#jacks post

But

My Hulu has Sarah’s profile on it and I don’t want to loose that

I’m not asking for another review. I’m just asking (but honestly not really bc I’m not expecting a response bc this email won’t change anything. My only question in it is ‘how is [income] considered “over the limit”?’) for clarification on their denial, and pointing out to them what their decision means for me and my care w them

I’m giving a neighbor a key for when I’m out of town and I asked her to come in and check that everything’s okay once or twice

But now I’m like 😬 bc I don’t have ppl other than family over and yeah I’ve cleaned A Lot the last few days and it looks so much better than it did a week ago! but it’s still messy and I’ve been in her apt once and it’s so nice and neat and I try so hard to be like that but I’m just. not. I just don’t want her to like judge me, which like I don’t think she would! She’s the sweetest lil grandma. But I also still don’t know her like super well (I didn’t know any of my pet sitters who would come in so this is already a step above that, she’s not a complete stranger)

I just don’t like people in my space and I know she’ll only stop in like twice for a minute just to walk around, and my last pet sitter stayed an hr each day, it just feels different.

I’m just like scared to leave this apartment and like I don’t think anything will happen, they fixed the ac already, but I am worried the roaches’ll take over or like smth will flood or like explode (even tho only like 3 things will stay plugged in)

I’m just very nervous abt leaving this and I don’t know how to deal w it and I don’t have therapy for 2 weeks

Cassie’s gonna be safe! I’m boarding her at a cat vet and I got her anxiety meds to help (I’m really hoping she won’t need them after a day or so bc I don’t want her drugged the whole time but that’s also why I like the vet bc I trust them to dose her appropriately) but I’m also worried abt leaving her bc I haven’t boarded her since 2019 when she was like 1.5yrs old

The last day I can add money to the current one is the 31. But they’re not transiting to the new one til feb 13th?? So how do I pay for 2 weeks

I guess I could add the money for 2 weeks now…? I don’t really bus on the weekends so it’s like 10 days or smth as long as I actually don’t bus on a weekend. It says I can buy daily passes still so I could do that every day?? and then I don’t have to load money and worry abt using it all?? They stop selling those on the 13 so that could work…