#ivoryarmor

the only one he’s ever considered a ‘monster’ is himself. it might surprise some to know that he weighs his sins more heavily than those of his contemporaries. truthfully he probably couldn't tell you why he considers his actions more monstrous than comparable transgressions of his peers. perhaps it has to do with the fact that unlike general hux, he doesn't entirely believe that this path is the righteous one and he hasn't sunk so far into depravity to not care who is harmed as leader snoke does. he has a sliver of conscience left to him and that is likely what make him see himself as a monster more so than others. but he accepts what he is. he sees no other way forward, no other way to be.

“...I also do not like GUNS.”