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A random sketch of Steven and Spinel from my Fanfic, With All My Heart.
Steven being possessive and jealous. It’s my life blood.
Side Note: sorry about the scratchy sketch. Once again, I have terrible nerve damage in my hands, so it takes a great deal of time and concentration to clean my drawings up. I’ll probably do that later. :)
Everyone had stayed up all night looking for Spinel and when they found her, she had erased her former self, no longer remembering her past with the Crystal Gems and Steven. While this was upsetting, most were glad at the prospect of Spinel regaining her memories, since that seemed to be a possibility.
However, for Steven, Spinels memories couldn't come back fast enough. Lars had given up on the idea of going home to rest and eventually fell asleep on Stevens couch after staying up all night. Steven, refusing to leave Spinel alone with Lars, had fallen asleep sitting against the couch. When he finally woke up, he saw Spinel resting her head on the edge of the couch next to Lars.
A tight grip was felt around his heart. This was going to be difficult. When Spinel looked at him, he could see that she didn't know at all who he was. It hurt. Even though he didn't want to be ungrateful. After all, she did return unharmed after he was so worried that her gem was breaking. Then again, why did Padparadscha use those words in the first place? There must have been a reason.
Lars stirred in his sleep and Spinel opened her eyes with a smile.
She giggled with a sneaky grin and carefully stretched her legs over Lars before sitting on his waist lightly. "Tiiiime to play!" She announced cheerfully, still not understand the sleeping concept even after Pearl tried to tell her that Lars needed rest.
Lars gasped and shot up in alarm, surprised and annoyed to see Spinel sitting in his lap. "...oh yeah." He muttered with a frown.
"Okay, okay," Steven huffed, stomping over to them and grabbing Spinel by the waist to lift her off of Lars. She wasn't the Spinel he knew, but he still didn't want them too close.
Spinel was blissfully unaware of Steven’s irritation and looked down at his as he held her up.
"Do you want to play too? She asked.
"I keep telling you, I don't want to play anything. I need to go and get some work done..." Lars grumbled
"I can help!" Spinel stated eagerly.
Lars remembered all the other times spinel tried to help at the bakery. Her over enthusiasm always caused problems. "Uh, actually, it would help a lot more if you stayed here with Steven." Lars tried.
"Steven?" Spinel repeated. "...but..."
Steven felt that grip on his heart get even tighter. Still, he had known Spinel all his life, couldn't that help a little. "Yeah, we can play a few games while Lars is working." He suggested, placing Spinel down.
Spinel glanced over at Lars, clearly disappointed. Spinel’s were meant to stay with their friends. "Well, if that's what will make you happy..." she relented.
"Yes, that would make me very happy!" Lars exclaimed. "In fact, what would also make me happy, is if you stayed here with Steven for a couple of days!" He attempted, hoping he had found the magic words to make her do what he wanted.
"Cause I have, uh...a lot of work to do. So this is where you have to stay while I do that."
"Oh! So this is where you'll come to play with me?" Asked Spinel cheerfully.
"Yep! Whenever I want to play, I'll come here. So you should wait here until then." Lars said with a nervous smile. He just wanted some peace and even if he had one of the off colors watch Spinel, he knew it would still be a mess. It was especially hectic when Spinel and Padparadscha were alone together.
"Okay!" Spinel agreed, stretching her arms to coil them around Lars once again, hugging him affectionately.
"Lars, I said stop touching her!" Steven insisted with a frown, grabbing Spinels waist again to try and pull her off of him.
"And I said I ain't the one doing the touching!" Lars groaned back. "Spinel, let go!"
Spinel unraveled her arms at once, causing Steven to fall backward with Spinel in his arms.
"Okay, well—-see ya later!" Lars called out, deciding to get out of there as quickly as he could. He wouldn't be baking anything today, but at least he could get some rest and be fresh for tomorrow.
Spinel was still waving goodbye when Lars at left.
Steven watched her, determined to make use of this day and try to remind Spinel of everything she had forgotten. Standing up, he pat himself down and took a deep breath. Being around Spinel when she didn’t know home was a little hard, but had to endure it if he wanted his Spinel back.
“So Spinel, do you want to play a game?”
“You bet I do! What are we gonna play?!” Spinel exclaimed happily.
“We’re going to play a sort of…scavenger hunt,” Steven explained, “a game where you try and find the things that I describe.”
“Ooooooh, that sounds like fun. I bet Lars would like that game too! When he comes back, we can show him how to play!”
Steven frowned. Was Lars all she could think about now? It really irked him and though it was irrational, it made him a little mad at Lars.
“Um…sure. Now, come on, let’s go and start the game.” Steven took Spinel’s hand and led her up the stairs to his room. It was where Spinel spent most of her time, so maybe something there would jog her memory? “Does anything in here look familiar?” asked Steven.
To Steven’s dismay, Spinel let go of his hand, strolling around the room slowly.
“Hmmmmm…maybe…this?!” Spinel announced as she scooped up the gift Steven had left on his bed.
“That’s right,” he replied, stepping up to her as she handed him the present. “Do you want to see what’s inside?”
Spinel nodded and Steven sat himself down at the edge of the bed. Honestly, he was still a little afraid to open the package. For some reason, this gift seemed like it would the final nail in the coffin. Untying the ribbon, he carefully removed the wrapping and opened the box. There was a bunch of shattered glass inside, no doubt from when Connie fell on it. The glass looked as though it was meant to be a display box before it was broken. Beneath the shattered glass was a Gem, but clearly not one that had been alive. Spinel must have gathered the mineral of spinel all on her own and cut the gem in the shape of a heart. It looked almost identical to Spinel’s gem. Steven could just imagine Spinel in her room, working on her gift and getting annoyed when she made a mistake. He was sure Pearl helped her with some of it. Also in the box, was a flower crown that had been perfectly preserved. He was a little confused until he remembered that he made her a flower crown almost every year when he was younger. They would always find some field and they would race to see who could make one faster.
“What a nice gift, you have a good friend.” Spinel commented as she stared down at the gift.
Steven glanced up at Spinel’s face and felt tears burn at the edge of his eyes. She didn’t remember those things. She didn’t even look the same.
“Yeah…” he muttered softly, looking back down at the gift. “…she cared a lot about me...” Steven wiped his eyes and placed the box back down on the bed. He would have fixed it, but maybe waiting for Spinel to get better would make it a more cheerful gift.
Spinel noticed his tears and leaned down to meet his eyes, “Hey, don’t be sad…” she pleaded quietly. For some reason, seeing Steven like this made her chest sting. Reaching over on reflex, Spinel placed her hand against his cheek. Not that she remembered, but she often did this when he was upset.
Steven was surprised, but if anything it just made him feel worse. Even with her hand against his skin, when he looked into her eyes there was no affection. Not really. Spinel’s eyes were always filled with emotion, while this version just seemed cheerful no matter what happened. He swallowed back some tears and took a breath, taking her hand gently from his face.
“I know you don’t remember me…” Steven’s voice trailed off, holding her hand tenderly in his. “And even if I tell you all the things I want to, it would just confuse you.”
It felt as if the faint sting in her chest grew larger. She felt the warmth of his hand and though Spinel didn’t know why, she didn’t want him to let go. “Y…you can tell me anything you like.” She answered, still trying to cheer him up and attempting to disregard the strange feeling in her chest. She wasn’t sure what she was supposed to say, but it felt right to simply speak with him.
Steven sighed and shook his head. He didn’t want to overwhelm her. “We have all day. Besides, there is somewhere we should go that I think will help.”
He stood from the bed; keeping her hand in his as he led her back down the stairs and towards the temple. Now that he knew about the garden, that was probably the best place for her right now. After all, she lived a long time before she ever met him. She needed to remember his mother too, right?
Spinel didn’t say a word as she allowed Steven to lead her through his large pink bedroom, looking around curiously even as he requested the door to the garden. When they walked into the tranquil oasis, Spinel took a deep breath, feeling as if something was warming up inside of her, her gem beginning to glow a soft pink light.
“I remember this place…” she breathed with a smile, “…in here…I played with my friend until…” her voice trailed off and the smile slowly faded from her face.
“Until…?” Steven asked hopefully. Was she really started to remember? Even if it wasn’t him, it was something.
Spinel felt a sharp pain in her chest, as if someone was trying to rip out her gem. She could see figures in her head, they didn’t have any faces, but the clearer the images tried to become, the more she hurt. If it hurt this much, she didn’t want to remember. “NO!” Spinel shouted defiantly, placing both hands over her gem.
“Spinel?! What’s wrong?”
“I-I want my friend!” Spinel shouted in panic. “Please, just take me back to find Lars?” Spinel pleaded, turning to Steven almost in tears.
As much as it hurt him to hear her asking for someone else, it hurt him even more to see her like this. She used to do this when she got upset in the past. She’d ask for him so that she could calm down. It appeared that emotional instability was still present.
“…Okay. Let’s go find Lars.” Steven agreed, taking her hand again to lead her out.
He certainly dragged his feet in getting there, but when they made it to Lars’ house and the pink hued boy answered the door, Spinel immediately let go of Steven’s hand and wrapped her arms around Lars’ waist. Lars would have been annoyed at her again if he didn’t see her sad expression as she attempted to bury her face against his chest.
“Wha…what happened?” Lars asked Steven, too embarrassed to return her embrace. It also didn’t help that Steven was glaring daggers at him and he was worried the gentle boy might snap if he actually tried to comfort her.
“I think I pushed her too far. It was probably too much at once…” Steven replied evenly, glancing away from Lars so he wouldn’t have to see Spinel holding onto him so desperately. He hated this painful feeling. Was this how Spinel felt every time he was with Connie?
“…so she asked me to bring her back to you. Only for a second though!” Steven finished quickly. “She’s not staying here.”
Lars hated being in the middle like this and he was surprised that Steven seemed so jealous. He thought Steven and Spinel were just friends, but the way it looked like Steven wanted to slug him, made him think different.
“Um, Spinel, are you feeling better now?” Lars asked, carefully keeping his arms up and away from her body, but patting her hand very lightly with a flat palm.
Spinel pulled back with a sniffle, but she nodded her head before wiping her eyes.
“mmhm….” She hummed quietly. “…but can’t I stay here with you for a while?”
Lars glanced over at Steven’s anxious expression and he shook his head. “S-sorry, Spinel, you have to stay with Steven and the others.” He actually found this a little difficult. Like this, she short of reminded him of Padparadscha. An innocent gem that needed special care, whom he’d come to see as something of a little sister. “But hey, I’ll come around later today so that we can uh…play a game.” He finished awkwardly, unable to completely reject her. It just made him feel too guilty and even if he really didn’t want this kind of trouble, he couldn’t be that cold.
Spinel smiled finally and her eyes brightened. “Yay,” she exclaimed jumping into his arms and knocking Lars down onto his back, her arms around his neck and snuggling with him.
Seeing Spinel lying on top of Lars, no matter how innocent it was, the ground beneath Steven cracked a little and Lars could swear felt a slight tremor. Panicking, Lars tried to push her off, “S-Spinel, get off’a me!”
However, before Spinel get the chance, she felt Steven’s arms wrap around her waist again. He hugged her close as he pulled her away from Lars with a low growl. The thought of Lars, or anyone touching Spinel as he had touched her, it made his blood boil. This was not a pleasant feeling.
Spinel blushed lightly as Steven hugged her close to his chest while he and Lars argued a little. She could hear Steven’s heartbeat against her ear and somehow, it was rather soothing. Closing her eyes with a gentle smile, Spinel let the soft sound drown out the bickering and that warm feeling inside her chest was back again.
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Wait can you please add Kevin being annoying for a chapter or something and Steven getting mad lmaoo if he got that mad at lars I don’t want to imagine kevin. I love your story! : )
Unfortunately, it’s too late to actually add this scenario into the story. I can draw some scenes for it and maybe write a short little “What If” bonus, but I can’t actually add it to the story since the moment has passed.
