#iwriteformyselfnotforyou

My gf ruined my life the other day.

She pointed out that every man who stared at us, most of them watch lesbian porn.

These men are staring at 2 teenage girls and imagining them in positions they might not even be legally allowed to do.

Imagining them roughly fucking each other, imagining them inviting a man into their bed, and then pleasuring this man more than they pleasure themselves, because lesbians really want to suck a dick right?

They are imagining me naked, seeing every detail of my body in perfect clarity, but my boobs bigger and my stomach flatter and my pussy perfectly shaved.

They see me peck her on the cheek, or god forbid on the lips, and they get turned on by it, because of the videos and disgusting thoughts they have about lesbians.

They’re the same people who’s wives oppose gay rep on tv, because queer people are so sexualised by everyone that a gay rat wedding causes outrage, and queer film of the year is so transphobic it shouldn’t count as representation.

These men look at us and see sexual objects, and think we only exist for their pleasure.

They see us, 2 women who look young enough to be their children, maybe even grandchildren, and they picture us naked and sweating, writhing in pleasure or pain, whatever it is that they’re in the mood for at the time.

My gf ruined my life the other day, because now whenever a man gives us a look in the street, or an ex friend of mine says that my relationship is “hot”, I don’t see it as ignorance, from someone who disapproves of those different to them.

I see someone picturing me naked, and my girlfriend naked. Picturing me doing more than I’d ever do, touching what I’d never touch, and being closer to orgasm than I ever want to be.

Now I can’t kiss my girlfriend in public without first checking there’s no guys around, and even then she probably wouldn’t kiss me for fear of being yelled at or worse.