#jackdes

you know those cute porn vids with two cute girls each has a cute collar and collars share a chain and girls have nothing to do but to kiss sloppily. jack and desmond to me

jack/desmond thoughts again. i swear its like a worm in my head thats not showing itself until i hit rock bottom. their sex would be nasty and painful and unwilling, to both of the sides. of course jack is an authority figure for him. like every man for desmond. desmond wanted to switch places with him, he was asking what about you? he was willing to sacrife himself there instead of jack. how would he know if he would survive this time? he has penny. and charlie out there in the real world. and he would stay if jack wouldnt poke at his weak spot telling that its time to stop running, time to return to his wife and son, things that jack failed to have and maintain. they both were running at their first meeting. ughhhh. theyre like a crooked mirrors. jack is controlling, desmond wants to be controlled, they both dont fully realise this. where jack has hysterics, desmond's chill, and vice versa. desmond followed in jack's steps when he wanted to get rid of it all, only just to end up in some beautiful world where the tragedy never happened. jack was the one telling desmond that its all mattered. desmond's voice cracked when he told jack he seemed happy in that world. and they both peaked at being suicidal and abusing substances

my vision of jack/desmond as i ship would be so fucked up its actually easier to tell i dont ship them lmao. their Poetry aside i think jack would posses over desmond in many ways and since desmond is very weak willed person it wouldnt be hard at all. jack was actually doing this in their first meetings. whats with all of the manhandling, whats with holding him at the gunpoint when desmond is already unarmed and cleary not in a normal state of mind. they both arent tho but anyway they should both drink themselves to death and implode into hysteric. they have this competitiveness going on too. who would kill themselves first lmao. okay yeah. ig its obvious that i just really want to see desmond crumble under some authority male figure as he did with charles and kelvin and as he would be with jack. the potential :)

thinking about desmond and jack rambling about their stupid little football & baseball clubs that theyre obsessed with. celtic and red sox. desmonds gonna add something about american football being complete bullshit and jacks gonna cry