May 7, 2019
I feel like I'm drowning
These are the words that stick in your mind always swirling around, always there always constant
Most days its quieter, nearly drowned out itself, but some days it's like a tornado arriving with barely any warning before touching down
You'd thing the winds it brings couldn't harm you after all it's only wind, only words, but this is more than just a simple breeze it tears out all of the insecurities from the ground you thought they were buried in. Shatters the walls you built to keep the anxieties at bay, it picks up everything it can throw at you.
You get into a rhythm wake up, work, go somewhere, do something, go home, sleep, repeat. After all as long as you keep moving it cant catch up to you.
