darling speak to me (but don't you say a word) by backonyou: Only the first chapter has been posted so far but it is sooooo damn delicious and I am super excited for more. post s5 getting back together via drunk/high phone calls between them in college. Bonus: Argyle mention!
you know what I mean by @somepomegranatetea: Lonnie shows back up at the Byers' house after s5 and only Nancy and Jonathan are home
the various oddities of Jonathan Byers by @somepomegranatetea: early relationship jancy ft. Nancy taking note of all of Jonathan's little oddities. It is so sweet.
stars in the ceiling by @wanderleave: I didn't realize chapter 2 had been posted so now I know what I'm reading tonight! chapter 1 was so fun. Another getting back together post s5 wip where Nancy ends up in snowed in with Jonathan in NYC after they haven'r talked in a while.
color correction by @throttlegainwell: this one is only 195 so you can read it SO FAST. A (perfect) fix it for that damn pink sweater confession because actually wtf was that
the landslide will bring you down and we'll be a fine line, we'll be alright by @jonathanbyersphd: Post s2 early relationship Jancy, Jonathan is trying to keep it together with his family while Joyce is struggling while also navigating his new relationship with Nancy. Landslide is the more recent work and is more jancy focused if that's what you're looking for; we'll be a fine line is the same timeline but from Joyce's POV
Looking Through Windows by inthemorninglight: This is such a good Jancy + Byers family fic. It's about Nancy's first time over for dinner after s2 and her supporting Jonathan when his family is having a very hard time.
a love supreme by @stoprobbers: Truthfully i haven't read this one YET (but it is top of the list)...HOWEVER I know it's good because everything stoprobbers writes is amazing. This is her latest post s5 getting back together fic!! Also do yourself a favor and go read all her older works while you're at it.
shut-eyed firebirds by @leslie057: Another one that I haven't finished YET but I have started and it is sooo fantastic!! future jancy navigating their relationship and getting married and starting a family.
These are just the ones I've discovered since s5 but there are also a lot of excellent older jancy fics if you are willing to deep dive in the tags!!! definitely check out the other fics written by all the aforementioned authors, lots of gems in there. Some other authors I recommend are @maddie-grove (AO3), @jancys-blue-bayou (AO3), and VerityR (AO3; Note that this author last wrote for jancy in 2019 so all of the fics are older, but they are like ship classics to me. banger after banger coming from VerityR back in the day)
Finally, I have to give a shameless self plug for my jancy fics. Look, lowkey I haven't looked at any of these since publishing them several years ago, so no saying how well they've held up, lol. But I was certainly proud of them at the time :) especially Whatever Our Souls Are Made Of which is my soulmate au!
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I have a over 10k word post epilogue jancy fic in my drafts but idk I canât bring myself to post it or anything because I canât turn my brain off the negativity-train for long enough to tell myself that itâs good in any way, shape or form
It just feels a little bit like it has no direction. I need to try and remind myself of the fact that not everything needs to be perfect (or serious) all the time perhaps
[A fic for day 5 of @jancyweek2020. The theme is âone differenceâ - and Iâve written about Karen finding Jonathan in Nancyâs room back in 1x06!]
Karen Wheeler pinned the final wave of her brown hair into place and stood back from the mirror, eyeing her reflection critically. Smoothing a barely visible crease in her shirtdress, she nodded to herself. Perfect.
She knew some people thought she was vain, but she just saw it as being sensible. Why wouldnât she want to look as good as she could? At her age, especially after three kids, she was lucky to still have her figure and a relatively unlined face. Lucky too to have the money to buy nice clothes and visit the salon every week, courtesy of Ted. (And she knew maintaining a certain look was an important part of keeping him, even if he didnât show much interest in her these days.)
Yesterday had been rough. Funerals always were, but a childâs funeral â her sonâs best friend â that was too much. Sheâd worked so hard to build a safe, happy, prosperous life, but seeing Joyceâs dazed and broken face had made her realise how quickly things could be taken away from you. All you could do right now was enjoy what you had, and try to hold your children a little closer.
Maybe sheâd see if Nancy wanted to help her make breakfast. They could do blueberry pancakes, her favourite. They used to cook together all the time, her little girl standing at her elbow and solemnly watching as she measured out the ingredients. Her Aunt Janine had even made them matching aprons the Christmas Nancy was eleven, with their names embroidered on them. The two of them had drifted apart over the past year, but this seemed like a good moment to try to get back to a simpler time.
Her older daughter had been out last night â a movie with Ally, or maybe it was Stacey. Sheâd heard her come in just after Karen had gone to bed, so it wasnât too early to wake her. She didnât bother knocking, and was already opening the door as she asked, âNancy, sweetheart, are you up?â
Nancy was up. She was sitting on her bed, books scattered around her. And next to her, asleep in her bed was â a boy.
Karen stared, agape. Nancy was momentarily frozen, like a deer in the headlights. Then she carefully jumped up off the bed and walked towards her mother, glancing back at the boy, whoever he was. (Presumably this was the mysterious Steve Harrington, but his face was buried in a pillow.)
âNancy, whatâŠâ
Her daughter shushed her (actually shushed her!), and led her by the arm out into the hallway.
âWhat the hell is going on?â Karen asked in a loud whisper. The last thing she needed was for Ted to hear this conversation.
âItâs not what you think!â her daughter replied, her blue eyes looking at her mother pleadingly. âJonathan and I were justâtalking, about Will and Barb, and everything thatâs been happening, andâŠand neither of us wanted to be alone.â
Wait, that was Jonathan Byers in there? Sheâd seen the two of them spending time together at Willâs funeral, and thought it was sweet of her daughter to reach out to the boy, but this was definitely not sweet.
âOh really?â said Karen. âWhat am I supposed to think? A couple of days ago I found out youâd spent the night with some boy Iâve never even met, and now I find a different boy in your bed. Itâs like I donât even know who you are anymore, Nancy.â
Nancy looked genuinely hurt by that, and Karen felt a stab of guilt. But honestly, what was her daughter thinking? If she didnât want to be alone, her whole family was right there. But apparently Nancy would rather confide in a boy she hardly knew than her own mother.
âItâs not like that,â Nancy said quietly, wrapping her arms around herself. âJonathan and I are justâWeâre friends. We were just talking. Oh my god, Mom, we were at his brotherâs funeral yesterday. Do you really think weâd beâŠdoing anything after that?â Karen tried to read her daughters expression, but found it hard to parse. She looked exhausted, for one thing, and full of anxiety. Barbâs disappearance was taking a toll. It was plausible, she realised, that Nancy and Jonathan had just connected in their shared grief.
But she didnât quite believe her daughterâs statement. The way sheâd glanced back at Jonathan as sheâd pushed her mother out of the room wasnât just about trying to avoid a scene. Sheâd been genuinely concerned; sheâd wanted to let him sleep. And Jonathan was a sweet boy, he took good care of Will and seemed very responsible. He was someone sheâd have been happy for Nancy to go on a date with. But the kind of boy she was happy to find in her daughterâs bed was no boy ever.
Karen took a deep breath. She didnât want to drive her daughter away even further, but she didnât want to be a pushover either. âNancy, Iâm not interested in excuses or explanations. But I never, ever want you to have a boy sleep over in this house again, do you understand?â
Nancy nodded.
âRight now I really need you to get Jonathan out of this house before your father realises heâs here.â
âItâs okay, he can climb out my window.â
That answer came way too easily. Was this not the first time Nancy had snuck a boy in or out of the house? Karen didnât want to think about it, but there were a lot of things she was suddenly having to face up to.
âFine,â she said. âYouâve got twenty minutes. And then I expect to see you at breakfast, alone.â With that, she turned and headed downstairs to cook breakfast on her own, wondering where her little girl had gone, and if sheâd ever get her back.
Nancy didnât appear at the breakfast table. When Karen went upstairs to check on her, Jonathan was gone â and so was Nancy.
Sheâs stuffing her feet into sneakers without tying the laces before she can think rationally. Itâs biting cold and the wind is whipping back her hair and she wishes to herself sourly that winter would be over already despite it only being the beginning of December.
Her feet crunch in the dry snow, shoving her face behind her scarf and her hands into pockets that donât really feel like theyâre helping and she knows what sheâs asking for her birthday (an even thicker winter coat. one that doesnât reminisce of being covered in monster goo). She understands why the boys opt for rides to each otherâs houses over biking in any season.
The Byersâ house isnât that far, actually, but she wishes it was closer. She wishes it was next door, hell, that she lived there. She tries to think of anything else until sheâs finally trekking up their driveway but she knows she looks like a broken wreck when she rings the doorbell.
She knows her face is red - and not just from the cold - and that her hairs a mess from being blown by the wind. She knows she has dried tears on her cheeks and in her eyes and the tip of her nose is also red and embarrassing and she has nothing to say for herself when the boy she came all the way over to see answers the door.
âNancy?â He asks, obviously worried but his respectfulness beats him out as he doesnât approach her. Just waits.
âI-â She starts, making no movement to come inside. She stands there like an idiot with her hands in her pockets and her lower lip quivering âcause sheâs so stupid for even coming here when thereâs nothing even wrong. All sheâs got to tell him is the truth. âThe light bulb went out.â
He looks confused, his brow furrowing but before he can question anything she canât help it. She loses it, launching herself into him when she probably shouldnât. âA light bulb went out. A stupid, fucking, lightbulb flickered and went out and I-I couldnât-â
âHey, hey,â He gets over his initial shock pretty quickly, still stiff against her at least pulls them both in through the threshold of the doorway. âI get it, Nancy.â
âNo, you donât.â She cuts him off, making no movement besides the shuffling of her feet. âYou donât get it because youâre not the one who jumped when the light flickered and freaked out and thought you were gonna d-die again and walk all the way to my house just to tell me. For no reason-â
âIâve had panic attacks before, Nance.â
He says it gently, the arm awkwardly wrapped around her stroking slowly, but it still shocks her. Addressing it directly, giving a name to the irrationality thatâs been haunting her.
Also kind of breaks her heart a little, imaging him feeling like this with no one to lean on to.
He must notice her still, and her lack of response. âCome âer, lets just uh, take off your jacket?â He offers. Before then she hadnât realized how cold she is, or that drops of ice that have melted onto the jacket are dripping onto him.
She nods meekly, slowly unwrapping herself from him and her layers. When he hangs it up, she notices how warm the Byersâ house is. Itâs not normally this warm, the few times sheâs been over, and makes her wonder if the government gave them a nice âkeep quiet and sorry for ruining your livesâ cut.
âWhy didnât you call?â He asks, looking back at her. âI couldâve driven you.â
âI,â She stutters as she looks down. She knows he wouldâve ran there the second she asked him to. âItâŠit was like I couldnât breathe. I had to get out, I-I left without thinking about it.â
Jonathan nods, âLet me, uh, get you a blanket.âÂ
She ends up wrapped up in the coziest blanket, sitting on the edge of his bed despite the fact thereâs no one else home. She looks down at her hands, ringing them as Jonathan stands awkwardly across from her.
âSorry,â She starts. âFor, uh, coming. I shouldâve called or somethingâŠâ
She knows itâs not. His family is dealing with so much right now and the last thing they need is unexpected visits from a crying Nancy Wheeler. She wishes she had a reason to come over.
âWhere are your mom and Will?â
âUh, doctors appointment. In Indianapolis.â He shrugs when she raises a tentative eyebrow. âThey, uh, want to examine him for a while. Make sure heâsâŠalright after beingâŠinâŠthat place for so long.â
âAnd you didnât go with them?â
He raises a shoulder again. âI wanted to but Hop told me not to worry about it. Overcrowding or somethingâŠâ He sounds bitter about it, and just from that she can tell how much it pains him not to be there for his younger brother.
âOh,â She nods. âWell, I guess I got lucky you were here then,â She tries a weak smile.
Jonathan nods. âYeah, uhâŠyou can come over, you know, whenever you want NancyâŠâ He thinks on that for a second. âIf you want.â
âI do.â She answers quickly. âI do, I justâŠâ Nancy ducks her head, not knowing how to even start getting into all of this. How she canât come to him every time she has a nightmare or feels like seeing him. She would practically be living here. âI donât know.â
Jonathan nods and its quiet again for a moment.
âCan you sit with me? Please.â
Heâs tentative as he walks over to his own bed, sitting almost shoulder to shoulder with her despite her wishes of him being closer. She tries to angle herself closer when she notices him looking over at her.Â
âWhat is it?â She asks and Jonathan adverts his eyes down as if heâs embarrassed of being caught. She doesnât know how to tell him itâs okay, she doesnât mind when he looks at her - especially if itâs like that. âJonathan, what is it?â
âItâs just, uh,â He shrugs. âWhy did you come, Nancy?â
She furrows her brow, casting her eyes down. âI-I donât know.â
âI didnât mean-â He stops, collecting his thoughts. âI didnât mean it was a bad thing. I justâŠI have nightmares about my own living room Nancy. I donât know why you would want to come here, is allâŠâ
Nancy sighs. âI have nightmares about your living room too.â She confesses. âBut, itâs not so bad here. With you. ItâsâŠâ She takes a breath. âitâs never bad when Iâm with you.â
 Jonathanâs brow furrows this time, and it looks like heâs at a toss up of saying âme tooâ and âwhyâ. At least she hopes he is.
âNancyâŠâ
âIâm serious.â She cuts him off, turning to look at him from under her lashes. âI, I donât knowâŠyou make me feel safe.â
Thatâs a confession, one she isolates to the back of her mind as she waits to see how they play out. But telling him aloud, weights it in a way she wasnât prepared for. She thinks neither one of their hearts are beating when he breathes back his reply.
âMe too.âÂ
She doesnât think about what she does next, but she hasnât been doing that all day and theyâve gotten this far. She only slowly pushes herself towards him, barely brushing her lips against his before he leans in fully to kiss her.
It reminds her of something new, the thought that this is possibly his first kiss occurring to her (she doesnât mind). Closed lips pressed together, scared and new and gentle and sweet.Â
Thereâs no progression, no built up heat or passion. Just a warmth in her chest she canât explain and some sort of butterflies in her stomach and a feeling of content as Jonathan pulls away.
âNancy,â He tries again, looking at her. She wishes he could say the millions of things she can read just behind his eyes. âIâmâŠI donât knowâŠhow to do this.â
âItâs okay,â Nancy breathes, giving him a reassuring nod. Gently, she takes his hand with the cut up palm and runs her thumb over it gently. He lets her.
âNo, itâs not Nancy. You deserve better. I canât right nowâŠMy family-â He nearly whispers that part, his eyes looking down to their hands.
Nancy looks back up at him before repositioning herself. She uses his shoulder as a pillow for her head, their fingers still locked. âItâs okay,â She repeats. âIâll wait.â
Feeling rather lost and just, down because I havenât updated my fanfic in a few months. I have so many ideas and such a desire to work on it but Iâve just been SO busy. Iâm so sorry guys.
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[My contribution for @jancyweek2020 day 2. There were two possible themes: Dor (the heartbreak and sense of longing you feel because youâre separated from your love) and Reunion (an instance of two or more people coming together again after a period of separation). I started writing this as a reunion story, but a lot of dor crept in there. Reunions can be very sweet when you know they are only temporary!Â
NB: Greenville is one of the most common town names in the US. I havenât attempted to guess where the Byers now live â all I know is itâs a long way away!]
Nancy really wished sheâd had a second coffee at that diner.
Yes, the first one had been disgusting â it tasted burnt, left a gritty residue coating her teeth and tongue, and was served in a chipped, ancient mug. But coffee meant caffeine, which meant energy. And she was feeling a severe lack of energy now, two hours after leaving that roadside diner and following the highway through indistinguishable, nondescript towns and fields. Her eyeballs were starting to hurt.
Jonathan was right about this being the maximum any sane person would want to drive in a day. When heâd told her how far away he was moving, sheâd been full of confidence that she could tackle any distance if he was at the other end of it. But the reality of hours and hours behind the wheel was proving her wrong. Her leg kept cramping, the tape deck had eaten the roadtrip mixtape Jonathan had sent her, and she desperately needed to pee (another coffee would only have made that worse, so maybe it was just as well sheâd stopped at one).
But she was nearly there. She only had to keep it together for another twenty minutes or so and it would all be worth it. Sheâd arrive in Greenville, a town that was just as nondescript as all the ones sheâd driven through en route, but which had one very important thing going for it: it was roughly halfway between Hawkins and the town where Jonathan now lived.
The Byers had stopped at a motel there when they left Hawkins back in October. Joyce had taken a book of matches from the front desk, and seeing it sitting by an ashtray in their new kitchen sparked a plan in Jonathanâs mind. They were too far apart for study sessions, or going to each otherâs proms, or any normal teenage date. But what if they could each get away from their families and schools and jobs for one weekend? A motel halfway between two small towns could be their little oasis. So Nancy had hit the road early on a Saturday morning, her mother pressing Tupperware full of chocolate chip cookies into her hands (Jonathanâs favourites) and her father sternly warning her about road safety.
When you factored in all the time spent driving there today, and the time it would take to drive home tomorrow, they wouldnât actually have that long together. It was going to be worth it though, to see him. She needed to be with him, a longing so intense that it still shocked her, even though sheâd been living with it for months. It was a need to have sex with him, obviously (they definitely werenât getting a double room this time), but it wasnât only that. More than anything, she just needed to be near him. She felt safe and comfortable with him in ways that were impossible when they were apart.
There was so much that she wanted to talk to him about, but also a few topics that she knew they would just skirt around. The biggest one, of course, was that graduation was around the corner, and they hadnât decided what came next. That Nancy was desperate to get away to college, to start a new life completely free of interdimensional monster and government conspiracies and small-town small-mindedness. That Jonathan wanted all that too but couldnât afford it. Couldnât leave his family, who were dependent on him. (Didnât want to leave his family, who he was dependent on. Neither of them had ever said that part out loud.)
Nancy didnât want any of that to impinge on these few hours that they were going to have together. So she would bite her tongue, choose different topics, or just make sure that their lips were otherwise occupied. Reality could wait for a little bit longer.
A faded billboard announced Rest Easy Motel next left â colour tv, ice, kitchenette. She glanced at her eyes in the visor mirror, relieved to see that her eye makeup had largely survived the journey. Not that Jonathan would care; she could have rolled straight out of bed into the car and heâd still be happy to see her.
The car park was fuller than sheâd expected, but she managed to manoeuvre her momâs station wagon into a space. She got out of the car, and was still scanning the lot for a rusted LTD when she heard his voice. âNancy!â
She turned to see Jonathan emerging from reception, room key in one hand. Her heart quickened as he jogged towards her. His hair was longer, he was wearing a jacket she didnât recognise, and he was beaming at her, looking more relaxed and happy than sheâd ever see him before.
Meeting him halfway across the car park, she launched herself at him, and he kissed her with an intensity that rivalled that night at Murrayâs. When they stopped to catch their breath, he stroked her face gently and gave that familiar half-smile that took her breath away.
âHey,â he said. âIâve missed you.â
***
Less than twenty-four hours later, Nancy was back behind the wheel of her momâs Mercury and on her way back to Hawkins.
Their one night together had been perfect. It was exactly what she needed. Sheâd spent the night in Jonathanâs arms, sheâd vented to him about everything from the annoying jocks in her homeroom to how much her mom was drinking, and heâd made her laugh and believe that everything would be okay.
So why was there an ache in her chest that grew more intense with each mile that ticked over on the odometer? It was as though this lightning-fast reunion with Jonathan had just reminded her how much she missed him. Sheâd been in a desert for months, parched and dehydrated. Now sheâd had a few drops of water â and instead of quenching her thirst, theyâd made her whole body cry out for more.
They were both busy (him especially), so it would be a while before they could do this again. She knew theyâd get through it, like they had so far. But god, she wished they didnât have to.