#jabiless

the room was stifling, the air thick with breath and sweat that permeated from the mass of bodies in the center of the dance floor. it always began like this; showing up late to the club so he could avoid the awkward emptiness the dance floor always held at the beginning. he liked to show up when people had already found their many dance partners for the night, had already found their high, were already feeling exertion take over them as they let it all go. he came to watch, observe the throng before venturing his way inside.

he tugged at the collar of his black t-shirt, restraining as best he could from completely taking it off. he distracted himself by swirling the contents in his glass around, watching the ice as it clinked against the sides. people would probably assume it was a coke and rum or something similar, but it was just diet coke. he would be getting drunk off of something else soon and besides, he always managed to find something harder on the dance floor and he couldn’t trust whatever it might be to mix well with alcohol.

the restlessness finally became too much of him, and he took one last sip of his drink before setting it down on the nearest counter, running a hand through his ash-silver hair and walking onto the dance floor.

the difference was immediate, as he could feel all the frantic footsteps of those around him shake the wooden floor, could hear panted breaths and the slide of skin against skin. he pushed his way through the crowd, not minding the occasional gropes and squeezes from passerby as he found a small empty spot in the middle.

he began to sway as he felt the beat, trying to match the rhythm, slowly working his way into the song as he slowly brought his hands up, winding his body in time with the music.

he never tried to find a partner first; they would always come to him.

and it wasn’t long before they did, a tall and built man entering jonghyun’s small circle of space and lingering in front of him. jonghyun looked up and was met with a handsome face smirking down at him, and he bit his lip as he made eye contact with the stranger, a silent invitation.

the man took it, placing his hands on jonghyun’s hips and swaying in time with him, pressing closer and closer until jonghyun could feel his hot breaths on his cheek.

“what’s your name?” the man asked, low and suggestive.

jonghyun was silent for a moment, thinking of how to avoid answering. as a member of an idol group, anonymity when going to seedy gay dance clubs was pretty important. the man raised an eyebrow at jonghyun’s hesitation, his dancing slowing down as he waited on jonghyun to answer.

he put a stop to the man’s current thought process by kissing him full on the lips, hands coming up to tangle in his soft, brown hair.

it worked, the man easily forgot he’d even asked a question as he melted into the kiss, his hands curling around jonghyun’s hips to pull him closer, grinding together in time to the music as their lips slid noisily against each other.

jonghyun lost himself in it completely; there was no other thrill quite like kissing a stranger. kissing someone you know has its merits, being comfortable and familiar, but kissing a stranger is like riding a rollercoaster for the first time. they kiss so differently from what you know, have different ways of making you gasp in their mouth, different speeds and styles.

this man was calculated and dominant, clutching jonghyun’s hips in his large palms possessively as he slid his tongue into jonghyun’s mouth so he could gently suck on it. jonghyun loved it, loved feeling owned by someone he didn’t know and would most likely never meet again, mewling softly as he kitten-licked at the stranger’s lips.

jonghyun’s nerves were tingling, drunk off the music and the taste and the feel. the man’s hands were in his shirt now, mapping out the ridges of his abs before rubbing firm circles into his lower back with his thumbs, a shiver rippling through jonghyun at the touches.

jonghyun pressed his hips closer, desperate for more heat, more friction, and he tilted his head back and groaned into the open air as he felt the man’s thick erection hot against his thigh. the man took the opportunity to attach his lips to jonghyun’s neck, roughly sucking at the skin, giving a small growl of frustration when jonghyun pushed his head down but quickly understanding it was so he wouldn’t leave any marks on his neck. instead he pulled down the loose collar of the t-shirt until his mouth could find the skin of jonghyun’s collarbone.

jonghyun was rutting desperately against the stranger now, completely touched out with the different sensations as the man dragged his teeth lightly across his chest, the two of them still moving with the rhythm of the song.

just as jonghyun thought it couldn’t get any better, he suddenly felt a solid warmth against his back and another pair of hands on his waist. he didn’t bother to look back and see who it could be, instead pressing himself back into the other stranger only to gasp when he felt the other was already hard against him.

the man in front of him didn’t seem to mind the new player, instead taking it as an opportunity to press closer to jonghyun, impossibly close, until jonghyun’s body was comfortably pressed between the two, the man in front grinding against his thigh while he circled his ass against the crotch of the other man.

jonghyun didn’t even know whose hands were whose at this point, each possessive grab and touch driving him crazy with need. his lips found the man in front’s again, the kisses becoming sloppier and more desperate as they each lost the little composure they had before. he felt a hand on his chin then, turning his head until his lips left the man’s with a loud smack but then another pair of lips was on his, pressing deeply, a tongue that tasted like vodka and cranberry licking at his lips.

the man in front took the chance of jonghyun being distracted to unbuckle jonghyun’s belt, slowly sliding his hand down his pants to palm him over his tight boxer briefs. jonghyun’s eyes went wide and he gasped into the other man’s mouth, hips instinctively bucking into the stranger’s hand for more friction, all the blood in his body quickly rushing to fill his already half-hard cock. the man smiled against his lips, pleased with his reaction to the other man’s touches, and slid his own hand down the back of jonghyun’s jeans, gripping his left ass cheek firmly between his fingers.

jonghyun didn’t know what to do with himself, dizzy and overwhelmed and overstimulated but he was loving every fucking minute of it, soft moans bubbling from his throat with every touch.

this was exactly what he wanted. surrounded, suffocated, owned, compromised, in public where anyone could see him.

but he couldn’t care about that now, he couldn’t care if there were eyes looking at him or not, couldn’t care if there were judging glances being thrown his way or disapproving snickers from the crowd, no, all that mattered were these anonymous men and their hands and lips all over him.

the man in front was pushing his hips forward to aid the movement of his hand in jonghyun’s pants, letting his hips set the pace as he worked jonghyun faster. the man behind him was roughly squeezing his ass as he sucked marks into jonghyun’s bared shoulder, his other hand sliding up his shirt to gently roll his thumbs over his nipples.

it was becoming too much for jonghyun, his body trembling, sweat collecting in every ridge of the muscles of his body, the suffocating heat and sensations blinding him until it finally overtook him, letting out a harsh moan into the mouth of the man in front of him as he came.

the man’s hand stopped moving but he didn’t remove it, his fingers circling over the growing wet spot in jonghyun’s underwear as jonghyun slumped forward, resting his forehead against the other’s shoulder as the two men held him up.

as he blinked his eyes to gain his vision back he vaguely heard them kissing over his shoulder, both of them removing their hands from his pants and swaying together to dance once again.