I’m forced into heavy meditation
every sound
every move
every song
every flicker of light and shatter of glass
every breaking point
suddenly aware of it all
I know you surround us now
that the world no longer has the power to divide us
that suddenly you’re closer than ever
In all the grit
all the heavy
all the doubt
all the things we wished for and failed at with pride
all the love we made yet never attempted
when I was hard on you
you thanked me
it made my passion relevant
that’s more than anyone has ever done for themselves and in turn
for me
I will continue to be true in verbalizing my beliefs
and will keep you in mind when I fall behind
and I hope
for at least a moment
you saw the muse in me that I tried to be for you
when it least mattered
and you pretended to care less
💔🥀 RIP Jemz
