#jebastian

“Kill me, little sister. Kill me and you kill Jace, too.” ― Cassandra Clare, City of Lost Souls  

Jessi: Why are you following me on tumblr?

Jessi: Why do you /have/ a tumblr?

Not sure if this is a good sign or not, either he was trying to impress me, which I highly doubt, or he was trying to impress Lauren.

I'm going with the latter. 

Fml. 

ALTHOUGH, we were playing bulldog in the sun and he picked me up and carried me, it was the most beautiful moment of my life, not going to lie. I literally turned round to my friend and grinned so much hahaha. 

And this morning when I got off the bus, he hugged me and his body felt soooooo beautiful haha. 

AND I was wearing his sunglasses all day :P 

Oh and ALSO, guess who was given an invitation to his party todayyyy... yeah me haha. The party is actually on the date of my birthday, but I really want to go. It's not like i'd actually be doing anything for my birthday. I'm excited. 

“Your lips taste like heaven. So why should I stop?”  

The seventeen year old belted out the words along with his iPod as he danced around his bedroom, getting ready for one of the biggest nights of his life. Tonight would be the first official date that he and his boyfriend Sebastian were going on and he had the most brilliant plan for it all. James could remember the spot vividly as he thought back to those summers his parents drove out to the waterfall near the edge of town. It was a peaceful desolate area that seemed to be untouched by human contact, just the way that nature should be. Everything around the waterfall was so pristine, not to mention it was quite the romantic spot.

He slowly stopped dancing around to quickly check his reflection in the standup mirror in his bedroom, smiling in approval as he adjusted his blazer. “Don’t be nervous. This might be your first date but he’s your best friend, you’ve known him forever.” He said to himself in the mirror, turning around to exit his bedroom. As he descended down the stairs he met his mother at the end of the stairs who smiled up at him, “Wow. Don’t you look handsome, going on a date?” She asked as she arched an eyebrow in curiosity. “Possibly…” A coy smirk crawled onto his lips as he grabbed the car keys hanging from the rack and exited his house, trying to avoid any other pestering questions that his mother might have.

Now sitting in the front seat of his car he tightly gripped the steering wheel, the car’s motor in neutral as he tried to gather up the courage to actually back out of the driveway. He slowly glanced over his shoulder to make sure he hadn’t forgotten anything. In the backseat there was a picnic basket containing a meal that he had worked on a majority of the day to make for he and Sebastian, candles, and a blanket for them. It seemed a bit cliché but he wanted tonight to be like a fairytale, especially with the possibility that this date might lead to more. It might have been the first date but it wasn’t like that had first met one another, they had both been living for the past year with unrequited feelings for one another.

He took a deep breath and finally began to pull onto the street, driving down the same darkened road that he had many times before. As each house and tree passed him his chest clenched, that nervousness fleeting back to him. Spotting the neat two story house that belonged to his best friend he pulled up along the curbside and parked his car, pulling out his phone and creating a new message.

Your chariot awaits prince charming. Come downstairs. – J