#j.hc

manager; aria's current manager and one of the best people earth. since her debut, there wasn't a time she didn't feel supported by her manager at the very least. and seeing as this was someone she spent several years with, it's hard to image any type of life were her manager wasn't in it.

ms hwang; one of her jynx's favorite people at gold star. an older lady who works in the cafeteria of the company. she wasn't in the company when jiyoo first started as a trainee and came on around the time of aria's debut. and the older woman quickly learned that jiyoo had an endless stomach. after that, the woman quickly learned that jiyoo could eat for days and they developed a very friendly relationship. (  also giving her extra servings. )

hyunsoo; kang hyunsoo, her vocal coach and someone who would very much consider her a pest. ( in a loving way. ) he's probably the person that pushes her most in singing and in life in general. he's been at the company since jiyoo became a trainee and he quickly became like an older brother to her. in her early debut years, he pushed her to really work on her vocals and become more than just another okay singer since aria's concept wouldn't focus on her dance skills. his advice is something she values. ( but she loves to annoy him more. )

thing’s are good at home..for the most part 

well..partly good at home

thing’s are good with her step-mom and her family, she hasn’t done anything to really cause an embarrassment and her connection to her family isn’t super public 

people know she’s an idol that has a wealthy background ( even if married in )

but things with her dad aren’t..great..in fact, he threw a bunch of her problems in her life, like thinking of the current state as a problem 

he didn’t cause problems ( not with her at least ) but he did make things uncomfortable in the worst of ways

which brings her to current state, ever since she found about jiah, ( since last year to be exact. it was hard to believe this much time has passed since they found out. )  thing’s have just been different in ways she isn’t sure how to cope with

at the same time she found out about her sister, she found about her dads illness. and considering his track record, she’s scared to bring it up to her step-mom 

( because that leads to thoughts of he’s telling the truth, if something happens to her, what would they do? has she been apart of the family long enough to be cared for even if she didn’t have blood relations. it was something to worry about another time. ) 

so..she doesn’t know how to interact with her dad, he tossed a sister into her life 

and he tossed her into jiah’s life 

which brings her to her sister, as a person, jiyoo is crushed for jiah. it wasn’t fair and her -their- dad had no reason for doing that. for walking out and coming back now. when he knew jiah all of her life, if he wanted a relationship, he should’ve went to earlier 

and the way he did it was awful, she shouldn’t have been there. this wasn’t fair to the both of them. she shouldn't been forced to feel awkward and jiah should’ve been able to have alone time with him. not a reminder. 

it was the worst thing he could’ve done and she was upset for jiah

which brings her to another thing she feel’s sorry for..

he’s her dad. 

as horrible as he is, he’s her dad and her dad had just upset two people’s lives. he didn’t realize how bad it was. 

and now around jiah, she feels awkward and sorry. she’s hesitating about saying his name or saying the word dad. she knows she’s blunt and can think without speaking tactfully. she’s scared it’s going to happen

it’s complicated and somehow she wants to make it easier. even if it means not really having contact with jiah, right now she’s very reactionary. it’s easier to jiah draw the line ( even if it’s a little cowardly. ) 

right now, when it comes to home or the thought of family, it’s very chaotic. she’s someone loves to visit home but she hasn’t been in a while. only coming to important family events and she’s mostly with her step-mom. it’s easy to tell something’s up but she hasn’t been asked yet. 

+ Day Twenty-Five: What does your muse want to be remembered for in the idol world? Do they want to be remembered for their vocal prowess? Their image? Their dancing skills? Their scandals?

if anything, jiyoo would simply settle with being member. it’s easy to get lost in the idol world, for people to overlook you so just being remembered would be great. but if she had to pick something, it would be her personality. she wants to be remembered as someone that people liked and had no problems with. 

+ Day Twenty-Six: Does your muse ever regret becoming an idol? Do they ever think about what they would be doing instead if they lived a normal life? If they could go back in time, would they do everything all over again? Or would they end up doing something else?

she doesn’t regret becoming an idol, it wasn’t something she expected but she does like it. if jiyoo had the chance to go back in time, she’d still make the same choices. it’s been a wonderful experience and she has been happy. if she wasn’t an idol, she’s not sure what she’d do. the time she would’ve used for that, it was used to find her idol path. 

+ Day Twenty-Seven: After working hard on promotions, your muse is given the chance to take a two week vacation anywhere in the world at any time they want, with nobody bothering them. Where would they go and when? Why would they want to take their vacation there? If they had the opportunity to bring three other people, who would they bring?

if she could bring anyone, her besties from high school and a friend she has made recently. they’d travel as much as they could for two weeks, it’s not something she’s thought about it. her method would be to right down a list of places and then randomly pick two. most likely places with a sun and local activities. 

+ Day Twenty-Eight: Talk about your muse’s low point in life. Why was this a low point in their life? What kind of challenges did they face and how did they feel about this? Were they able to overcome it? If it is still ongoing, are they working on overcoming these challenges? ‘

until this point, jiyoo hasn’t had a low point. or she’s had one and hasn’t realized it. she’d like to not reach one. her life isn’t the most amazing but it’s not bad either. but if something does happen, jiyoo likes to think of herself as someone who’d face things head on. there’s still a lot of life left to happen, so there’s no telling what will happen in the future. 

+ Day Twenty-Nine: Talk about your muse’s most meaningful moment as an idol. This is what they feel so far is the highest point in their life and where they’ve never been happier. Recall the memory and describe it; what happened and how did they feel? 

the most meaningful moment had to be at their first fan-meet. it was really a humbling moment, it was one thing to plan to debut and it was another thing when it really happened. but being on stage was very different from being in front of fans. she was nervous at the start but happy and as it went on, jiyoo found herself slowly growing comfortable. they would always have fan-meets but this was something different and it wouldn’t happen again. 

+ Day Thirty: Think about your muse’s life down the road. Where would they be and what would they be doing? Would they still be in the entertainment industry? Would they settle down and have a family?

+ Day Thirteen: i think the biggest challenge is..conflicting opinions. everyone has something they want to do, so it can be hard to get everyone to agree on something. there are always minor conflicts and you have to find a way to get past those. that being said, i don’t think there was ever a moment i wanted to be alone, i love being in a group and i love being with my members. 

+ Day Fourteen: a full solo carrier wouldn’t be ideal for jynx, she was made for a group. when it comes to the group, they create a nice buffer for her personality. sometimes it’s great it can be great for variety and sometimes, it doesn’t work for her. though, if she was a soloist, her sound would be pop-ish and very dance heavy as that’s one of her younger skills. 

+ Day Fifteen: one of the people she looks up happens to be a idol who retired a few years ago. jiyoo was able to get close to her and they have a nice friendship. the idol received a lot of hate but managed to endure it and it’s something that jynx aspires to be able to do. funny enough, she was a rapper, a skill that jiyoo doesn’t really have. 

+ Day Sixteen: if she could do a special stage with any group, it’d be mars and the song would be voodoo doll. there aren’t a lot of songs from mars that she likes but voodoo doll is really creepy and the music video that calls to her a lot. it’d be a fun song and she could see it being an even better stage. 

+ Day Seventeen: when it comes to variety, jynx does fairly well. she does better with shows that are a bit faster pace or that are focused on a comedic tone. with it comes to more serious shows, she doesn't really shine that much. knowing brothers would be a good show for her to go on, even if she had to go as a soloist. it’s funny and has a nice flow to it, another show would be weekly idol or idol room. 

+ Day One: yoon jiyoo, better known as jynx once she debuted. she holds the title of main rapper dancer and lead vocalist in the group. + Day Two: most of her childhood, she didn’t want for much because they never had much. and she had learned about asking for more. at that point, jiyoo wasn’t sure if she had a real dream. she was just going day to day. things changed when her father re-married and suddenly she had money, money. it was also how she became an idol. scouted a some event and she joined gold star to become a model. after spending some time in the company, they noticed her skills and she was transferred to an idol trainee. + Day Three: there wouldn’t be any advice to give to her younger self, debuting as an idol had become a thing of luck. she didn’t audition or do anything special, she happened to be good looking and had real skills behind it all. jiyoo hadn’t promoted herself but the company saw it, in time for a new girl group. if anything, she would tell herself that her family wouldn’t mind her becoming an idol and not to worry about it.