Kuramochi into his apartment.
Kuramochi shook his head, setting the takeout boxes on the counter in the kitchen and opening Ryousukeâs cupboard for a plate. âNothing substantial. Itâs just more dead ends.â
Ryousuke glanced at the food as Kuramochi scooped it out onto the plate and stuck it in the microwave. He didnât feel much like eating this late, but Kuramochi did go through the trouble, and it was hard to say no to koregusu. âI wish you would have told me. I would have come to help.â
Kuramochi smiled, seemingly to himself as he scooped out his own far-less-spicy noodles onto the ceramic dish in front of him. âI know you wouldâve, but youâve got enough to deal with without stacking my problems on top of it all.â
Ryousuke scoffed. âIt does me no good to sit around here all day watching reruns of soaps from the early 2000s. Iâm begging you, give me anything to do but that.â
Kuramochi laughed. It made Ryousuke glad; Kuramochi was the only one in the whole force that didnât act like he was walking on eggshells around him lately. Whenever Ryousuke visited the office for sessions with Rei, the others would keep their distance, or only talk to him to see how he was doing, which, okay, nice of them and all, but he didnât really want to talk about any of it with them. Kuramochi got that though; he kept the formalities brief, then went back to normal. It wasnât denial of what had happenedârather, an encouragement that life could go on in the face of tragedies, and that this terrible thing that had happened wouldnât change the fact that the two of them were partners.
âMaybe next time, then,â Kuramochi promised as the microwave beeped cheerfully. âIt didnât matter this time. It was just a hunch.â
âA hunch that you spent at least four hours tracking, if the restaurant closes at ten and you account for an average half-hour travel time between here, there and the office,â Ryousuke pointed out. Kuramochi sighed again in exasperation, switched the plates and quickly setting Ryousukeâs down on the counter as it burned his hand.
âNothing gets past you, Ryou-san,â he joked. Ryousuke waited. Sure enough, a moment later, Kuramochi caved, and he leaned back against the counter. âI dunno. I just thought⊠if I checked some of the old places, that maybe Iâd find them, or someone who knows where they are, or like, even a hintâŠâ He trailed off, shaking his head at himself. âItâs like, I know nothingâs changed. I know that statistically, theyâre probably dead by now.â Ryousuke winced at that; he remembered the first month of their partnership, when heâd first learned about Kuramochiâs ongoing quest to find his missing family and had made a scathing remark about the probability of them being alive after two years. He should have remembered; the three year anniversary of their vanishing was coming up. No doubt Kuramochi would be stressing over them more than usual. âBut itâs like⊠I feel like if I just keep checking, something might change.â He shook his head again and tried to shrug some invisible weight off his shoulders. âI dunno. Stupid.â
âItâs not stupid,â Ryousuke found himself saying. âNearly ninety percent of the time, judging by the averages calculated between multiple studies on the subject, your instinct is right.â Ouch, a bit robotic, Kominato. Try again. âIf youâve felt thereâs a chance of finding them this long, youâre probably right.â
Kuramochi looked up at him, a smile pulling at the corners of his lips. âIâm like, ninety-nine percent sure that you said that most of the time the âdesperate feeling of family members that their missing children or relatives are still out thereâ is just âpeople clinging to hopeâ most of the time, judging by the one memory I have on the subject.â
Ryousuke snorted. âThat was before I knew you,â he admitted. His fingers tightened and loosened on the edge of the counter behind him. Why was he suddenly feeling so awkward in his own apartment? âBut I know better now. Youâre reckless, but youâre not the type to let your emotions overrun your judgement. Youâre not obsessive or anything like thatâjust stupid, sometimes, but thatâs not what this is.â
Kuramochi barked a laugh at the same time his own meal finished reheating. âIs that your professional opinion?â he asked.
âAs a doctor? Absolutely.â
Kuramochi grinned and scooped up his plate, this time having the foresight to safeguard his hand with a paper towel so he didnât burn it. Ryousuke lead the way over to the couch in the main room, then went to get drinks for the two of them. When he sat the glass of water down in front of Kuramochi, his partner looked up and met his eyes with that obnoxiously earnest expression of his. Ryousuke sat down on the other side of the sofa, putting that scientific unit of measurement known as the straight-space-bubble to considerate use. âI really appreciate that, you know,â Kuramochi told him. Ryousuke raised an eyebrow.
âWhat?â he asked.
Kuramochi nodded to some nonexistent thing behind him, referring to their earlier conversation. âYour opinion. Your honesty.â He waves his hand like he doesnât know what gesture to make to emphasize his point. âYou always tell me exactly what I need to hear, even if itâs not always what I want to hear. I appreciate that about you.â
Ryousuke reminded himself that people get more honest late at night in order to swallow his heartbeat as it swelled into his throat. âThatâs awfully sentimental of you,â he said instead of the thousands of other things demanding to be let out of his chest. âAre you sure you didnât accidentally put hot sauce on your food too?â
With the moment effectively ruined, they dissolved into their typical banter as Kuramochi suggested they watch the sports channelâs baseball highlights. Ryousuke didnât remember falling asleep, but when he woke up the next morning to find Kuramochi half-falling off the other side of his couch, he figured waking up wasnât always the hardest thing in the world.
ââ ââ
Right. Of course itâs a breacher. Their worst-case scenario come to life right before Youichiâs eyes.
Okay, well, maybe not quite before his eyes. Heâs still blinking spots out of his vision from that blow to the head earlier, because wow. Thatâs a concussion for sure.
From what he can make out, heâs in a dark, dry place. Honestly, he could be literally anywhere right now. Narumiya mightâve opened a gate to the fucking Sahara for all he knows, which would suck so much ass. How the fuck would Ryousuke and the others get clearance to work in Northern Africa, where half the countries donât even acknowledge assets as functioning citizens? If Narumiyaâs smart, heâs probably thought of that. Oh god, heâs in the Sahara isnât he?
Thereâs a rubber cord binding his hands behind the chair heâs tied to. Great, so no frying through that. Heâll have to get creative if heâs gonna get out of here.
With perfect action movie timing, seeing as Youichiâs only just come back to consciousness, a door across the room opens and backlights a silhouette that Youichi already knows to be Narumiyaâs from his pretentious posture alone. He switches on an old light bulb that flickers weakly to life above Youichiâs head and swaggers into the room, closing the door behind him.
âDude,â Youichi says, taking in the cobwebs and the old concrete walls of the room around him. âYou know, I was kind of impressed by your whole serial killer setupâjust âcuz itâs pretty out-there for what we usually deal withâbut youâve really lost all my respect by resorting to cheap crime-drama clichĂ©s.â
Narumiya snorts. When he speaks, his voice is something like a shrill whine, and he sounds just as full of himself as Youichi suspected of a pretentious narcissist like him. âAs if your opinion even matters. I can see youâre not the smart one in the partnership, then.â
Youichi scoffs. âWhat, you havenât done your research? Probably wouldâa been a good idea, considering who youâre dealing with.â
âWhat, the government?â Narumiya laughs, and he pulls up a chair and straddles it backwards, propping an elbow on the back and leaning his chin into his palm like this conversation is the most uninteresting thing he could possibly be doing at this moment. Youichi canât lie to himselfâhe knows itâs an interrogation tactic (heâs seen Ryousuke use it plenty of times when talking to suspects), but itâs really annoying to be on the receiving end of. âThey canât do anything. Iâm sure youâre not so stupid that youâd think I let you and your friend see me just for the thrill of it.â
Youichi tugs at the bindings on his wrist experimentally. It feels like some sort of bungee cord. Itâs tight, choking his circulation, but if he wears it down enough he might be able to stretch himself free. Just keep him talking for now. Learn what you can. Thank god for that âEverything That Could Ever Go Wrong and What to Do 101â class he had to take while he was training to join the Force. âSo what were you going for, then? What dâyou gain by exposing yourself if itâs not just for funsies?â
Narumiya examined his cuticles with disinterest. âWell, since youâre so well-versed in drama clichĂ©s, Iâm sure you know that if I told you everything, Iâd have to kill you.â
Itâs Youichiâs turn to laugh. âRight, because you still really intend to get away with all of this now that the feds are onto you? Sorry, not just the fedsâthe Japan Federal Asset Force?â
Narumiya sighs and waves his hand like heâs shooing off Youichiâs insignificant arguments. âYouâre all just a bunch of government dogs that the law barely allows to exist. I know how tight your leash is, so I know you wonât be able to go off on us without fucking up the reputation of the whole damned J-FAF.â He looks content at the way calling Youichiâs bluff has left his prisoner with a sour expression. âDonât worry, though,â he says, standing back up and swinging the chair back to the corner of the room. âYouâve got a while left before we dispose of you. Maybe they just might surprise us!â
Before he can leave, Youichi tries one last time to get Narumiya to divulge some information. There is one thing he can try. âWhoâs âweâ? You mean the drug cartel you work for?â
Narumiya turns, looking delighted. âThey actually bought that shit?â he asks, incredulous. âGod, the government really is stupid.â He laughs, shaking his head. âIâll have to tell Kunitomo his dumb plan is working.â Then he kills the light, and Youichi is left alone in the dark once again.
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With Ryousuke out on leave, Youichi had a lot of time to himself. Kataoka let the whole team take time off where they need itâFuruya was feeling the hit too, seeing as Haruichi was his partner, and Sawamura was his best friend (which had resulted in emotional outbursts that caused explosions all around the station, much to the chagrin of Miyuki, who was always stuck reversing time just to save the building from collapse). So Youichi didnât feel too bad taking the time off, as long as he and Kataoka agreed that he would be called to action any time he was needed. But he didnât get many calls, so he found himself walking the streets a lot, thinking.
His mind always came back to the same thing, though, especially when he was already feeling down. It had been almost three years since his family disappeared. Three years since he decided he would dedicate himself to the Japan Asset Force and do everything in his power to find them. He knew the rest of the squad helped where they could. He was pretty sure heâd even caught Miyuki doing a timewalk on the second anniversary, which was super against the law without proper sanctioning and super characteristic of his non-flashy way of going about helping people. But even with their help, it still hadnât been enough. How much longer would he have to wait to see his mother again? Would he ever see her again? He used to think that people didnât just vanish off the face of the earth, but he was feeling less and less sure about that as of late.
He thought back to his conversation with Ryousuke in his partnerâs apartment two days prior. Ryousuke had been his biggest critic, back when Youichi had first joined the Force. One of the very first things heâd ever said to him was a statistic regarding the percentage of missing persons still alive after the first forty-eight hours of abduction, and heâd proceeded to tally off the ever-shrinking percentage of those kept alive beyond that time until Tanba had graciously stepped in to stop him. Suffice to say, their introductions hadnât been the smoothest in the world.
But they had come so far. A month into their time together, Youichi finally learned Ryousukeâs whole story from Haruichi, who was an elemental type asset that had admired his brother very much. He always spoke of Ryousuke like he was the reason the sun rose every day, and Youichi thought then as he walked along the streets of Tokyo on that drizzly evening that maybe Haruichi had been onto something. Youichi, who had initially thought that being partnered with an asset-less grouse of a man would make it impossible for him to gain recognition in the Force, learned that Ryousuke was anything but useless.
They were closer now than Youichi ever though would be possible six months ago. Ryousuke was his best friend, and Youichi, though he would never stop looking for his family, felt that he had gained something that could help fill the hole that had been carved into him in their absence. He intended to return the favor, now that Ryousuke needed him.
The night heâd spent in Ryousukeâs apartment two days ago had been replaying in his mind ever since he returned home the following morning, and he couldnât really place why. He kept thinking about that one thing Ryousuke had said to him, about how he wasnât obsessive or whatever. Why did his chest feel tight when Ryousuke said those things? Why did the mere memory of that conversation make him anxious? He didnât think he was uncomfortable with any of itâRyousuke was his partner, after all. Theyâd seen the best and worst of each other even in the short time theyâd known each other. That was bound to urge them toward a more intimate friendship. Was he embarrassed? Maybe. He could be a bit too honest about his feelings sometimes. Maybe Ryousuke was put off by that, especially since, obviously, he was already dealing with a lot of emotional shit right now. Ryousuke wasnât as open as Youichi was. That was probably what it was.
He sighed and watched his breath cloud in the cool air in front of him. The sun was starting to set. He didnât feel like going through the trouble of âzappingâ himself home, as Miyuki mockingly called his electrically-induced speed. He turned on his heel and nearly collided with a guy on a jog coming up behind him.
âWhoa! Sorry about that,â Youichi said. His phone slipped from his hand and clattered to the ground. âAhâShit.â
The runner, a dark-skinned young man with slicked-back hair, smiled kindly and bent down to pick up Youichiâs phone before he could get it. âNo worries, man,â he assured him as he handed Youichi the phone. âHave a good night.â
âThanks man, you too,â Youichi called as the runner took off again. He checked his phone to make sure it hadnât cracked, then turned it on to see if something was wrong with it. The screen glitched for a second, then returned to normal. Youichi double checked that nothing was damaged, then shrugged and put it in his pocket, turning to make his way home.
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Ryousuke slams the door to the Squad A division office open, nearly toppling a poor intern in the process. Jun and Tetsu, who are having a conversation at one of the conference tables, stand up in alarm.
âRyousuke?â Jun asks, watching as Ryousuke marches down the hall with what he supposes is a rather violent expression on his face. âWhatâs going on? Isââ He looks back towards the door and notices Kuramochi isnât following him. âWhereâs Kuramochi?â
âI need to talk to Takako,â Ryousuke replies, and he shoulders past Miyuki, whoâs arguing with Sawamura in the hallway. Jun and Tetsu follow after him, and Sawamura starts shouting at Miyuki to face him like a man, which has Ryousuke thinking Miyukiâs following him too. It doesnât matterâhe opens Takakoâs door and storms up to her desk, slamming a hand down on the table and startling her out of an intensive session of paperwork.
âRyousuke-san!â she says, surprised. Ryousuke doesnât have time to feel bad for how rude heâs beingâhe needs her help now. The ring on his little finger feels like itâs cutting off circulation.
âI need you to find Kuramochi,â he says without prelude. âHeâs been kidnapped by our suspectâa breacher. I need to know where he is.â
Takakoâs face hardens immediately. âIâm on it,â she replies, and she opens her drawer to find a proper grounding object.
âYour guyâs a breacher?â Jun gapes, reminding Ryousuke of the little parade behind him. He turns to find Jun, Tetsu and Miyuki in the doorway, with Sawamura jumping up and down behind them to try and get a look into the room. Junâs shaking his head, running a hand down his face. âOf all the things it couldâve beenâŠâ
Ryousuke turns to address them. âI need one of you to get me all the information you can on someone named âNarumiya Mei.â Heâs the one who took Kuramochi, and heâs the one we suspect is behind the murders on our case.â
Jun starts to leave, but Miyukiâs surprised voice stops him. âNarumiya Mei? Chris and I have been off and on his case for a year now.â
âWhat?â Sawamura squawks, affronted, but Ryousuke narrows his eyes.
âTell me everything.â
ââ ââ
Miyuki sits them down at a conference table and goes over his history with Narumiya. Ryousuke learns that Narumiyaâs part of a faction of misguided assets lead by an unknown figurehead, who finds malleable young assets and manipulates them into doing his bidding, usually by convincing them assets are the âsuperior raceâ, from what he and Chris have found out. Their discussion is interrupted by Takako, who leans out of her office and announces sheâs got a lead. Ryousukeâs chair nearly falls back with the force that he stands.
âHeâs not actually that far,â Takako says, turning her laptop to show them the location on Google Maps. âMore inland than where he disappeared from, but heâs still in Tokyo.â
Ryousuke almost canât bring himself to ask, but he needs to know. âSo heâs alive?â
âWithout a doubt,â Takako assures him. âGet this: I even got a broadcast from him. Heâs sending me any information he can through our linkâfrom what I can tell, heâs totally okay, just tied up. But he says itâs not a drug cartel. He says thereâs a guy named Kunitomo involved.â
That name seems to send Miyuki reeling. âKunitomo?â he echoes.
âThat name means something to you?â Tetsu asks, watching as Miyuki disappears into his own black hole of an office only to reappear with a thick manila folder labeled âCASE 00487, CLEAREDâ.
âChris and I interviewed him at the beginning of our investigation. He checked out back then, but if we consider that he had Narumiya under his thumb at that time, it makes sense that he might have a convincing alibi.â
Ryousuke marks down the coordinates on Takakoâs computer and stands abruptly, ignoring the looks he gets from the others.
âYouâre going alone?â Tetsu guesses, watching as Ryousuke makes for the office door.
âIâm not waiting for Kataokaâs song and dance,â Ryousuke replies, referring to the standard protocol for rescue missions. âIâll deal with him later.â Iâm not losing Kuramochi too, he doesnât say. He knows from they way none of them protest that they hear him anyway.
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âThereâs one thing you should know, about my brother,â Haruichi tells him one day over lunch.
Youichi looks up from his sandwich, chewing hard to try and swallow quickly. âWhatâs that?â he responds as soon as his mouth is no longer full.
Haruichi pauses for a moment, as if wondering whether he should tell Youichi or not. He and Ryousuke do that a lot, heâs noticed. He wonders if itâs a family thing.
âOnce he decides to do something, nothing can convince him to stop.â
ââ ââ
Youichi faces down with Narumiya once again half an hour later.
âChange of plans,â Narumiya sighs. âIf Iâd known you were the valuable one, I wouldâve gone after your partner instead.â
Youichi raises an eyebrow. âWhat are you talking about?â
Narumiya flicks on the light again and leans up against the wall, arms folded. âCarlos says we canât kill you. Heâs been on your tail for a while now, working out how to fit all the pieces together.â He looks over his shoulder out into the hall, then shrugs. âI guess heâs finally found out how. Anyways,â he steps further into the room, looking over Youichi like heâs a stain on the floor and not a human being. âHereâs whatâs going to happen. Your little groupies are going to get here inââ He checks his watch. ââten minutes. By then, weâre going to be long gone, and youâre not going to tell anyone anything you know, or any of what Iâm about to tell you.â
Youichi scoffs. âYeah? And why the hell would I agree to that?â
Narumiya leans over in front of him, grinning a cold, humorless smile at him. âBecause, Kuramochi Youichi, I know where your family is, and if you want to keep them not-dead, youâre going to agree to everything I say.â
ââ ââ
Heâs prepared to show up guns blazing, but when Ryousuke reaches the building, itâs empty. He worries for a minute that Narumiya escaped and took Kuramochi with him, somehow tipped off that Ryousuke was on his way, but then he finds Kuramochi tied to a chair in a room with a flickering old light, and the relief that floods him is almost debilitating.
âRyou-san,â Kuramochi says, bewildered as he looks up, and Ryousukeâs glad to see heâs physically okay but thereâs a faraway look in his eyes.
âYouâre okay,â he says it like a prayer, but his chest tightens because he feels like thatâs not quite true. But he says it again, if only for the sake of trying to convince himself. âYouâre okay.â













