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14- something i do without realizing?

i use a LOT of hand gestures like a LOT especially when i talk. i’m a very expressive person whether its my face or my body or whatever. im essentially a living breathing muppet

22- 5 thing i want to change

1. my perspective on things; i have the ability to think and see rationally, but it’s so short-term. i instinctively go to black/white,good/bad, etc, especially in emotionally intensive situations and it always proves fatal to me.

2. my nostrils are so damn huge wtf

3. my hair is too thin and fine i wish it had volume tbh

4. my parents’ opinion on medication and mental illness

a- why my last relationship ended?

WELL for starters he was much older than me so we were in different places emotionally, i realized i didn’t really feel any attraction anymore, i felt guilty because i was dealing with a lot of self-loathing, i didn’t think we were a good match, and i felt like i gave him false hope so i just wanted to cut ties w him even though i already fucked him up (reason #2830582357 why i dont deserve anyone)

b- favorite band?

TWENTY ONE PILOTS !!! and death cab for cutie and andrew jackson jihad :-)

i- have any tattoos or piercings?