#izogf

hi!!! thank you for the ask!! 🥺

Friendship Bracelet - What does friendship mean to you? i'm not good at being friends because it's difficult for me to form an emotional connection with other people and i'm VERY chatty so i just message a person all day so they get tired and never reply to me again.. 🥲 and meeting new people irl has never worked out. so i don't have much experience but to me friendship is when you feel comfortable enough to be yourself and for example laugh the way you actually laugh and not the way you make yourself to seem "normal". i have met people like that twice, actually, but i'm afraid both times are in the past now. still, i hope i'll meet a person i'll be comfortable around again!

Hot Cocoa - Three things you love about yourself? answered here! expect some oversharing 😅

Brown Sugar - What is making your heart warm today? today has been a nice day in general and it makes my heart warm! i started it with a warmup, had a great breakfast, mailed some postcards. work has been okay too! and now, after eating a stir-fry (going to post a picture tonight 🥰), i'm going to be getting ready for an evening walk with the dogs and working on a project for my korean classes. and i want to read before i go to sleep. it's nice to have calm days like that!

hi! thank you for the ask!! 💕

9. Best childhood moment? actually it was during a difficult time when i was 5, after my dad broke up with my mom (they've never been married) and she went on lots and lots of dates with guys from a dating website. she took me with her once and i clearly remember that the young man from that day was the kindest person i've ever met. he was very nice to me. we went to a mall together and when we were passing a candy shop i asked my mom to buy me something there. she told me i was embarrassing her (although i've never been a stubborn child and asked politely) but this young man said it was fine and bought me a huge!! heart-shaped lollipop. i was so happy then...

25. If your soul was a color, what would it be? i think it would be this shade of green:

once i was told i was the sun in the sun and moon metaphor but i don't think i'm "bright" enough to be yellow, orange etc. still, i'm often seen as energetic because i'm the one to come up with activities, take part in every task possible, organize a group of people, no matter how exhausting it is for me to keep up with all of these. so i think my soul has a color of life. and to me, life is nature around me. however, the shade of green i chose looks calm because several people in my life have asked me how i stay this soft and caring with everything i have gone through and am still going. this color seems like it's soft enough.

30. What do your hobbies look like? my motto is "try everything there is in the world" when it comes to hobbies. i've even tried hema (historical european martial arts) but had to quit because of my dizziness. i still remember some stances and terms though and have my own sword to imagine i'm a knight in my room... my biggest dream is to make clay sculptures. like this one i made a long time ago (sorry about my messy desk):