So let me ask you a question, have you ever had a moment in your grade school life where you keep your secrets? My best friend and I had one. It was called JASRIEL (A ship name of her Jasmine and me Gabriel) Anyways the tagline that goes outside the notebook says “A Friend Without An Ending.” It has the most nostalgic and throwback memories I have ever had in Grade 5. It was the year I had a crush on Jasmine. I had heart problems, not medically but emotionally hahaha. It was a fun time being in love, I was young and don’t even know what I was thinking. It felt right the right time with the wrong person and felt like the perfect person in the wrong time. Anyways the paper was still white I guess there’s forever...but only on paper.
Second question, have you ever experienced preparing your things and then today is not going to be the day you’re gonna use it? If that all makes sense to you well today is that day where I had that moment.. Today, October 2, 2015 was suppose to be our retreat. Yeah, I had packed my stuff for an overnight stay until that perfect storm happen. Wrong timing climate change! It was like 1 Am I started to write letters for my classmates. I think I lost my creativity with letters, I don’t know I guess I got busy in school. I’m actually surprised at the words that inked on the paper I used. It was a different me; I started saying things that I don’t even think about. I guess that’s when you know it comes from the heart.
I woke up 6 Am and spent 12 hours watching episodes and movies like How To Get Away With Murder, Scandal, Paper Towns, Me Earl and the Dying Girl and after that I just realized what the fuck have I been doing? I should make more letters and fix my thesis.