#iwantedhimdead

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oh man. i have a lot of feelings about this particular topic, as you know! so thank you for sending this because honestly i will never get tired of talking about the way scott mccall’s eyes would light up each and every time he looks at his child. you’re about to get a bunch of headcanons and/or word vomit because i can already tell i won’t be able to stop myself.

when he finds out FOR SURE that he’s going to be a dad, he’s probably slightly nervous? like he’s no doubt so excited at the same time, which overshadows any of his fears. but i feel like at the back of his mind he’d be thinking about how his own dad wasn’t very good at the whole fatherhood thing and he’d be worried that he won’t be, either. part of scott would know that isn’t/doesn’t have to be true- he’s not rafael- but he’d still be worried about it for a little while, especially right after he learns he’s going to be a parent and the reality sinks in.

okay but then when he gets to hold his son or daughter in his arms for the first time, he’s literally the happiest he’s ever been. he’d have a moment where he’s just so in love with his tiny baby and his internal monologue is like “i will do anything and everything it takes to protect you from ever feeling even the slightest amount of pain.” and he’s just so smiley and also probably a little teary because he’s so damn happy. scott mccall deserves this much happiness.

scott would make sure his kid knows how much they’re loved- he’s definitely had moments where his own dad made him feel like he wasn’t, and naturally he would never want that for his child. this translates to scott being SUCH a supportive father- like, if his son or daughter plays lacrosse? scott’s at every single game, cheering them on. and he’s really good at following up with mccall jr. whenever they mention an upcoming test or a problem with a friend or something along those lines; he gives his advice and makes sure he finds out how things went. he genuinely cares, of course, and his kid will never have to question that.

lastly, for your consideration- mr. true alpha + his baby teaming up and begging his partner to let them bring home a dog because there’s this really cute one at the clinic, it won’t be any trouble and i think it’s a great idea, please?! and this would happen like twice a month tbh.

nightmare starters

Scott seems to always have a smile ready as soon as Stiles walks through the door. Deaton rolls his eyes he instant he sees Stiles because he knows Scott is going to be absolutely useless for the next half hour at least. The part that makes it so painful is Stiles is as smooth as a porcupine. He spends more time tripping over his words than actually holding a conversation. Scott finds it all cute and adorable of course and encourages it with his smiles and laughter.

Scott finally takes pity on Stiles and stops by the station to ask him out. Scott looks good in his scrubs, even more so with a kitten in his pocket. He looks ridiculously good.in his dark jeans and burgundy henley as he scans the many faces looking for Stiles. When he finds him his face lights up and Stiles feels like his heart is going to beat out of his chest. “So...” Scott scratches at his neck. “You seem to forget how to speak whenever you stop by the clinic. So...I was wondering if you’d like to maybe go out sometime? Like on a date?”

Stiles doesn’t get a chance to answer there’s a hand on his shoulder that’s lifting him out of his seat. “He’s free now. Why wait. Please do something so I don’t have to hear about your ‘stupid dimples, amazing smile, and perfect ass’ ever again in my life.”

Polish!Stiles is a thing I’m 100% in support of. In case you didn’t know.

Scott feels kind of nervous teaching someone English. He figures he’s been speaking it for 17 years, he should have a good enough grasp on it to help Stiles out. It’s a lot easier than he thinks. Stiles has a few books and a couple of programs on his computer. It’s mostly just teaching Stiles the meaning behind phrases and double entendres. They spend a lot of time laughing.

Aside from a few phrases and sloppy Spanglish Scott couldn’t learn Spanish so he doesn’t even bother trying Polish. Instead he greedily takes Stiles up on the offer of homework help. He can typically pull off good grades on his own but it’s a lot of hard work and he greatly appreciates the help.

Somewhere in between Stiles catches feelings and it hurts a bit because he’s only staying for the school year. It also doesn’t help that Scott’s lips are so soft and warm pressed against his own. That his hands are magic and he knows how to make Stiles feel special. It’s after a night of studying that lead to much more that Stiles’ heart breaks. He rolls over and is surprised to find Scott looking at him with a soft smile. “Będę tęsknić gdy odejdę Scott. Jestem smutny, że nie możemy mieć więcej czasu razem. Chcę ci powiedzieć, że cię kocham. Chcę Ci powiedzieć go z powrotem.”

Scott frowns. “What does that mean?”

“It means, I am happy that I met you. You are one of the most amazing people I have met. I want the best for you.”

Stiles probably goes into it 1000% committed. Deucalion’s basically taught him everything he knows. They could always use another Alpha in their pack. It doesn’t take long for him to realize his fake interest in Scott is actually genuine. It takes even less time for him to realize he wants to join Scott’s pack instead of bringing Scott into his own.

He thinks it would be easier to wiggle his way into the pack if Scott’s two Beta’s would ease up. The little one, Liam, he could take out easily. The bigger one, Derek, would take a little bit of effort but he could take him too. But he doesn’t want to. Any harm to them instantly means he out of the pack before he’s in it and any chance he has with Scott’s heart is gone.

It’s been months and Deucalion is getting impatient. He wants Scott now, the claws digging into his throat prove it. Stiles is running out of excuses. He caves and tells Scott every thing. How he was supposed to trick Scott into joining their pack. But somewhere along the line his feelings got mixed in. 

Scott is skeptical and the pack rallying behind him looks ready to take Stiles on now. Stiles wrings his hands together. If Scott doesn’t believe him he doesn’t know what to do. He can’t go back to Deucalion and he really isn’t leader material so he’s not going to make a pack.

And I don’t know honestly. Maybe like, Scott believes Stiles and Stiles is relieved but the flame of their new relationship has gone back down to a ember. Scott doesn’t know if Stiles really does like him or if he got too into his mission. Stiles feels the distance and it turns into this big thing.