#jay.error

art is such a wonderful thing to be able to create. to take time out of your day to create something that meaningfully impacts someone else. to be able to put your vision out on paper or a screen or a slab of clay and it becomes art.

however, not everyone is able to have that privilege. @shoroa91 and her family have been robbed of a home, a place to live, their educations, and her children's childhoods.

every day, she reaches out to people to spread the word that she is still alive, that she will keep fighting for her and her children. so that one day, they can live a safe and free life.

if you have sympathy and some money to spare, please consider helping shorouq and her children.

as of writing this post, she is at €1,346 / €30,000, only 4% of her goal. she has been vetted.

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That's love, isn't it? Being so afraid of losing somebody that you can't breathe - that means you love them, doesn't it? Why does loving someone feel so much like terror?

hi guys i've been forehead deep in the samlippe mines. maybe deeper. the look outside brainrot has been grisping me <3

as many have also done, shoutout to @shpepyao for rewiring everyone's brains as to how to draw phillippe o7 ceo of phillippe, genuinely cannot draw or see him any other way (except mine is a little bit more of a bird cuz i'm the way that i am lol)

hey guys we gotta make joel's symbolism the pleiades cluster now. it's a subaru.

i've been seeing a lot of theories about how orange is wrath (which i support) and how his name is apollo based on the end card (which i ALSO support and it makes me go insane). i've also seen a lot of theories where apollo and logan are brothers, and that got me to think about the sides' functions.

logan, obviously, cannot be orange. he's blue, he's logic, he's rationality. but let's focus on what he isn't, because that's the basis of my theory. logic cannot be emotional. logic cannot be irrational. logic cannot get mad, has to know all the right words and things to say, and he definitely cannot lose himself to his emotions.

so logan, one day, decided that he doesn't need to deal with all of that. perhaps as a young side he lashed out and realized thomas would not benefit from his emotional outbursts. and with the power of creativity (i like to imagine that this was before remus and roman's split), logan helped put away all of that nastiness.

just turns out that it couldn't just disappear, and a new side was born.

apollo is everything that logan isn't. while logan never got rid of his own emotions, he did project all of that onto apollo, who he also named (because probably thomas started to learn about greek myths at the time). so in essence, apollo is logan's son, but they don't tend to think of themselves like that. more like brothers, but not twins like roman and remus are. logan is the older brother, and apollo is a child. (also apollo and logan? i think its cute they can call each other lo)

apollo is, essentially, just a mess. he's angry, he's emotional, he has tantrums, and also doesn't know big words. janus helped take care of him (as well as the twins) since he was one of the first sides to appear, so he's the designated caretaker. its only after the lights split from the darks was when apollo went with jan instead of logan.

not many sides know about apollo's existance. obviously janus and logan know, but they're the only ones that know his name. everyone else knows him as wrath and only remus knows he's logan's brother. patton and roman know there's another side, but apollo keeps himself hidden most of the time.

let's not forget that he's still logan's little brother. even if he's everything logan is not, they still share similar abilities. he's the only one logan gets mad at, so a common sight (no one can see) is them glaring at each other orange-eyed. and it's apollo's influence on logan that gives him some of his rage back. logan never gave his anger away, only supressed it.