#iwillchange

Cleaning your room and finding one whole plate, 2 bows, 2 bottles, 3cups, a mug, and a few forks and spoon are crazy.....and didnt even finished cleaning...

i know I've hurt you, i know your mad at me, i know you shouldnt have to wait for me because you deserve the fucking world!  but you can't sit there and tell me you don't believe were meant for each other. yes you miss everything we did in tandem, all our experiences, our late night talks, our sex, our everything, and i do too. yes that is a big reason of why this is so hard but it is not the reason your hurt as much as you are and its not enough to make us continue talking like we do.  It is not enough to make you wait for me, because if it was you could have easily left and made them with somebody else by now. Something in your head tells you to stay. We are soulmates and no matter how much you say you “don’t believe in it”, i know deep down you do, and thats simply because we are. You send me energy that could light up million cities, and  no matter how far you are away from me i can feel it and i can read it like a book. I've told you what god is doing for me! he's making sure I'm ready to be back with you and make sure i never fuck up again, Testing me, throwing situations at me to see if i will make the right decisions, to see if i will lie.  He is doing this for us and more importantly you because he doesn't want you to be heart broken anymore by me, he wants you to be with the love of your life. That is why  he will give you a sign when I'm ready. You maybe heart broken now and think this is the end but it will get better cuz he will help you through this and show you I'm ready when time is right. He knows that no other person makes you happier than i do, as well as you do the same for me. That is why we met in mr Doughtery’s class, why we dated this past year, why we've done everything we have because its supposed to be me and you till the end of time! I love you babygirl