#j012

I thought Master didn't want me anymore. I thought he was tired of me. He rented a new slave out of the blue and I...I didn't know what to think. Then he tells me that he does and lets me ride him but it's all so confusing.

I've been hiding under the bed in what Master calls my room but I can't hide there anymore. I don't think I can go back into that room again. Everything's so upside down and twisted and none of it makes sense anymore.

Both my Masters are here now and I have no idea what to do anymore. Master keeps me naked but makes me wear my apron when I'm making dinner for Master.  He's even letting Master punish me and I don't want him to....I want my Master to punish me. Master's hurt....a lot. They're never good.

Everything's upside down. My Masters are getting along, people are starting to go back to The Caretaker for punishments. Dave's vanished and I have no idea what's going on. People were acting worried but now it's as if nothing happened. No one will tell me anything. And I can't even find Mistress to talk to her.