#iwantedtosay

You know when you just want to say something? But your not sure whether it would be appreciated or understood or, even comprehended? When it's so incredibly meaningful to you. And a text just takes away the deep feeling and adds a, oh! Your girlfriend says cute stuff feel :3 Well. What I meant to say was, 'Oh shush...Your lovely. And perfect. And amazing! Your my treasure<3 My Hope<3 And I cling to ever moment of affection you give me like it's a life line. You make my heart stutter. My tummy flutter. And I need you now, Because. I think, that just maybe, you could sew up that huge black hole of a crack that's in my heart that's been their for such a long time. You help me sleep at night. And you help me to not cry. And I just want you to know your lovely. And I don't understand how anyone could make you feel the way you do. And I hope I can fix it. And, I hope that one day we'll get to go to Moscow together. And that, you'll give me the chance to prove just how lovely you are to me. 'Cause, I Love You.