Do you think Jay would jerk off during the motel hopping era, staring at Tim in the other bed and imagining what it would be like to touch him, to be tossed around and fucked the way he needs it. Trying to keep quiet Even though he's so sensitive and desperately wants to make noise but if he does Tim will wake up and see what a freak he is
Sticky with sweat and cum on his fingers, moaning through gritted teeth into the saliva-wet pillow. Eyes trained onto Tim’s sloping body, the curves under the white bedsheets. He could barely restrain himself from whimpering out loud, crooning desperate pleas into the warm air. The room they got was cheap, and had no A/C and in the summer heat, it was like being cooked alive. It reminded him of the god awful freshman year dorm he shared with Alex, a similar looking arrangement to this. Beds side by side, dull moonlight slipping through curtains, a soft shape across the room from him, knuckles buried deep inside his warm wetness. Except back then, Jay could creep out of his blankets and crawl up next to Alex, slotting their bodies together until Alex woke up, started touching him back, moaning into his mouth. So really, their arrangement was nothing like what he had with Tim. Jay doesn’t think Tim would kill him if he tried something like that, but Jay wouldn’t be able to look him in the eyes afterward anyway. So he cums in his hand and groans into his gritted teeth, and pretends he’s not a freak for wanting Tim so badly.
