Stacking the Odds
Author: @bring-back-beyond-birthday
For: @izaori
Pairings/Characters: Slightly implied Mello/Matt
Rating/Warnings: Teen and Up
Prompt: Mello after the mafia explosion and before we see him again. What happened? How did he survive? Who helped him? Maybe when he contacts Matt/Wammyâs House for help.
Authorâs notes: Hello! I have never written for Matt/Mello before, so this was super fun for me! (and was longer than I anticipated!) The thought of Mello eating a kitkat wrong inspired me, and i learned tetris can help regulate after a traumatic event; thus this is how the fic turned out! I hope I didnât stray too far from ur prompt!! (I loved all your prompt ideas too, so I wanted to reference one of the others as well!) Fun fact: In the manga, there were only eight days between melloâs explosion and when he goes to confront Near in new york. This boy never quits! <3 I hope you enjoy!
 Mello decided he absolutely hated Tetris.Â
It had been two painstaking hours of nothing but Tetris. Two hours of staring at the same bare wall of yet another abandoned building, all while the god awful retro game music bounced around Melloâs skull as Matt stacked thousands of virtual bricks on top of each other on his tiny screen. Mello couldnât even think through the noise of it. The only other sounds to compete was the clicking of buttons as Matt expertly stacked each new colorful block, the loud crumbled sound effects that followed when he cleared a row, and the occasional puffing then crushing of yet another cigarette into the ashtray. The smell of wet mold and nicotine smoke filled Melloâs lungs, which only proved annoying to him as he tried to keep his breathing even through his pain.Â
He shifted to sit up and groaned in pain, quickly laying down again. Two hours of staring, waiting for the painkillers to kick in, or waiting for a new plan to pop into his head. He still felt nothing but phantom flames dancing along his entire left side of his body. The sizzling feeling of the explosion still hadnât left his skin after two days, even after the bandages and painkillers, and whatever else that Matt had brought him. It was impossible to focus on anything but the pain, but Mello was stubborn. No way would Matt catch him whining. No way would he give up in catching Kira.Â
He just couldnât do a damn thing with that tetris music playing!Â
âHey, whereâs my damn chocolate?â He called in the general direction of the gamer who had become his bedside nurse.Â
Without pausing the game or that awful music, Matt tossed a plastic rectangle onto the couch and into Melloâs lap. He kept on stalking each block without missing a beat. âHereâs some chocolate.âÂ
Mello squinted and turned the unidentifiable candy package in his hands. The smooth plastic felt unfamiliar on his fingertips and he dropped it to the floor, kicking it away with his boot. He would never admit out loud to Matt just how blurry the world suddenly looked, or how much effort it took to shove the candy bar far away. Despite all the pain from his burns, his blurred vision, and maybe the meds kicking in, he could still recognize his favorite snack anywhere. And that sure as hell wasnât a chocolate bar.Â
âThe fuck is this?â Mello hissed, tilting his head towards the gentle direction of the glowing screen in his gloved hands.Â
Matt paused his twelfth round of Tetri Effectâ˘ď¸ on his Pikachu themed Nintendo gameboy advance. âListen. Iâm still waiting for the shipment of all your snacks to get here. You didnât give me much time to prepare before I got here.âÂ
âIâm not going to sit here and listen to your excuses. I had an endless supply from my guys when I was in the mafia!â He huffed and laid his head back against the arm of the couch. He had taken to laying carefully on his right side to face Matt, face away from the back of the couch and staring at absolutely nothing all day, and to avoid facing the pain that any pressure on his burns would cause him if he laid on his left side.Â
âItâs not an excuse!â He picked up the rectangular package and waved it around. âItâs a Kit-Kat.âÂ
âI hate you.â Mello weakly kicked his boot again in Mattâs general direction. âItâs been two days. You can leave now.âÂ
Matt laughed and Mello frowned, lifting his head again as Matt stood and came to sit on the couch, carefully raising Melloâs legs to rest on his lap. He felt relief that Matt didnât actually just walk out. He really was all he had left, at this point. Even if he wouldnât admit it, the explosion had set him back a lot more than he anticipated⌠Now each hour was another chance Near had to get ahead of him, like always.Â
But of course, Matt didnât really think about the situation the same way.Â
âI already told you, Iâm not letting you put on any leather jackets or set a foot outside until itâs been a week of wound care. I didnât sneak a Wi-FI hotspot onto my Delta flight for nothing you know.â Mello heard him opening that stupid candy bar as he spoke. âI did research about how to take care of you, obviously. If youâre so quick to catch Kira before Near⌠Youâre going to make your scars worse if you rush after him too quickly after that explosion.âÂ
The serious tone he suddenly took on took Mello off guard, and so he kicked him in the stomach and grinned when he coughed and dropped the KitKat again. âWell if you really knew me, youâd have made sure the chocolate arrived before you did.â He shook his fist in mock anger. âIâm having withdrawals!!!â He had become an expert at avoiding all of Mattâs questions and concerns since he had come to take care of him.Â
Matt was now aggressively tugging Melloâs boots off to free himself from further pain, starting to sound agitated. Oh, so Matt was going to be whiny now instead of him?  âItâs not chocolate withdrawals. Itâs the pain meds Iâve been giving you. Youâre welcome.âÂ
He grinned softly, like he was doing Mello a favor. This KitKat is as good as itâll get until tomorrow, Mels. Itâs a snack that youâre forced to use both hands, and focus on while eating. Itâll help.âÂ
Mello laughed bitterly and closed his eyes. âThis medicine you gave me must have been from Rogerâs stash or something, because I feel just as awful as before.â He stretched his body out along the couch carefully, settling himself as he pondered. âButâŚFine. Any chocolate will do I guess.. Sugar withdrawal is real, alright? I feel like you do, when you donât smoke. All irritable and restless⌠You know⌠when L told me about some of his old cases, he mentioned when he had to travel to a remote country and Watari couldnât find him any bakeries. He said, and I quote, âmy detective skills were reduced to roughly⌠15%. I never let them drop below 87%ââŚâ Mello paused and then laughed at the memory. âWhat does that even mean?âÂ
 Matt laughed back and reached to grab Melloâs hand, setting the now unwrapped KitKat in his hand. âYou know, I always doubted those stories you always say L told you about. I mean⌠remember the one he told you about his first time investigating a case? He was five, and uhmâŚâÂ
âThe ghost in the wammyâs kitchen! I remember!â Mello shouted back, sitting up quickly to respond, much too quickly. He had to pause and grip the side of the couch with a groan as he calmed the flare of pain, and dizziness. âUgh⌠Yeah.â He looked over and nodded. âWhat do you mean you doubted that?? He told me it ended up being a squeaky cabinet, you know. He knew it wasnât a ghostâŚâ He stared down at the offensive KitKat in his hand, watching the cheap milk chocolate melt onto his fingers.Â
Matt leaned close, the light reflecting off his goggles. Why he always chose to keep them inside, Mello never knew, but he did enjoy that some things about Matt hadnât changed in the years theyâd been apart, like his goofy outfits. âHey, what if it was a shinigaaammiii~?â He exaggerated the word, sounding like a ghost. âLike the one you told me came for Kiraâs notebook~?â
Mello frowned and shifted right back into whiny mode. The fact that a shinigami was attached to each notebook was actually the only thing he wasnât worried about, despite the circumstances. At least he knew it was something Near hadnât figured out yet. Same with the fake rules, he could use that.Â
âShut up.â He shoved Matt away again and turned away, taking a big chomp out of the center of the KitKat, grimacing. It wasnât close to what he craved at all. âSidoh was kind cool, and Near doesnât kn-â
âMello! How dare you!â Matt cut him off and snatched the candy back from him. âHave you NEVER eaten a KitKat before?â
Mello winced and shoved Matt away a lot more aggressively this time, fighting to reach for it back. âSo what?? Itâs just chocolate!â He succeeded and took another bite, just the first one.
Matt laughed louder and shoved him back, shaking his head. âIâve just never seen someone so confidently eat a KitKat wrong. Youâre always surprising me, Mels.âÂ
Mello decided he hated KitKats more than Tetris.Â
Mello wanted to smack that stupid grin off Mattâs face. âI hate you.â He said the words with no weight to them though.Â
Matt smiled and broke the pieces of the candy apart, handing the long chunks of what was left of the wafer pieces back to him. âI just thought it would be good for you to have a snack you had to focus on, something to keep your mind off everything.âÂ
Melloâs annoyance deepened and he munched down on the wafers, grateful at least for the sweetness. âAnd why would I want to do that? The sooner I heal, and figure out a plan, the sooner I beat Near.âÂ
Matt sighed, his mood shifting back to concern. âYeah, OkayâŚâÂ
 The mood shifted and Mello chewed, wishing he the medication would blur his memories again, like it had done just fine at doing the first two days of the explosion. Why hadnât he felt better from them today yet?Â
âWhy did you call me, Mello?â Matt broke the silence and turned to him. âAfter all this time, why now? Itâs not like youâve been alone since you left wammyâs.âÂ
Mello swallowed his bite, looking away. He had made sure to share only the details of the Kira case, and the details of the kidnappings heâd done with the mafia and the Japanese police. He told him he had to use the explosives, but not whyâŚHe didnât want to admit that blowing up their hideout had been plan b. He couldnât admit that his plan to use Sidoh hadnât been perfect. His whole life he watched as every plan Near had never failed⌠but having to use the explosives was supposed to be a last resort⌠and he was forced to use it. Not only that, but he had managed to get his name revealed, lost the notebook, all his men, and gotten badly wounded. Needless to say he wasnât in a rush to admit these mistakes to Matt. But there was no point in avoiding it any longerâŚ
âWhen I placed the explosives in the hideout, I told my guys it was only as a last resort. I didnât want to use them. Because I knew Iâd only end up getting hurt. Iâve made my peace with dying for the Kira case, I know itâs what L died for, but Iâm still finding it hard to accept that I even needed to have a plan B.â He stared down at the last pieces of KitKat, broken and melted. âI canât accept that Iâve lost yet. I know I still have what it takes to defeat Near, and Kira in all thisâŚ. But hell, itâs hard to feel like Iâm making any progress when Iâve lost so much suddenly.âÂ
Matt sighed and pulled another of the replacement chocolate from his vest as he listened, starting to open it up again. âOkay, but how did you escape the explosion when no one else did?âÂ
âI placed all the explosives by the door to the room, and with the mask protecting me, and the desk, I was able to stumble out of there with just this.â He waved to the bandages covering him, the ones Matt had researched how to secure and had carefully been monitoring. â Most of the police that ambushed lived, though. So I escaped outside and hid under some of the debris, until they managed to pick themselves up and go. I knew I couldnât call an ambulance, or go anywhere really, without them finding me eventually. I had no one left, but you.â He lifted his head and smiled. âSo thanks for actually showing up.âÂ
Matt smiled back and handed the new candy over. He seemed satisfied with what Mello was willing to share. âDo you know why I decided to bring my gameboy along with my other investigating equipment?âÂ
Again with this sudden mood shift. Mello felt like his head was spinning just having to think about the explosion again. Why didnât the painkillers kick in yet? âI donât know, because Tetris has the worst soundtrack and youâre determined for me to heal slower as I go slowly insane?â Mello was careful to break apart the candy properly this time as he sneered.Â
âI decided to bring my gameboy, and specifically tetris, because theyâve had studies done with the game that prove playing it can help you regulate after a traumatic event.â He smiled and snatched the gaming system from where he left it. âItâs about time you practice your coordination and chill out a little, Mels.â He smiled and waved the game around, like saying this would solve everything. The chocolate on his gloves smeared all over, and he didnât seem to notice. âLet the gamer do what he does best. Iâll mute the music.âÂ
Mello sighed, rolling his eyes. âHow about you play, and Iâll watch. I need the sugar to kick in.â He shifted so he could rest the right side of his head on Mattâs shoulder, munching on another stick of chocolate. âIf this turns out to be a waste of time, Iâll shove the rest of this candy in your hair.âÂ
Matt laughed and leaned close so he could see the screen, starting up a new round. âWatch the master, soon youâll be so transfixed by my block stacking that youâll come up with your next plan to beat Near. Or, Kira. Whatever comes next.âÂ
They sat like that for a while, the lack of music somehow not taking away from the experience. Mello actually did find his nerves calming, and his focus on the pain was then shifted to focusing on the game. Matt eventually gave him a turn, and it helped him relax even more. His mind was able to settle, and he even let the music play out loud again.Â
The meds never did kick in, and after another two hours of playing, they needed to break so Matt could check and change his bandages again.Â
âYouâre looking better everyday, Mels. If you keep resting, weâll be able to start the race for Kira again by next week. Thought of any ideas yet?â Matt has just finished putting the equipment away, and lit himself another cigarette as he mused.Â
Mello rested back and thought over all he knew about Kira, the SPK, and the notebooks. He knew he had what it took to see this to the end.Â
âI think by then, itâll be time I go to New York. I have someone in the SPK thatâll help me get close to Near, so I can get my photograph back, and then we can go from there together. Are you up for it?âÂ
Matt grinned and nodded towards his gameboy again. âTime to stack the odds back into our favor. Right?âÂ
Mello rolled his eyes and snatched the system back for another round. Maybe KitKats and Tetris werenât so terrible after all.












