ROUGH MESSY LETTERING COMPOSITION SKETCHES OF SOME OF LAST ANON’S FIVE WORD PHRASES! THANK YOU SO MUCH! Think i might make a better “it’s none of your business” and “i almost said your name” just to have those very nice and pristine in my portfolio :). Thanks for the phrases! Meet me in the hallway and listen to the wind blow wew a lot harder so i’m not sharing those messes lmao

I just… I’ll be really… sad? Pissed? Angry? Devastated? Embarrassed? Disappointed… if anything from any of the lads solo albums gets leaked… I mean…

Leaks destroy artists. It’s a serious thing. Sometimes leaks come from inside, which means stabs to the artist’s back and that’s just… despicable… rude… unacceptable… i don’t have any other words it’s just a big fat no. And those that are external are a total invasion of privacy and very very very nasty.

Harry (specifically harry in this case) has worked his arse off to keep things on the lowest of lows. Another man dropped on us like a bomb, he made sure to surround himself with a team that kept his artistic views a secret, just how he wanted it. And it was better that way, i can assure you. The fact that it dropped on us made it that much special. You can tell he’s fighting to keep things how he planned them, and it would break me in half if something got leaked, if he felt like someone broke his trust.

Fine, i am not harry styles, therefore i have no control over who he tells things to, or what he feels, but as a person that loves him and wants to support him and his art, i would hate it if things didnt go his way and just the thought, the imagination of him possibly feeling sad about a leak, is enough to make me so very disappointed. Sad. Angry. Etc. Just imagining that he could be feeling like his work went to crap, makes me feel like crap.

It may not look it but i mean this for ALL of the 1D boys (and any artist out there) Let them surprise us, let them do the things how they planned, it’s not that hard to be respectful of their material, their feelings, their hard work. We’ve waited very long for something, let’s not ruin it by trying to make the process quicker. If it’s good today, it’ll be good tomorrow when it was supposed to be released. Tomorrow always comes. Treat this as it deserves. Something special. If the lads are that special to you and you go around screaming about how much they mean to you, so should their work. So treat this as the special thing you’re claiming it is.

This is NOT a jab at anyone. These are just words that have been spinning around in my head… For a long time. This has always been my stance when it came to leaks. These words might mean nothing to you but to me they do. It’s my silent prayer that we can have something special, something wonderful, and some patience. I want to get this wonderful material ASAP myself. But ASAP is and will always be ASATWT. - As soon as they want to. -

Anyways. You may not agree. You may think I’m talking nonsense. You may ignore this. I just… this is my blog, it sounds rude but, if I can’t speak my mind here, then were? We can make this extra special.

Respect the artist’s vision. Respect the exhausting hours of work. Respect their plans. Respect their material. Respect their decisions. Respect their privacy.

After a hectic day of not feeling my best but smiling through it, I’m home and have somewhat organised the million and one thoughts going through my head. Maybe not. Maybe this will be a mess anyways and it won’t make sense even after the 5th re-read. But here goes nothing, I suppose!

Today, coming to my dashboard has made me beyond giddy. Everyone, no matter where they are in the world, is wishing you a Happy Harry Birthday, all puns intended. We’ve called it Harry day and personally, since I wasn’t active whatsoever, I’ll call it Harry week, Harry month even so that I can continue giving you support and love all month long. I’m just so happy to see the world happy and coming together to make someone happy with birthday wishes! It makes me giggly!

I said I was going to be in pain if I didn’t see your face today, but then I thought that I would be in even more pain if I saw it. This will make sense, hold up, stay with me.

So here’s my wish to you on this day, and for any other day of your life. I wish you happiness.

You see... At first I had a selfish thought that I wanted to get a glimpse of your smiling face as you celebrated with friends and family and that maybe a pap photo of you having a good time will make me see that you indeed had a good day and that’s all I wanted, to see you have a good day. And then I told myself, what could make his day better? I know what. Not getting photographed. Not having to worry about paps, or people hacking into personal private photos, not having to act like you’re happy but instead getting to be happy with the ones you love surrounding you. Not having to be The Harry Styles teenage heartthrob (can we still say teenage heartthrob or...?) That would make your day better, maybe, right?

I wanted and wished that you’d have a chill and very happy birthday, a calmed and relaxed, and really happy, a truly happy birthday. Do I want to see your face? Why yes, yes I do. You’re my baby and I wov you, loads. But because I love you I also want you to have the best day and maybe that includes not letting me see your face and that’s ok. Because I’m all up for your happiness first. I hope you had exactly that. 

I sit and think about how much being THE Harry Styles must weigh on your shoulders. I don’t know cause I’m not you and I don’t know you, so it’s all just imaginary things, things that might not be real after all, but if there is any weight that you’d like to get off from the fact that you get to be and most of the time have to be this big pop-star, I wish that today, on your birthday you get to not feel it over your shoulders. I hope you can get a break from it not just today but any day you want because you should be able to. 

On your birthday Harry, I wish you just that.  That you can be Harry. 

That you can do you, and not be judged by anyone, or have anyone find out where you are. That you can sit and smile and share some time with friends, and get all blush-y and giddy over the million and one birthday messages that blew up your phone today. I wish you had that for more than just today. I wish that you’re surrounded by people that allow you to be Harry, that you’re comfortable around enough to just be Harry, to just be another 23 year old lad in the world. I wish that someday down the road you remember your birthdays like this. Just you and the important people, and no one else outside the selection, ever knew a thing.

I also wish you and send you strength (I cannot believe I wrote that right on the first try) I wish you the best of launches into your music career, and even if you don’t give us, if you don’t give yourself one, know that I support the decision, and I wish you strength to make the decision that takes your life wherever you want it to go.

You’ll never stop being relevant, Harold. You’ll never stop being this golden boy that has blinded the world with his shine. You’ll be forever in our hearts. And I thank you for that. For being you, unapologetically, and for rocking it. Thank you for being such an amazing artist and person. Thank you for sharing yourself with us, thank you to your family for sharing you with us. I hope that you feel all the love we’re sending, because you deserve it, you’ve been through a lot and it’s made you who you are today. I cannot wait to hear from you, whatever it is you have to say, as long as it makes you happy. 

Well, I’ve gotten sidetracked, as usual. I don’t know if my point has been made, I don’t know if I even had a point to begin with. Maybe by doing this post I’m treating you like THE Harry Styles instead of just Harry but know that if you ever needed me to, I would try, so hard, to make my company a place where you can be Harry. So with that being said...

Be nice, be good, be you, Harry, cause that’s just what we like and need. I hope you’ve had the happiest of birthdays, it’s still your birthday here, next time you’re more than welcome to come over, and we’ll party (even though I’m so incredibly boring) all night or until you’re tired of hopping around, and I’ll bake you a cake (well some brownies cause cake is not my forte) Just know that I love you. I don’t know about anyone else and the people that might reblog this, blah blah, I just know that I, personally, wov u loads. Thank you for everything. I hope you smile every day of your life. 

All the hugs/cuddles, always, Iv. xo.