#jackalkid

Jackalkid

Requested by anon, term and flag by @syskid-terms-archive

A jackalkid is a syskid who holds trauma related to losing a family member in a manner unrelated to death. This term is related to and may be considered a subset of cardinalkid

Examples include but are not limited to: loss due to distance, abandonment, cut contact, etc

Great and Powerful Lord Anubis who guides the souls to the West.

Great is your strength, Endless is your power, Mighty in heart and mind and body.

You are the shepherd of the lost souls, you are the mender of the broken , you are the great embalmer of whom teaches and preserves many.

You hold the keys to the gates of the Duat, keeping those inside safe from those who would do them harm. You measure the hearts with utmost precision upon your scale so that each soul is given their due.

I long to be beside you, Father. Even to be knelt before you and allowed to utter worship and love fills my heart with joy and peace. 

I know you wish to see me hold my head up high once more, but often, i do not feel worthy to be called your daughter. I am a child of tragedy who has been bestowed a gift well beyond my worth. I was given parents that raised me with love and guidance beyond measure.  I was given rank. Protection. 

Had that great tragedy not occurred, where would i be now? Who would I be? what would i be?

You who protects and rules over the Duat. Who is both firm and righteous in his ways.

Keeper of Balance and Beloved of Countless, Keep me close to you even as words fail me. Keep my close even when my actions are incorrect.

Keep me and hold me close. Guide me.

I love you Dad

Prince of The Duat, Beautiful God of the Weighing of Hearts, be surrounded in my love and adoration, may our bond never be broken apart.

He Who Dwells in the Place of Embalming, He Who Holds the Keys, He Upon His Mountain, He Who Oversees The Mysteries!

I give to you: A thousand loaves of bread, a thousand casks of wine, a thousand bolts of linen and silk, All good things I offer to you, Noble Deity and Father of Mine.

Purify and mend my heart and soul so I may stand beside you without shame. Guide me where I need go, Hold me close and call me by my Name.

Great of Power, Preserver of Balance, your praises my heart and soul do sing, you are wise, powerful, elegant, and skilled in a great many varied things.

Father to the Orphan, Friend and Guide to the Dead, . He Who Slays His Enemies,He Who Rules Where Others Fear To Tread.

Anubis, Overseer of the West, Guardian of souls, Keeper of the river of Flame, Weigher of hearts.

Your daughter cries out for you with heavy heart and longing to hear her Father's voice and wisdom to ease a weary soul and burdened heart.

Turn not your ear against me, father. I have done wrong, it is true but I have paid for my grievances against Ma'at and the solitude and silence is doing more harm to me than good.

Your daughter needs you, Merciful Chief of the Scales. I need the stability and peace and love only my father can bring me.

Thank you Lord of the Duat for your love and patience with your troublesome daughter.

Share your stories with me about the awesomeness that is He Who is the Guardian of Souls! :D UPG or Epithets are totally welcome!

I just feel like gushing affectionately over dad :) and it’s always more fun with others

Dua INPW

Dua Anpu!